[jayy46]

as ive mentioned before, i have many schizofrenal symptoms. but today was just way out of hand. this is what happened. My mom had a random outbreak of anger. I dont know why, she just started yelling at me. and i mean YELLING. this triggered myy anger, like always. and as much as i tried to relax (i even did some relaxing exercises from this website), i got up from my bed and i literally fell like i wasnt me. like there was somebody else in my body, or maybe it was me in someone elses. i started thinking "kill them" which is very common with me but usually those words come from a distant voice inside my head. this time it was ME thinking it. that voice that i usually hear, i named it danny. but today it felt like i WAS danny. i went to the kitchen, held a knife in my hand, and then i came back to my senses all of a sudden and ran back to my room.
oh god, whats happening to me? please give me your opinion.

[volatile]

I think it's just a rage issue. Not sure it has anything to do with Danny, he was just being your outlet.
When I cut myself especially if it's bad the same thing happens with my voice Fan. It's like she's controlling my thoughts and I'm just sitting in the back of my mind watching her take control. I once almost did something very similar to what you said. I walked into the kitchen and my brother was screaming at me about me being insane and how he hates be blah blah, I just snapped. I WAS Fan. I almost stabbed him with a pair of scissors, and all these thoughts of just murdering my whole family flew through my mind but I threw the scissors across the room and rushed away.

I've noticed when I'm really stressed especially from my schizophrenic symptoms I'm more prone to rage and violence.