[Cannablissfully]

I am stuck on this new delusion Sure I keep telling myself it's a delusion but it's not I know now I was a victim of a mass government/Alien brainwashing program they took me and implanted a chip in the back of my left eye so they could keep track of me then they wiped out my memory and the reason why my parents never told me is because there lives were threatened into not telling and so was mine my name was Samantha and so for our protection they keep letting me live life as a so called ''new person'' I know this is true I had flash backs of what I used to look like and being strapped in a chair while they placed the chip.It was so real.....And I keep seeing these black long fingered people with bird beaks after they put the chip in my mind they sent these monsters after me but as long as I keep on looking at them they wont go anywhere as long as I acnkowledge them they wont be able to get me I just gotta make sure I let them Know I see them so they run off to hide again like they keep doing. I know everyone knows my mind is racing with thoughts and they all hate me I saw them sneering at me they think I am worthless and ****** and stupid I can read their thoughts I know what they were saying but It's ok Because I am not going to let them know what I have learned today this information is never to be spoken to me to anyone perhaps I am writing this that way if the monsters hurt me or get me I will have validation to show that other people saw this post and Know That I am going to have to defend myself. I have to go now I know i am not the only one I think they have been targeting all of us for a long time.

It's okay, I will still be your friend if you want. Maybe try to lay off the cannabliss a little bit too.

[KUREHA]

Im part of a government experiment.

Just be careful

[Cannablissfully]

Thank you I seriously don't remember writing this last night at all I am sorry everyone I wish I COULD delete it.I didn't mean to get anyone worried. I was just having a little break with reality during that time...I made a complete fool out of
myself and that makes me feel so crappy..It almost makes me hate myself a little bit.Sorry again. I have to be more careful.
I usually never talk to anyone,or write to anyone or post anything in the forums ever when I am going through a break like
that...

[Atypical_Disaster]

I can relate to how embarrassing it can be to post when you're having a psychotic break and then look at it later. When I look back at my old topics it's like... damn, seriously?

I hope you keep feeling better.

[Mysterious Flyer]

I'm glad you posted it because it helps everyone gain insight into the patterns of delusional thinking. I think that once you recognize the patterns, it is easier to resist it. I don't have the same problem as you guys, but my mom would sometimes have similar problems when I was a kid and she was abusing me and my brother.