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Jun 20, 2013 at 09:21 PM
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They are all lying to me. Everyone is hiding something I just don't know what it is. They try to get me to leave the room so they can do something I don't know about. There's some motive and I wrack my brain trying to work it out. They tiptoe around me. They completely ignore me. They avoid eye contact. Then I hear them laughing.
I've trusted the wrong people and I now regret it. I don't typically believe in regret. But I regret trust to tears. I get that emptiness in my stomach that tells me they will use it against me. I'm going to be stabbed in the back soon with the secrets I too freely shared. Why did I do that? That was so foolish. To trust again. I hate them all for letting me believe in trust again. I hate it. I hate it. I hate them. I hate all of them. __________________ .age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder Seroquel XR 100mg Labetalol for high blood pressure
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Jun 20, 2013 at 10:36 PM
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I feel you, Nessa. I've felt very similarly tons of times. You're not alone.
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Jun 20, 2013 at 11:30 PM
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I am so sorry nessa. Would it be safe to confront them? Ask them what they are hiding? If unsafe, can you stay away from them? Are the liars real to everyone people, or people that are real only to you?
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Jun 21, 2013 at 07:54 AM
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They're real to everyone kind of people. And they're all against me.
 It feels like they're all being fake. Just in general. And they're hiding something.I try to tell myself that no one could possibly care about me that much, but I'm having a harder and harder time believing myself. __________________ .age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder Seroquel XR 100mg Labetalol for high blood pressure
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Jun 21, 2013 at 11:11 AM
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Some people live on drama. I hate drama and tension, but some people love it.
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Jun 21, 2013 at 10:57 PM
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I know how you feel. It's like they all had a meeting about me to decide how to "handle" me.
And I might not just be paranoid 
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