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Sep 07, 2005, 10:21 AM
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Im sorry I havent been paying attention to any of you lately, Im not self absorbed or ignoring anyone...Im having a hard time dealing with what is going on inside my head.
I was takin off the the Ciplax and put on Effexor to go along with my Serouquel, which from reading up on the two go together to battle Schizophrenia....sometimes... and that scares me, Im afraid of what will happen if people find out about me..will they take my kids from me? lock me up? I know to those who deal, I may sound stupid, but thanks to the Ciplax... I know have paranoia...never had it before I started that medication.. and now the doctor has reffered me to a T..which is good in a way, I need someone to talk to..but I dont trust therefore Im afraid to waste anyones time with not being able to completely open up to someone. Im getting worse, I can feel it, yet everyone I try to talk to says...oh yeah I feel that way all the time, or just stop thinking that way or maybe its just all in your head HELLO!! of course its all in my head, if it wasnt I WOULDNT NEED TO BE ON MEDS AND CRYING OUT FOR HELP! gebus! Sorry to bother anyone who took the time to read this.. I have nothing to offer anyone and Im no good to myself right now, I feel so damn hopeless...
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Sep 07, 2005, 03:41 PM
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Don't worry I feel the same way right now I feel that everything is just not right for me but hey things will get better in time all we need ispatience.
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Sep 07, 2005, 03:46 PM
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thank you
 Im just so confused and scared and I honestly feel like waiting for a T is going to kill me....I need help NOW not in a month or whenever they can get me in..See one of my flaws is that I never ever put myself first...but right now I know I need help. Im helpless and depressed and scared about the thoughts going on in my head and worried about what tomorrow will bring.(((((Psyclox))))))
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There is a delicate balance of putting yourself last and not being a doormat and thinking of yourself first and not coming off as selfish, arrogant or bossy. We spend the majority of our lives attempting to perfect this balance. |
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Sep 08, 2005, 07:15 PM
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I do not play their games it leads in to too many prblms
srry just what I see and choose to go by |
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