[Deilla]

I'm struggling. I had a really bad day. Physically, it was challenging. I signed up for a class this morning, but after I struggled with housework, I realized I don't have time for a class. All my time goes toward cleaning the house and self-care. It's pretty depressing to think about. I'm too tired to pursue interests. My only outlet is my game. I feel pretty useless. At least I'm making a home for my cats.

[Breaking Dawn]

I received good news twice today, which lifted my spirits both times.

[WastingAsparagus]

I am doing fine. Just need to do more with my life. Perhaps I need some new interests or other things to do. I have been quite bored lately.

[Deilla]

I don't feel well today. But I am going to try to relax and take care of myself. I have an early morning appointment, but I don't think I can make it. I don't feel well enough to go. I really need to focus on self-care today.

[SlumberKitty]

Tired today. Didn't want to come to work but made myself adult and come to work.

[~*glass_owl*~]

I'm going to see the pulmonologist today, not about corona virus. I've been sick so much at work I don't know if they know what to do with me. Still hopeful for my artwork, but my desk is a mess and I still need to make my boyfriend his Christmas present. Pulling yourself up by your bootstraps is hard, when your boss can't seem to do it. I'm supported by disability, so I'm not worried about rent. I just want to do more with my life than collect disability and I can't even seem to keep up with volunteer work or hobbies sometimes. I've been playing chess and watching movies with my boyfriend and doing these posts, so I guess that has to be good enough.

[Deilla]

This evening I am very stressed out. I'm not sure why. I just want to sleep. I'm sure if I took my night time meds and went to bed, I would feel lots better.

[Deilla]

I just figured out something really awesome. I noticed over the past few weeks that The Voice isn't there bothering me. It normally hums and says nonsensical stuff. But I don't hear it anymore. I kept wondering why and I just now remembered I started Buspar a few weeks ago. That's the reason why. What if The Voice was anxiety? That's what Buspar treats. But who's ever had a voice because of anxiety? I don't know. I'll mention it to my pnurse. I think I will start cutting back on my AP.

[~*glass_owl*~]

I was feeling unwell yesterday (I think I did a forum post). I slept through the night last night with no problems. I don't know what happened the night before. I ate three vegan quesadillas today and took a shower. I even did my dishes.

[SlumberKitty]

I'm frustrated today.