[newtus]

Talk to your hearts desire!
heres the new roll call.

Thanks Newtus!

[newtus]

your welcome. no problemo.

[newtus]

im eating peanuts. idk why.

[junkDNA]

im bored. and broke. i have no money. my mom prob wont send me any. ill be out of cigs soon. and gas. and il have to ask for more money again. and she will be mad. i need to find a job

Newtus I'm going to make myself get up. I've just been sitting here in my bed for the last 3 hours. I've got to go take a shower. I'll catch up with you on Roll Call in a little while.

Originally Posted by newtus

im eating peanuts. idk why.

My daughter just brought me a bag of M & M's with peanuts! I tried to get her to take them back because they'll just make me fatter! I didn't ask for them. She was just being nice.

[newtus]

Originally Posted by Cracking Slowly

Newtus I'm going to make myself get up. I've just been sitting here in my bed for the last 3 hours. I've got to go take a shower. I'll catch up with you on Roll Call in a little while.

ok i hope your day goes ok

Originally Posted by junkDNA

im bored. and broke. i have no money. my mom prob wont send me any. ill be out of cigs soon. and gas. and il have to ask for more money again. and she will be mad. i need to find a job

I'm bored and broke too. It is an awful feeling. I hope you can find a job soon.

[newtus]

Originally Posted by junkDNA

im bored. and broke. i have no money. my mom prob wont send me any. ill be out of cigs soon. and gas. and il have to ask for more money again. and she will be mad. i need to find a job

ill be out of cigs soon too! what do you think about a job? would that work out for you?

Originally Posted by newtus

ok i hope your day goes ok

I hope to shake these depressed feelings. I'm bored too. But am broke so I can't go anywhere. I need to save the gas I have in my truck for work. I have no motivation today either. Yucky feelings today!

Be back in a bit

[junkDNA]

i think icould handle a job but honestly i have to pass a drug test. i smoke weed to keep me from getting depressed. it doesnt make me hallucinate but sometimes i get paranoid. but if i dont have it i get depressed. i think i could do well at a job but i just have ot get one first..... i dont know what ill do when i run ou tof cigs. i guess just kind of quit til i get my disab ility check on the 3rd

[junkDNA]

Originally Posted by Cracking Slowly

I hope to shake these depressed feelings. I'm bored too. But am broke so I can't go anywhere. I need to save the gas I have in my truck for work. I have no motivation today either. Yucky feelings today!

i get depressed when im bored too long

[newtus]

hey all three of us are broke

[junkDNA]

i guess thats why we are here instead of out doing things

[newtus]

yea thats why i am

[newtus]

well and im also here to talk

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by junkDNA

i think icould handle a job but honestly i have to pass a drug test. i smoke weed to keep me from getting depressed. it doesnt make me hallucinate but sometimes i get paranoid. but if i dont have it i get depressed. i think i could do well at a job but i just have ot get one first..... i dont know what ill do when i run ou tof cigs. i guess just kind of quit til i get my disab ility check on the 3rd

Not every job will test you for drugs...I've not been tested once so don't give up based on that!

Here's something else for me to be depressed about! The four pounds I lost during the flu I've gained back! Gosh I'm so fat!!!!

[newtus]

i see a lot more weed tshirts and stuff nowadays.

[newtus]

did u not eat during the flu or you throw up?

Originally Posted by newtus

did u not eat during the flu or you throw up?

I ate very little but never threw up. I stopped drinking soda and only drank water. I think that was why I lost the four pounds. Now I'm drinking soda again but have cut back a lot. I usually only eat one meal a day and I don't even eat much. Drinking soda is my problem.

Lol! My scale says "Biggest Loser"!

[newtus]

Originally Posted by Cracking Slowly

I ate very little but never threw up. I stopped drinking soda and only drank water. I think that was why I lost the four pounds. Now I'm drinking soda again but have cut back a lot. I usually only eat one meal a day and I don't even eat much. Drinking soda is my problem.

yea i remember losing 20 pounds drinking water when i got off seroquel.
i had stopped drinking soda

Originally Posted by Cracking Slowly

Lol! My scale says "Biggest Loser"!

yes i did notice that. i had weight watchers scale but it broke.