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#1
Feb 18, 2013, 05:31 AM
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This life is so burdensum. It so full of sorrow and strife...
Im so tiered of the fight to survivie. I want out.
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 If you have come here for support, you might as well leave cause I have none to give. Im simply broken and can not be fixed.Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words...be careful of your words, for your words become your actions...be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits...be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character...be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny. |
 Atypical_Disaster, costello, faerie_moon_x
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#2
Feb 18, 2013, 06:16 AM
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whos here?? i need to talk
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If you have come here for support, you might as well leave cause I have none to give. Im simply broken and can not be fixed.Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words...be careful of your words, for your words become your actions...be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits...be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character...be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny. |
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Feb 18, 2013, 06:22 AM
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im one of the most misserable excuses for a human ever
even God has deserted me because im so horrible my cat just sits and stares at me at i sit and bawl on my couch and my husband just sits and stares at me cause he does not understand why i feel so down I just wish life was over im so sad of a human and no one is here who cares
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If you have come here for support, you might as well leave cause I have none to give. Im simply broken and can not be fixed.Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words...be careful of your words, for your words become your actions...be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits...be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character...be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny. |
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#4
Feb 18, 2013, 07:20 AM
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Sorry I wasn't on earlier. I'm not sure how much help I can be anyway. I'm pretty bummed out myself.
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Feb 18, 2013, 07:22 AM
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"Hear me, my Chiefs! I am tired; my heart is sick and sad. From where the sun now stands I will fight no more forever."--Chief Joseph |
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#6
Feb 18, 2013, 08:37 AM
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Hey lil-angel-wings , i feel for you i really do.... but i posted on here the other day and i was pretty desperate my self , only got support from 1 person. i dont know what you need to say on here to get support or even a hug matey,
soooo being kinda down my self i'am sending you hugs and prayers of strength xx
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#7
Feb 18, 2013, 08:50 AM
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I was put on a mood stabilizer at the hospital and im now more moody then ever up and down all in about 3 hours... or 1 hour.... or 5 minutes.... i hate it... it was suppose to make things better they said... LOL what a joke... meds are stupid... and now im court ordered... arggggg... i hate life
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If you have come here for support, you might as well leave cause I have none to give. Im simply broken and can not be fixed.Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words...be careful of your words, for your words become your actions...be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits...be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character...be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny. |
| costello
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Feb 18, 2013, 08:52 AM
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costello,
im sorry you are having such problems with your neighbor... maybe you can put up venitian blinds with curtains over them... we did and it helps greatly... you could make double courtains or even buy them if you can afford them... even putting a blanket up will help... and i think that even just a small med dose change can do all kinds of screwy things ... just look at me.... and with SZ your thoughts do control you...even when meds are high...
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If you have come here for support, you might as well leave cause I have none to give. Im simply broken and can not be fixed.Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words...be careful of your words, for your words become your actions...be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits...be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character...be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny. |
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Feb 18, 2013, 11:52 AM
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I don't think you're abandoned. And I don't think you're terrible. I actually think you're nice, and I love your painting I saw of the red tree. So, you're not worthless.
And cats.... they are observers. Cats all have their own personalities. So, don't worry about that. Since you're being forced to be on these meds, call the doctor and say you're feeling worse on the mood stabalizer. If they are forcing you to take them, then they better be willing to adjust them.
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Feb 18, 2013, 12:00 PM
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
 Ash0198, costello, faerie_moon_x, greylove, likewater
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Feb 18, 2013, 12:03 PM
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
| Ash0198, costello, faerie_moon_x, greylove, likewater
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#12
Feb 18, 2013, 12:06 PM
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I spent last night crying in the shower for wanting out of life so badly, and feeling guilty for it. I'm sorry you are feeling this too. Try and focus on one minute at a time. And definitely see if you can get meds adjusted or changed. I had major problems when I was put on lexapro for mood stabilization (extreme highs and lows), but wellbutrin worked.
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| costello, faerie_moon_x, likewater
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#13
Feb 18, 2013, 12:19 PM
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That's hilarious, Newtus!
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Feb 18, 2013, 12:35 PM
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thank you all for your support... i know we are all struggling alot at the same time... its nice to talk to some one who understands
icky i am sorry to that you are struggling too i know how it is to sit and cry for hours.
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If you have come here for support, you might as well leave cause I have none to give. Im simply broken and can not be fixed.Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words...be careful of your words, for your words become your actions...be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits...be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character...be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny. |
| ickydog2006, likewater
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Feb 18, 2013, 08:09 PM
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I hope you are doing okay... some times i never get a response and i even say dont respond, when truth be told I wnat a response so bad it is killing me... just to have some one say that my feelings are valide even if they are not quit right according to someone eles.... Im glad you posted and im sorry i have not responded to your post more often.... i am in my own little world most of the time and find it hared to give when Im so down and out.... all i seem to do is take i quess that is my biggest problem im a takere not a giver...
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If you have come here for support, you might as well leave cause I have none to give. Im simply broken and can not be fixed.Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words...be careful of your words, for your words become your actions...be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits...be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character...be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny. |
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