[skyrimartist242]

I'll start this off by saying I never had these problems until I abused bath salts and other speedy drugs. One specific time is what I believed triggered it all. I had used way too much bath salts and was rushed to the hospital for heartcheck, All of a sudden I went into a psychosis at the hospital and I thought there was some elaborate plot to shoot and kill me, security guards and all I believe were involved. eventually they restrained me to a hospital bed, and I spent sone time in the psyche ward.

It is now close to 2 years since that happened with no drug use. And I still feel like theres a plot to kill me and that even my closest friends or family is involved, later I'll calm down and realize that's not the case but, when it's happening it's very real to me. Sometimes i'll check closets, car trunks, things of that nature to make sure nobody is hiding thereI feel like i'm about to throwup sometimes.
is this ptsd, schizophrenia? Ill also add im on 900 mgs of lithium and 150mg seroquel for bipolar

[junkDNA]

bath salts can cause psychosis. how long did you use them for? there can be drug-induced psychosis but it's not permanent. yours sounds like it has been around for a while. i dont know if you can get permanent delusions from bath salts

[faerie_moon_x]

Since you're already on meds you must have a pdoc to talk to or maybe even a T. Have you mentioned any of this to them about the thoughts people are going to kill you? If you haven't that might be the first step.