[Faint]

Am at my husbands granddads house visiting for the week
There are planes going over head they have always been there but i think they are spy planes
spies are everywhere my husband says there not true
but am still convinced that there are spies
they poisoned the food and water
am scared that we are going to die

my husband granddad is ill he has cancer in the lungs and brain
he dont have long
my husband is upset

but i think the spies must have made my husbands granddad ill

[kaliope]

I know there is nothing I can say that will make you feel better. Only time will show that you are safe where you are at. I agree with your husband that the spies are not poisoning the food and water. Nor do I think they made his granddad sick. People just get sick. You are safe from spies. this is something you should talk to your T and pdoc about though. take care.

[newtus]

this is part of my main concerns is planes flying over the area. my house. where i live. the retail stores when im out. so much so i bought a shortwave radio with Air frequency to hear the airplane pilots when they talk. they have codes...

[KUREHA]

I have planes and helicopters that fly over my house, it's part of the surviellance that happens every day.

[Yoda]

I live near an airport so I have planes near me all the time but they are going to and from the airport.

I would be too boring to spy on.

[Faint]

they are spying on me because i am Muslim they think that am a criminal but am not
they want to know who i am talking to who am i mixing with
the spy planes are just the start of it
There are spies in the garden

my husband don't want me to talk about the spy planes he said that am making myself ill by talking about it
but i don't know ...everything is confusing

[Faint]

There are people here talking to my husband granddad they are spies
they keep looking at me
am not going to talk to them
there scary

[ickydog2006]

Assuming they are spying on you (I'm not saying they are, but if they are) there is really nothing you can do about it. There is also nothing you can do for your husband's granddad. All you can do is be as supportive as possible for your husband, and it probably doesn't help him when you try and tell him things he doesn't believe in, just like it doesn't help you when he tries to tell you that your beliefs aren't real. I'm sorry that you are so stressed out right now. Have you talked to your pdoc about your beliefs? Can he prescribe you any meds that may help with the anxiety. If these beliefs are delusional, meds might take them away; if they are true, I doubt the meds would have any affect on the beliefs, but at least they might help you calm down. I know I posted somewhere else, I know I'm being spied on but since there is nothing I can do to affect that I might as well try to not care about it.

[Faint]

I know if i keep talking about the spies to my husband my husband will be very upset
so i should keep this to myself

i know there is something i can do and that is kill them
i need a weapon i must get one soon
my husband isn't here at the moment
he will not be back until later
So i can get a weapon
i know i cant do anything about the planes but ican do something about the spies that are in the garden

[ickydog2006]

Honestly, I don't think killing the spies is a good idea. It seems like that would put you and your family in more danger than just letting them watch you. And what if they arnt spies. I know it feels like they are, but shouldn't you get proof before doing anything drastic.

[ickydog2006]

You really dont want to hurt anyone, only to find out after the fact that it wasn't really them. One of my friends IRL, did kill someone they thought was necessary, and found out later, that the man was innocent. My friend ended up killing himself, most likely because he couldn't live with the guilt of what he had done. I'm just really scared the same thing is going to happen to you. Please try to make sure you are 100% not delusional, and that the person is 100% guilty of what you are accusing them of, and even then, really evaluate whether you should be the one to act on these things. I know that if I ever killed someone, even ifthey were a known murderer, my husband would pprobably never forgive me. Would you be able to live with that.

[newtus]

from experience.

i almost assaulted someone thinking they were following me. i got in their face. i almost went to jail. police and detective took me to hospital instead. i got lucky. you may not. they said they normally would take someone to jail anyway but decided to give me a chance.