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Default Feb 11, 2022 at 11:03 AM
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I give up! My parents don't want me to come home. I think they don't want me to bother them anymore. I'm actually stranded out here without a job. So, I'm looking for another one. I wanted to help them but they ignore my calls or shout at me. I think I'm better off without them actually. I'm disabled and have to work. I'm looking for something better this time and will not give in to bad working situations anymore. I feel stressed out and sad. They temporarily ruined my life and they just want to dispose of me.
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Default Feb 12, 2022 at 05:16 AM
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I'm trying my best to survive. Each time I ask my brother to arrange to buy me a ticket to go home, he answers by saying he needs permission from my mother. What the heck does that mean? So, he is of no help. I am giving up on them. I don't know if I can find another job here or not. It is stressful for me to be without a job and find another one. I am so depressed. I sleep a lot now but feel unhappy still. I hope to survive no matter what. I guess, my parents can't deal with their situation and mine anymore. But, I don't want to give up on myself. I feel so sad. But, I just need to find another job- easier said than done. I feel crushed but will persevere again. What else can I do?
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Default Feb 15, 2022 at 05:37 AM
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My hair...I want it grown out. I seemed to have forgotten that I never liked my hair. This will be so good for my confidence and self-esteem. I am working on the path I should take in life. Or the path that fits the entire bill. Or the path that seems most like myself. My head in the clouds is just about come down.
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Default Feb 19, 2022 at 04:21 AM
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I'm hanging in there!! I have an interview and will do my best. Thank you all for your support!
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Default Feb 19, 2022 at 08:14 AM
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I've been discussing things with the voices. Too much hurt & harm. I keep hoping & wishing.

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Default Feb 20, 2022 at 07:41 AM
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Please hang in there!! I say, we must all hang in there despite our difficulties. Yes, some of us have it worse. I receive much confidence from you! So, I'm sending you love and hugs your way too!!
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Default Feb 20, 2022 at 09:49 AM
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Thank you, @bpforever1. God bless you.

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Default Feb 21, 2022 at 06:35 AM
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I'm taking it easy until my interview. I feel calm and rested but nervous still. I know this too shall pass. I feel blessed about being free. I am also blessed for having good medication. My doctor said to return sooner to the clinic if I have any problems. So far, I am hanging in there. I feel really grateful for my situation and what I have. I feel I will be ok whatever the outcome of the interview is. I think I see a rainbow after the storm. I am thankful for the support I receive here. I know I can take more medication if I feel too stressed also. But, so far, I am doing ok.
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Default Feb 23, 2022 at 12:47 AM
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Thank you everybody for your support!! I got the job tentatively and still need to sign the contract. I feel overjoyed and am overwhelmed with emotion. I really appreciate your blessings. I think I've found my rainbow!
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Default Feb 25, 2022 at 07:34 AM
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Now, I must work starting tomorrow. I just signed the contract today. I feel excited and am really looking forward to being busy again!!! Thank you so much!! I was sad but now am happy. Life threw me some lemons and I made the best lemonade I can make. I almost gave into my parents' cruelty and almost lost it all. So, I am now uplifted and ready to rumble!! I was mad at them but this opportunity I received has been the best one I have ever gotten. So, if people try to drag you down, don't succumb. Be proud of who you are, don't give in. Take the path that is not beaten and the one that is not taken by all, then you will find your rainbow. Blessings and Cheers!!
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You actually are a rainbow, @bpforever1! Thank you so much for all that you have given to us. It's so wonderful to learn this great news & to know you'll be ok now.

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Default Feb 25, 2022 at 01:54 PM
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Great news @bpforever1

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I've been taking my as needed thorazine the past couple days. I hope I'm able to be honest with my new NP tomorrow even though it'll be my first appointment with her and no trust has been built yet.

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Default Mar 13, 2022 at 02:30 PM
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Very difficult today.

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Default Mar 13, 2022 at 04:16 PM
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I had a small win today. I'll take it. I got dressed and left the house to pick up medication. It was pretty outside. I even went for a little drive. I could see that the blossoms will be here soon. It's so nice. Long term, I need a job. I am trying to find one. It's so hard. I'm trying to stay hopeful.

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I can't tell if I'm on the hypomanic side or not. Symptoms or super powers am I right?

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Just listening to music right now. I am doing fine. I just had a therapy appointment with a new therapist. It was good. Trying to figure out this whole schizoaffective thing. I have been having anxiety lately.

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Default Mar 14, 2022 at 04:00 PM
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I got the job, or I was told that I'll be hired in a month. That's when the project starts. So I'm excited!

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I got the job, or I was told that I'll be hired in a month. That's when the project starts. So I'm excited!
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