[Pennywhistle]

i have wax in my blood
they yput tit htere so i can't feel about it anything round like it
so its easier to hur tpeople draw a razor cross an eye but i ont because i still feel
help me get it out
pelase

[lynn P.]

(((Pennywhistle))) - I wish I could help you. Have you told your doctor about what's worrying you? I hope you find some relief.

[costello]

I'm so sorry you're suffering, Penny. You're in my thoughts.

[lastyearisblank]

We on pc might not be able to do anything about the wax, penny, but we do care. Hope you can keep posting here when you're in distress.

What did your doctor say about all this????

[RunningEagleRuns]

Originally Posted by Pennywhistle

i have wax in my blood
they yput tit htere so i can't feel about it anything round like it
so its easier to hur tpeople draw a razor cross an eye but i ont because i still feel
help me get it out
pelase

Could you rewrite that? I don't understand what your saying..

[WikidPissah]

Penny....I care about the wax. I understand you, but I don't know how to stop it. Please tell your doc about it, he/she can help you. Don't try to get it out yourself, it doesn't work.

[mgran]

Eileen is right. You can't get the wax out yourself. You need to go to the doctor. The doctor can help with the wax.

Promise us to go to the doctor?

[KUREHA]

Did you get a chance to talk to your doctor?

[lynn P.]

How are you feeling today (((Pennywhistle)). I hope a little better...sending Hugs.

[Pennywhistle]

thank you much forkind replies. I was put in a psych ward and just got out now. Nothing has changed.

Hope you're allf eeling beter than myself.

D

[lynn P.]

Originally Posted by Pennywhistle

thank you much forkind replies. I was put in a psych ward and just got out now. Nothing has changed.

Hope you're allf eeling beter than myself.

D

So sorry to hear that (((Pennywhistle))). Thank you for the good wishes and I pray you'll feel better soon.

[costello]

Oh, Penny, I'm so sorry.

I read in one of your earlier posts that the wax gets hard when you're cold. Did you mean physically cold or emotionally cold? Can you stay warm? Does that help at all?

[Pennywhistle]

it gets cold when I'm around people who the shadows want me to kill for their project. sigh.

I should probably be taking my meds, but the side effects... D:

[KUREHA]

The meds are just a plan of control anyway.

Take Care

[costello]

Originally Posted by Pennywhistle

it gets cold when I'm around people who the shadows want me to kill for their project. sigh.

I should probably be taking my meds, but the side effects... D:

Can you avoid those people?

What kinds of side effects are you having?

[costello]

Also, how do you know there's wax in your blood? I mean what are the symptoms?

[spiritual_emergency]

If I had wax in my blood, I'm imagining that might make it difficult to move sometimes. Like when you have a dream and you're trying to run in the dream but it feels like you're running in slow motion. Is this what it feels like for you, pennywhistle?

pennywhistle: it gets cold when I'm around people who the shadows want me to kill for their project. sigh.

A lot of people seem to encounter this idea of shadows and the shadows are always dark, frightening -- terrifying even. Can you talk some more about what is in the shadows?

~ Namaste

[Pennywhistle]

in the shadows are my demons who want to take over the world by getting rid of people without souls. if I break a clock they will die, but so will i and i can't die because i am a demon just like them.

it feels like nothing is real like ii'm barely living and everying around me is moving while istand still and feel nothing but empty.

my meds make me a zombie, and they are poisoned they have wax in them.

pelease help me.

[lastyearisblank]

It might be good to leave a message for your doctor, pennywhistle. It sounds like you are suffering and under a lot of pressure. He might be able to get you some meds without wax in them.

[mgran]

Originally Posted by Pennywhistle

in the shadows are my demons who want to take over the world by getting rid of people without souls. if I break a clock they will die, but so will i and i can't die because i am a demon just like them.

it feels like nothing is real like ii'm barely living and everying around me is moving while istand still and feel nothing but empty.

my meds make me a zombie, and they are poisoned they have wax in them.

pelease help me.

I'm sorry that the shadows are so scary. (((hug))) I think lastyearisblank might be right... you could talk to your doctor about getting meds that are safe for you. What meds are you on?

[spiritual_emergency]

pennywhistle: in the shadows are my demons who want to take over the world by getting rid of people without souls. if I break a clock they will die, but so will i and i can't die because i am a demon just like them.it feels like nothing is real like ii'm barely living and everying around me is moving while istand still and feel nothing but empty.

... It is believed that whenever we suffer an emotional or physical trauma a part of our soul flees the body in order to survive the experience. The definition of soul that I am using is soul as our essence, life force, the part of our vitality that keeps us alive and thriving.

The types of trauma that could cause soul loss in our culture would be any kind of abuse sexual, physical, or emotional. Other causes could be an accident, being in a war, being a victim of a terrorist act, acting against our morals, being in a natural disaster (a fire, hurricane, earthquake, tornado, etc.), surgery, addictions, divorce, or death of a loved one.

Any event that causes shock could cause soul loss. And what might cause soul loss in one person might not cause soul loss in another.

It is important to understand that soul loss is a good thing that happens to us. It is how we survive pain. If I was going to be in a head on car collision the last place that I would want to be at the point of impact is in my body. My psyche could not endure that kind of pain. So our psyches have this brilliant self protect mechanism where a part of our essence or soul leaves the body so that we do not feel the full impact of the pain.

In psychology we call this disassociation. But in psychology we don’t talk about what disassociates and where that part goes. In shamanism we understand that a piece of the soul leaves the body and goes to a territory in what shamans call non ordinary reality where it waits until someone intervenes in the spiritual realms and facilitates its return. ...

There are many common symptoms of soul loss. Some of the more common ones would be dissociation where a person does not feel fully in his or her body and alive and fully engaged in life. Other symptoms include chronic depression, suicidal tendencies, post traumatic stress syndrome, immune deficiency problems, and grief that just does not heal. Addictions are also a sign of soul loss as we seek external sources to fill up the empty spaces inside of us whether through substances, food, relationships, work, or buying material objects.

Source: Soul Loss / Soul Retrieval

How did you lose your soul, pennywhistle? Can you talk about that?

~ Namaste

See also: What is the Shadow in Jungian Psychology

[Pennywhistle]

my soul was lost in an attack on my body in a sexual manner. After that, I began to hear voices.It is very painful.

Thanks to everyone for your wonderful support. I have visited other forums, but frequently I notice that no one seems to care, whereas here...everyone does.

so much love

d

[venusss]

maybe your soul is not lost, just submerged deep inside and you can get it back. Maybe you just don't feel the connection with your soul at the moment. But you do not sound like a soulless person.

[spiritual_emergency]

pennywhistle: my soul was lost in an attack on my body in a sexual manner. After that, I began to hear voices.It is very painful.

Yes, it can be.


Music of the Hour:

[lastyearisblank]

so much love

you're right about that... we are all helping sort of people here!

my soul was lost in an attack on my body in a sexual manner. After that, I began to hear voices.

oh this is so awful. i had a good friend this happened to. it was a very difficult and painful time. it took her a while to find a doctor who could help her not see or hear those things any more...

can i ask if you feel your doctor is helping?