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Sep 16, 2012, 08:48 PM
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I swear... they are going to kill me.
 I swear this is not a delusion. They have been watching me my entire life. They have watched everyone... They selected me and made my life miserable because from a young age I instinctively knew what was happening to the world... now they are going to kill me. I don't know when... they will come when I least expect it... but I need to finish my research... They have monitored my online activities and know how close I am to the truth behind all that has happened to me... I don't think I can finish it now... I have 147,000+ pages of text and several hours of video and audio files... I need to go through it all and finish my research... I wish I could pass it all along for someone to finish.. because I will be dead soon.. who could I give it too? no-one... it is dangerous... I can't trust anyone... they are reading this message.. I wish I could have lived this life...
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Sep 16, 2012, 08:52 PM
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I'm sorry you're feeling so afraid right now. I think you're having a stress reaction to the problems you're having with the two guys finding out about your dx. Can you talk to your therapist or your pdoc about this?
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Sep 16, 2012, 10:09 PM
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I can't afford a ****ing pdoc. I haven't had one in a long time. I am already am going to be half frozen all winter... Even if I had the money, I would not see a pdoc or therapist because they are a part of the problem. I won't let them get near me, I can't have them discrediting me, drugging me, or locking me away. This is not a reaction or a delusion. It has nothing to do with my dx being exposed or anything to the people involved with that... This is something very different and way more important. We are all slaves. thats all we are. we are slaves. i'm dangerous. i don't bow. There is no hope, they are coming its impossible to fight. the government has been on their side, the government is evil, it is a tyranny controlled by a small oligarchy. they are going to kill me, discredit me, or worse... I've seen them do it before.. I have the records... even to celebrities... I know too much... oh god... it is my fate..
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