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Jan 21, 2012, 10:27 PM
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I went out to day for a job interview so to say
it was kind of a do the job and see what we think kind of thing it was at a stable I was suffering from major anxiety over the whole thing and almost didnt go i told my husband i was going to run away today... thats how i felt he wanted to know where I was going i didnt know where i just knew that i wanted to run I just felt so stupid for telling the person that i would come in the first place and i felt like such a stupid idiot because i was haveing such a hard time remembering what i was being told while i was there The reality is im very capable and I can do the job well once I kind of learn the basics... I might be a little slow at first, but I think I can catch on really fast...I told them that I would even volenter my time if they decided to hire some one eles, just because I really like being around horses...I think it would halp me with my anxiety, its just the hard part of getting familiar with all of the stuff and people and routine uhg...i just feel so stupid...it took me 5 days just to contact the person about the position... and i had 2 days to work my self up to going there today... im suppose to find out on monday... my mind is whirling and i feel like im in the middle of a hurrican and cant get out i want to scream.... Im so stupid... i know she will pick someone eles... she will know that im stupid LORD make it stop...
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Jan 22, 2012, 09:59 AM
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You're not stupid. Your worth doesn't depend on whether you're employed or not. Stay strong.
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Jan 22, 2012, 11:13 AM
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Did'nt sleep well last night adnkept dreamming I was lost ... every where I went every thing I did ... I was simply lost
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Jan 22, 2012, 02:38 PM
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I'm sorry you didn't sleep well. Unpleasant dreams can colour a whole day.
The thing about being lost is you always end up somewhere, and you always end up found. I truly believe that.
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