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#1
I haven't been doing my best, sleepwise, nutritionwise, thoughtwise, so my energy is really low. The voices have been different lately. Sometimes they say kinder things & they seem more intelligent, but then other times they are back to being mean & abusive. I'm tired & feeling frail & weak, but I've been pushing myself anyway & I'm making some progress, like fulfilling small goals.
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Deilla, SlumberKitty
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I'm trying to be more positive. I will try to find something to do today. My morning was busy. I finished one project. I'll try to think of other projects to work on and maybe I will play a game.
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#3
I am doing okay. Just tired lately.
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#4
Today is my day off. I will only do fun things or things that help me recuperate. I had a busy week.
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#5
I had a back procedure done today and I went out to eat with my mom. I'm glad I took care of myself and treated my mom to lunch for helping me.
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@delia hope you recover quickly glad your day went well
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@MrsFunky, good luck with your book of poems. I write fiction though I do have a mental health memoir too. I know how important it is to get reviews. Sending you good thoughts.
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I'm doing well this morning. I'm less sore and I notice I can do a little more with my back. I will take my trash out today. That will be the true test. If I have less pain or no pain, I will call the nurse and let her know things were successful. That means I can have the third and final back procedure done.
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delia best of luck I hope it all goes well
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I took my trash out today and didn't have pain until I got home. It was a little pain. But it's an improvement. I called the nurse, so they will set up the final procedure. I asked for mild sedation. These procedures are painful. The third one will be worse.
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The voices have been easier much of the time lately, so I'm feeling better for longer breaks & feeling less stress.
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I am pretty sure that I have tinnitus as well. The Schizoaffective disorder, bipolar type is not making me hear all these rings and buzzes, is it? I could hardly do anything besides want to cry because it always said something upon the tinnitus. I was just sitting back wondering if I could get help. Didn't say anything though. It's been happening since winter or fall. It's like mind torture. Seriously. I put some tinnitus relief apps on my phone. It was all so wild. Sometimes I think I'm gonna have a stroke. But then I tell myself I am not going to let it bother me. It's like mind torture from some evil mastermind. I thought I had mentioned it to my doctor. I think I am going to have to say something again. It's mind torture. And strength of will testing. It's some mind charade I think sometimes. Like it really is the Devil or a demon. It just doesn't shut up. And so I did get to thinking it was a demon and the Devil. It was so difficult to withstand, and I may sound like a snowflake. But it was torture.
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#13
I've not had a good day today. My mood has been off. My therapist isn't hearing me. So I looked up on WikiHow how to come out of a bad mood. I did the best I could. I feel somewhat better. I may go to bed early tonight. Maybe a good night's rest will reset me.
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This morning was awesome!!! It's my birthday in four days. My Mom took me to Walmart and bought me a couple of outfits. We are also going to celebrate it, so it's all a gift! This is wonderful. Maybe it will pick up my steps. Maybe my outlook on life will change. I can tell it's already happening. Sometimes an event comes along in which you think is a miracle. Then some other things come along and it's just wonderment after wonderment until you think you're king/queen of the world. The luckiest people can relate.
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Happy Birthday to you in advance, @Brego! And I'm so happy for you, how your mom made it all so special for you!
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Brego is your birthday the 28th? Mine is ! I am making 7 layer bars and celebrating with my wife. Happy birthday hope you have a great day.
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And Happy Birthday to you, too, @MrsFunky!
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I have housework I have to do today. Merry Maids is coming tomorrow. I need to organize a little more before they get here.
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@MrsFunky, I am turning 29 on the 29th of July.
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Happy Birthday @Brego! Hope your day is fantastic!
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