[distantvoice]

I'm a schiziod myself. I was born February 14, 1987, winter season.
I was a schizoid since I was 5. I never had friends that lasts a year. I hate parties especially my birthday, so in short I just treat my birthday like any ordinary day. I was branded by almost all people I meet as "Loner" or always "Serious".

I actually enjoy being by myself because it gives me peace around me and because I tend to think most of the time. If you're asking of what I was thinking I'm thinking of what kind of life would I have if it were to be a medieval time at this period of time, or sometimes I'm trying to think of what would I be able to achieve for the humanity before I die.

I'm not afraid to die, but at least I want to die being remembered by doing something great or simply by being a hero, well being a soldier was my last resort when I try looking for a job. Especially in my position it's really hard, because of difficulty in connecting with people around me. I'm tired of pretending to be the person I'm not. I'm tired of breaking my barrier and my personal space just to "Fit in". I don't even need it.

Normal people for me are selfish. They only care about themselves. If they want to be with the person, but they don't want his traits like his/her personality, they either force them to change according to their liking or they,manipulate them like a game of chess.

Being a schizoid is not a problem, it just need acceptance, respect and acknowledging it as a personality that a person has period.. Not by labeling it as a DISORDER, which makes the people having this personality think that something is really wrong with themselves, especially with those people who has a weaker mindset.

I am a schiziod, I like any other people believe in supernatural beings it may not be God, but only to my spirit that I consider myself unique. In scientific terms this behavior would be considered illogical or crazy, but other than that You who worship God have no right to disrespect a person such as myself by telling that person that something is wrong with him or her just because he/she is a schizoid. To tell you the truth.. I despise the society because of labeling people like me of having a disorder.

I swear, if this continues on, I would devote myself in creating an environment that would make people like me feel that they have a place where they can belong. After all.. We Schizoid always felt we never felt like we belong of this world. I am aware of the reality and I can see clearly of what the world has become over centuries, all I know is... Humanity doesn't see the big picture. We are in one world, they only see the world..

I like to help people for who I am, it is because of this personality which they call "disorder" puts a smile in their faces while they abuse the nature of my personality of being understanding.

Anyway, calling it a "disorder" better think twice. Because as far as I know, people like me have contributed to humanity for quite dozens of times now.

All we need is respect and acceptance. If the norm can't do that, then I see their weaknesses, they are prone to being manipulated of people much more smarter or aware of them.

People like me is not curious of the normal people out there. They approach us. They are much more curious to people like me then we are to them. We tend to be alone, we enjoy doing things alone, why would we bother others if we enjoy just being with ourselves. We need jobs to survive, we have skills and knowledge. If people keeps on treating us like aliens then they should have placed us on the right job, on the right position where contact with others would require less. A simple common sense and professionalism. They weren't even applied.

As I see it, the norm has far more disorder than the likes of me.

So Disappointing....

Thanks for reading.

[reddragon]

Originally Posted by distantvoice

I'm a schiziod myself. I was born February 14, 1987, winter season.
I was a schizoid since I was 5. I never had friends that lasts a year. I hate parties especially my birthday, so in short I just treat my birthday like any ordinary day. I was branded by almost all people I meet as "Loner" or always "Serious".

I actually enjoy being by myself because it gives me peace around me and because I tend to think most of the time. If you're asking of what I was thinking I'm thinking of what kind of life would I have if it were to be a medieval time at this period of time, or sometimes I'm trying to think of what would I be able to achieve for the humanity before I die.

I'm not afraid to die, but at least I want to die being remembered by doing something great or simply by being a hero, well being a soldier was my last resort when I try looking for a job. Especially in my position it's really hard, because of difficulty in connecting with people around me. I'm tired of pretending to be the person I'm not. I'm tired of breaking my barrier and my personal space just to "Fit in". I don't even need it.

Normal people for me are selfish. They only care about themselves. If they want to be with the person, but they don't want his traits like his/her personality, they either force them to change according to their liking or they,manipulate them like a game of chess.

Being a schizoid is not a problem, it just need acceptance, respect and acknowledging it as a personality that a person has period.. Not by labeling it as a DISORDER, which makes the people having this personality think that something is really wrong with themselves, especially with those people who has a weaker mindset.

I am a schiziod, I like any other people believe in supernatural beings it may not be God, but only to my spirit that I consider myself unique. In scientific terms this behavior would be considered illogical or crazy, but other than that You who worship God have no right to disrespect a person such as myself by telling that person that something is wrong with him or her just because he/she is a schizoid. To tell you the truth.. I despise the society because of labeling people like me of having a disorder.

I swear, if this continues on, I would devote myself in creating an environment that would make people like me feel that they have a place where they can belong. After all.. We Schizoid always felt we never felt like we belong of this world. I am aware of the reality and I can see clearly of what the world has become over centuries, all I know is... Humanity doesn't see the big picture. We are in one world, they only see the world..

I like to help people for who I am, it is because of this personality which they call "disorder" puts a smile in their faces while they abuse the nature of my personality of being understanding.

Anyway, calling it a "disorder" better think twice. Because as far as I know, people like me have contributed to humanity for quite dozens of times now.

All we need is respect and acceptance. If the norm can't do that, then I see their weaknesses, they are prone to being manipulated of people much more smarter or aware of them.

People like me is not curious of the normal people out there. They approach us. They are much more curious to people like me then we are to them. We tend to be alone, we enjoy doing things alone, why would we bother others if we enjoy just being with ourselves. We need jobs to survive, we have skills and knowledge. If people keeps on treating us like aliens then they should have placed us on the right job, on the right position where contact with others would require less. A simple common sense and professionalism. They weren't even applied.

As I see it, the norm has far more disorder than the likes of me.

So Disappointing....

Thanks for reading.

we are alike. 99 perc. of what you stated is me also. glad i am not alone.

[distantvoice]

I bet we could get along pretty well, but not that 24/7 kind of conversation or contact, and I am anticipating that it would only lead to competition.

I only get myself involved with people who I can compete with. Anyway, if you need to know something, I'm open to any of it, except drugs and smoking, because I don't have any habit of doing those things.

Well bye.. For now.

[Morgana Brianna]

i REALLY HEAR YOU & IDENTIFY A LOT WITH WHAT YOU SAY.i`M LABLED AS bIPOLAR i WITH PSYCHOTIC FEATURES BUT YOU SOUND SO MUCH LIKE MY BOYFRIEND

[distantvoice]

Originally Posted by Morgana Brianna

i REALLY HEAR YOU & IDENTIFY A LOT WITH WHAT YOU SAY.i`M LABLED AS bIPOLAR i WITH PSYCHOTIC FEATURES BUT YOU SOUND SO MUCH LIKE MY BOYFRIEND

If you're boyfriend would be like me, I bet he would be romantic, but if get too attached to him... most likely he would find a way that he would find some space to be alone sometime.

I like girls whose sweet, but not always.. I want them to be themselves and be practical of how they see, think and act about things whenever they are around me without having their thoughts contaminated by only pure love, because it would seem to me that they pity on my weaknesses whenever a certain situation happens.

Even though I a schizoid I know how to love and adore a girl or a woman, and I respect them so much, that I always see so much potential in them such as yourself. In my perspective, I don't care much about the girl accepting me as her special counterpart, but what's important for me is seeing that girl I like put a smile on her face whenever she's with me or whenever I around. I want her to be comfortable with me.

Anyway, it was nice hearing from you.
I hope to hear from you soon. Bye.