[dutchess]

im have in badder and badder days. it stated by the voices laughin and mocking me till they made me cry then they were just saying nasty things till i found myself rocking hands over me ears. i have been seenin someone out side just walking back and forth stoppin in the middle just starin i know in my head as they had no faces but it came to a head last night taken my meds went to bed just layin in bed thinkin of the day before and i looked up and saw someone helpin someone else getting in to my window these ppl just kept on coming but when they got to my door there body just disapears and all thats left is there arms which come to get me this vision lasted for over an hour and half
i got up took the kids to school and dozed but then when i woke to find ppl around me they have no feet and no face i feel them even while i type this i have to keep tell myself my meds are not working and there ppl are just vision
i see my pdr on friday 10.30 my meds are queitipan carbonmazinpin and lustral
please i just want someone to hold my hand and walk me through this
sorry if you have read this post before

[Psyclox]

well I am here if u need me, just hang there keep telling yourself that they aren't real and that they are all in your head, just remeber they can't hurt u unless u want them to.

[red_rose]

Dutchess,
I know someone who is through the same thing his name is wizzard he might be someone that you can relate to .wizzard has schizophrenia,I'm not saying you have it just saying he can relate to you.you can e mail him through the this site.
Red_rose

[dutchess]

i have schiziod affective disorder no im not afraid of the dark i cant sleep with the light on but thanks i will get in touch with him i hope he dont mind
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are you on medications, dutchess? I hope you have a good psychotherapist and psychiatrist to help you. Sorry things are not going well for you right now. Keep hope! Things will get better.

[LittleMilly]

I no how it feels to see stuff and but hang in there cause there will be some way over it. I have schizophrenia but before people just said it was stress. If you want someone to talk to feel free to PM me.

Milly

[Michael23]

Don't despair. It's not a permanent thing unless you choose it to be.

Drugs have come a long way since the 50's. They definately can block out the voices. I know, because i am a schizophrenic myself.

If you need some emotional help, I am here for you.

[mlyn]

drugs it is if you choose. I see other beings in other ppl. Is that crazy to you? if not then lets talk. pm if you'd like.
mlyn

[mlyn]

and they put this advertizement here. That is soooo much a disrespect. Yes, dx'd DID but experianced things way beyond what they even say schizo ok don't listen is ok but I choose not to take the world stand on it.
even T showed me movie of beautiful mind. makes much sence for we are not alone. Watch beautiful mind before you except any meds.
mlyn

[wizzard]

Don't worry it does get better your pdoc probably has to change your medication to something that works for you, I do understand I have schizophrenia and I hear voices and see halucinations sometimes, and they had to change my meds quite a few times before they found the right combination for me that worked so don't give up it does get better I promise.