The Nurse

KUREHA · Jul 12, 2012, 08:17 AM

Along with the sleeper cells - I keep thinking about her, that's she's going to hurt my ex psychologist, I was hoping because I didn't see her anymore, they would leave her alone.

I know she was fine last time - but I wouldn't be thinking this for no reason - so they are obviously controlling me so I know about it.
I hope she'll be ok

The nurse that comes with my nurse, said she'd talk to the other nurse , I'll number them, my nurse 1, other 2, one I'm thinking about 3.

Nurse 3 hates me , she'd do anything they ask, nurse 2 is ok - she said she'd talk to nurse 3, nurse 1 is just thinking WTF I'm sure

costello · Jul 12, 2012, 11:17 AM

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Originally Posted by KUREHA

I know she was fine last time - but I wouldn't be thinking this for no reason - so they are obviously controlling me so I know about it.
I hope she'll be ok

I think she'll be okay. I don't think they're controlling you. You're thinking about this because you're stressed and you miss your psychologist.

Jul 12, 2012, 12:39 PM

I'm sure your psychologist is absolutely fine.

*Willow*

KUREHA · Jul 12, 2012, 01:25 PM

Thanks,

I just don't know if the drones have been implanted into me, so I know this or it's from the cameras, something is controlling me, it was different stuff last week and that is still kind of there.

I do miss her though - I hope that's all it is.

I see the nurses on Wednesday - but what if that is too late, right now I know she is ok - I hope so anyway.

They can kill me anytime, but that isn't going to hurt me, but it will if they kill her, because it would be all my fault, if I had just shut up and told no one she'd be ok

KUREHA · Jul 13, 2012, 02:25 AM

They were asking wierd questions as well.

Asking if I know that she is alive. Well I hope so, but why ask me that, what is that she is right now, not much longer though

costello · Jul 13, 2012, 09:00 AM

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They were asking wierd questions as well.

Sorry they're asking you weird questions. I'm sure she's fine.

KUREHA · Jul 13, 2012, 11:07 AM

I hope so, can't even call to check.

I'm sure I've been implanted - I can't even get it out, it's in my head, could have taken it out if it was somewhere else.

I might go to the police about the nurse - I don't care if I get laughed at again, it's worth it this time.

KUREHA · Jul 13, 2012, 11:08 AM

Thanks for replying as well and Weeping Willow

KUREHA · Jul 15, 2012, 04:49 AM

It's £300 for an MRI and then surgery - I have no idea.

Then it could go wrong ffs, wish I had my ex psychologist to talk about this with

KUREHA · Jul 15, 2012, 05:59 AM

NHS Direct said I should call the out of hours doctor, since I don't have the crisis team number, she doesn't know what I'm anxious about though, but she was nice.

I don't know what to do though, don't want them sending me to hospital.

KUREHA · Jul 16, 2012, 01:18 PM

I can't take this any longer, I've got a really bad feeling that I'm to late.

I bet it's them mocking me, with their implant, like "Who's laughing now ***** ha ha"

I can't do anything until tomorrow thought now, since everywhere is closed now.

Gr3tta · Jul 16, 2012, 03:35 PM

I hope you're not too late either - I'll bet you're not. I'll bet it turns out okay.
How does it seem today?

KUREHA · Jul 17, 2012, 01:50 AM

Everything sucks, it has for the last 2 weeks.

Gr3tta · Jul 17, 2012, 01:23 PM

yea...i hope it will be better soon.

KUREHA · Jul 18, 2012, 01:57 AM

Well the nurses are coming today

costello · Jul 18, 2012, 02:19 PM

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Originally Posted by KUREHA

Well the nurses are coming today

Good luck. I hope things get better for you soon.

KUREHA · Jul 19, 2012, 07:48 AM

It went ok, eventually told her about the implant. She said it was because I'm ill.
I'm not sure about that, so I don't know. She doesn't know what they are like, but she said I shouldn't get a scan.

I'm a bit happier because I know my ex psychologist is ok

I checked with the receptionist.

My OCD seems to be getting worse though, back like it used to be.