[newtus]

Heres the new roll call. Lets get it started.

[newtus]

i plead the fifth on if i took my meds or not. if they ask me ill just say i plead the fifth

[newtus]

heres what was following me down the highway during the road trip. masonics.

Well newtus, I've tried my hardest and the most gentle way that I can to talk you into taking your meds.

I hope it works out and you're able to stay off them, I really do.

[ZehR]

Newtus is the most schizophrenic person I know of on the internet or anywhere. Logically, she should be taking meds. But I mean.. Haldol really sucks so screw that. Anyways, antipsychotics suck. Uhh.. I really do hope you do well without them newts but if you feel overwhelmed then just take it or at least a lower dose that can make schizophrenia tolerable.

Honestly, I'd be very psychotic eventually if I didn't have a low maintainence dose. I'd lose a bunch of weight and be basically manic. Just some info because I'm not even schizophrenic so that says something. I was about to open the door while I was driving and that would be the end of it but the Abilify and Risperidone stopped that.

Sorry if it's offensive to say you are most schizophrenic but I'm just making a generalized over exaggeration kinda

[newtus]

fine ill take my meds but i cant guarantee that they are gonna work

But correct me if I'm wrong newtus, but you've found haldol to be the only thing that helps or that you want to take, right?

If I went off my meds I'd probably stop sleeping and who knows what would happen. The meds help with my pms too, lol.

[newtus]

Originally Posted by sunshine1995

But correct me if I'm wrong newtus, but you've found haldol to be the only thing that helps or that you want to take, right?


If I went off my meds I'd probably stop sleeping and who knows what would happen. The meds help with my pms too, lol.

haldol used to help but it doesnt seem like does anymore. i dont even get any side effects from it anymore. thats what im talking about. it doesnt help me sleep or take away voices or thinking people trying to hurt me.

Maybe u could try another one again?

See from my perspective it does help. U don't seem as impulsive and erratic on it.

[newtus]

ive tried them all except clozapine. it feels like it doesnt work

[newtus]

one time at a hospital they gave me an overdose of haldol so much that my behavior was like i was off meds anyway

[newtus]

Originally Posted by ZehR

Newtus is the most schizophrenic person I know of on the internet or anywhere. Logically, she should be taking meds. But I mean.. Haldol really sucks so screw that. Anyways, antipsychotics suck. Uhh.. I really do hope you do well without them newts but if you feel overwhelmed then just take it or at least a lower dose that can make schizophrenia tolerable.

Honestly, I'd be very psychotic eventually if I didn't have a low maintainence dose. I'd lose a bunch of weight and be basically manic. Just some info because I'm not even schizophrenic so that says something. I was about to open the door while I was driving and that would be the end of it but the Abilify and Risperidone stopped that.

Sorry if it's offensive to say you are most schizophrenic but I'm just making a generalized over exaggeration kinda

its not the first time people said that to me. i take the haldol when i feel overwhelmed but like i said it doesnt work. i feel like im just taking it for placebo effect now.

if i could lose weight off meds id die with excitement but im having trouble losing weight off meds right now.

maybe tthats why pdocs can see through me idk. ive gotten everything from "your good at faking normality" to "youre extremely mentally ill and need to be on disability for the rest of your life". so it doesnt phase me so much anymore when someone says something like that. it used to but it think im so used to it now.

[newtus]

why isnt no one talking?!

[Atypical_Disaster]

Originally Posted by newtus

why isnt no one talking?!

I have nothing to say at the moment. I'm also pretty disillusioned with the topic of psychosis right now because I'm not sick anymore.

[Erti]

Probably just a slow day. As for me... I took a short nap and I saw some post waking up.

[newtus]

oh ok i was just wondering. maybe im just hyped up right now and wanting to talk and all. sorry guys.

[Erti]

No need to apologies. Spending all day home alone probably makes ya lonely. I can relate as I sometimes have a habit of isolating myself in my room.

[newtus]

yea is does. its boring. thats why im on here all the time.

[Erti]

I'm currently making pork chops! Yum

[Secretum]

I've got a pizza cooking right now. My heart is fluttering and it is scaring me. It's probably nothing, but I'm a little worried.

These roll call threads are fun! I never understood before how you all could go through so many of them so quickly (we're on 23 now??) but it is really nice to just have a space to drop our thoughts.

[newtus]

my therapist told me not to drink caffiene after 3pm but i cant help it.

[Atypical_Disaster]

Originally Posted by Secretum

I've got a pizza cooking right now. My heart is fluttering and it is scaring me. It's probably nothing, but I'm a little worried.

These roll call threads are fun! I never understood before how you all could go through so many of them so quickly (we're on 23 now??) but it is really nice to just have a space to drop our thoughts.

Welcome to Roll Call!

[Erti]

I should do the same but I love pop so much.

[Secretum]

Mmm, I love caffeine. Do you drink coffee, tea, or both? I haven't had any caffeinated beverages today, but I did take two caffeine pills this morning (it's the only way I can get out of bed).

[Secretum]

Welcome to Roll Call!

Thanks!