[MentalGal!]

Hi, I'm Ellie and yeh i have schizophrenia but the problem is at school i feel unsafe, like some one is out there, trying to kill me! In my bedroom i cry in the corner with the lights off and just a lighter in my hands because i feel like i can burn the evil spirits away!... I love festivals but when i walk through the crowd i swear some one or some thing is following me, a bit like a stalker! I get scared over ALOT of things but i can never understand why, because they only bit i know is that someone WANTS to either get the bad thoughts that are ment to be locked away, outta my head or to kill me! Can some one like me or some one with any advice help mee! :'(xxx!

[RunningEagleRuns]

have meds helped? they help me...

[KUREHA]

I have people trying to kill me - I go out with protection.

Do you have a psychologist - that might help, don't see the school counsellor though - I saw the one at college a few times and it didn't help at all.

Don't let people lie to you though, if you know it's true, don't let them try to confuse you.

I'm sorry that you are scared, I'm scared too, just be really careful, I always am.

Take Care

[newtus]

Originally Posted by KUREHA

Don't let people lie to you though, if you know it's true, don't let them try to confuse you.

this hass been my problem.
i believed what i KNEW WAS TRUE.
the deeper i got into the american mental health system the more i believed i was delusional.
it F'd my beliefs up so bad the more s**t happened.
so i ditched "the delusion" (rightfully) and im back on track with the truth.