[FireBird]

Perfect title. Before last week I was doing perfect but I suddenly realized that I was out of touch with reality, thinking I am going to start 5 or more businesses and making hundreds of millions each. My brain is still missing and am trying to find it. I am in World War 2 flying a plane and just got shot down in battle, with flames surrounding me and my plane. Suddenly I crash into the ground but it doesn't stop until I reach Hell. The Universe is full of Darkness which is me, I am known as the Dark One. Last week I was happy and thinking positive and met someone who had the same interests as me and I talked a mile a minute. Up and down just like the stock market. Its raining over here like usual. Right now I hear cows mooing. The technology out here is limited but luckily our family is the highest tech. I am reading things that confirm everything I believe. My mom also needs surgery, for awhile it looked like her shoulder needed to be replaced but the doc said that could wait maybe until next year. Part of her knee needs to be replaced her whole body is falling apart and now she's sick....again. Same stuff different day. I went to a psychiatrist last month and got on poisons she said I was nuts. That is what they are paid to do! All computers do is crash just like me. I thought I was being followed earlier today by the Gov. The preparations are increasing, helicopters flew over my house yesterday and they were different than the rest. I also recently saw where the entrance to the underground headquarters is for the gov, they put satellite dishes and military vehicles on the surface. I hate being part robot and I still feel depressed. Our car needs expensive repairs and we are a starving artist. I love talking to rats since that is our future. I bet they will talk back. In a magazine they said that cloaking devices are coming "sooner than thought possible" that's what they are saying to the public, they actually have them now and told me about it last year. Everything one by one is happening. This power sucks. The aliens are annoying as well. These people are on a schedule. Every few weeks they talk to me. My mood was smooth until the last week. I know no one will believe this, but if it was fake as people will automatically think then why doesn't the poison work and why do they mention this in magazines and the news? To make things worse, we invited soldiers to our house for Thanksgiving (I am NOT worried about the soldiers themselves and I support our troops...also it was my mom's idea) I bet they did a background check on our entire family and all the alerts were going off because of my stupid power of influence. On and off they tell me (since last month when I was in the hospital) I have to prevent a black hole from sucking in a galaxy, don't worry its not this galaxy. Outsiders don't believe me. Brains simply don't exist god is my memory bad! I had this stuff before the news of mom's surgery. The weather does what's in my head most of the time. Rain. No one understands me. Tomorrow I am going to my psych nurse if they don't cancel on me. I am not increasing my evil anti psychotics. I just need someone to understand.

[shadow2000]

Firebird,

Thanks for the update. I'm sorry to hear that your mom needs surgery and is sick. Good luck at your psych nurse's appointment tomorrow.

Tomatheus

[FireBird]

Thank you for replying. I see you are new to Psych Central. Welcome.

I believe everything you are saying and more. I have been checking out some youtube videos about mining operations on the moon. Damn government caught lying again. It's really sad. Even when the public figures out their lies, they still take no action.

Best wishes for you and your mom. I hope she gets well soon.