[Atypical_Disaster]

Destroying worlds all within my mind which is the world. Sold on that. Take away from it all. Fake it till you make it. I can’t fake it. I can’t dream it. Nothing’s what it seems. Alice in wonderland, a lost little girl. Invasions and explanations. There’s nothing to say but everything to say. Boring little life just a schizophrenic who smokes her feelings away. Taken away by the day. The sunlight destroys me. It’s gloomy outside and that makes it more insidious. The sun’s still there, just because you can’t see it doesn’t mean it’s not there. Catch me if I call, fall, off the wall crazy. Lazy, hazy, mazes within me. Begging to be pressed those buttons begging begging. Hatred for the ones who have it all. Will I become homeless? Institutionalized? Is this forever? I can’t live in this crazy hazy world I can’t exist subsisting Is the best the world can hope for. I destroy and create worlds. Blood dripping down my walls, my blood cascading. The mountains are beautiful I wish I could see them. It’s like I ask a question and too many people answer at once. It’s all at aonce. One thing at a time one day at a time it’s never enough. A drop in the overflow. Another crazy, that’s all I am. Ham and cheese. There’s danger all around. Daggers in the sky, falling on the unsuspecting. People die every day and it’s all my fault. I don’t want. What do I want? Disappear. Reappear. Hold it together. I can’t. Not anymore. Getting worse? I don’t know. Put on a show, dress your best. I’ll never wear a wedding dress. Too much white and white is the color of death. Color of ghosts I see every day and night. Live with me, die lie cry sigh. Websites are being infiltrated. It’s not like it’s only me that knows. Everyone has thoughts like this. Just can’t keep mine together. Can’t keep it together. I’m not together. Mind breaking apart. My mind is shattered, the pieces are rotting like puzzle pieces. No war no peace no nothing. Everything is a lie die cry truth inside the lie.

[faerie_moon_x]

This is so poetic, AD. Thank you for sharing.



You said a lot of things I feel and understand.

[Zaria]

Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

Destroying worlds all within my mind which is the world. Sold on that. Take away from it all. Fake it till you make it. I can’t fake it. I can’t dream it. Nothing’s what it seems. Alice in wonderland, a lost little girl. Invasions and explanations. There’s nothing to say but everything to say. Boring little life just a schizophrenic who smokes her feelings away. Taken away by the day. The sunlight destroys me. It’s gloomy outside and that makes it more insidious. The sun’s still there, just because you can’t see it doesn’t mean it’s not there. Catch me if I call, fall, off the wall crazy. Lazy, hazy, mazes within me. Begging to be pressed those buttons begging begging. Hatred for the ones who have it all. Will I become homeless? Institutionalized? Is this forever? I can’t live in this crazy hazy world I can’t exist subsisting Is the best the world can hope for. I destroy and create worlds. Blood dripping down my walls, my blood cascading. The mountains are beautiful I wish I could see them. It’s like I ask a question and too many people answer at once. It’s all at aonce. One thing at a time one day at a time it’s never enough. A drop in the overflow. Another crazy, that’s all I am. Ham and cheese. There’s danger all around. Daggers in the sky, falling on the unsuspecting. People die every day and it’s all my fault. I don’t want. What do I want? Disappear. Reappear. Hold it together. I can’t. Not anymore. Getting worse? I don’t know. Put on a show, dress your best. I’ll never wear a wedding dress. Too much white and white is the color of death. Color of ghosts I see every day and night. Live with me, die lie cry sigh. Websites are being infiltrated. It’s not like it’s only me that knows. Everyone has thoughts like this. Just can’t keep mine together. Can’t keep it together. I’m not together. Mind breaking apart. My mind is shattered, the pieces are rotting like puzzle pieces. No war no peace no nothing. Everything is a lie die cry truth inside the lie.

AD, That really IS poetic. And moving.

[Sneezyyy]

This was the right.thing tonrewd st the right.time thanks

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