Roll Call 48

i own a few nice pieces but i never wear them. i dont like that kind of stuff.

my most notable peices are a gold cross necklace from my dad
and a Dolce & Gabbana bracelet from my mom.

its not that i like "cheap" stuff. its just my style doesnt fit in with all that nice stuff so it would be out of place on me.

This is my favorite I've had it like 15 years now...it's an ammonite fossil pendant that I got at the cranberry festival in Wisconsin and then I beaded the necklace myself....

cool somtimesP!!! growing up we used an actual fossilized mollusk as a door stop in our house. i wonder if my mom still has it...

congrats blue_bird on ur college success!

door - its ok if u dont know what to say. its just nice to know ppl are here listening .

tweaky - seroquel calms me down but i usually take 100mg. sometimes if its during the day i cut them in half. seroquel can make me pretty tired.

i cooked dinner and it was yummy. its snowing here now but i really dont think it will be what they predicted. they were calling for 5 to 8 inches. but idk. ill prob wake up tomorrow and it will be that way!

I feel better now on 25mg seroquel, a shower, and a lot of nicotine inhaler capsules..

Thanks! You are awesome!

My husband went to bed angry I seem to be a disappointment today.

when the south gets snow

hopefully my therapy appt is still on for tomorrow. gotta set my alarm for 7am. ima be pissed if i drive all the way over there and its closed. no way to call them beforehand cuz they open at 8 and my appts at 8 so i have to leave at 7:30

Tweaky says leave at 7:20

You will thank him.

A girl in the hall asked if I wanted to go for a smoke with her and I said I can't leave the unit yet and she said something about my psychiatrist saying I'm doing good so I'll be allowed to go outside the unit on my own tomorrow ^^

my neighbors do drugs.it has been confirmed. cuz i heard them talking abt it outside. i dont mean to sound judgemental but yeah. i dont feel good abt that

The fact that they do drugs is a bad indication that there's something more than that such as violence but don't be afraid.

Tweaky only comes for his tweak. Might steal your stuff but that's about it.

Ps: I think you might be on drugs too (;

You are SO talented Newtus. You have an expressive creativity that is impressive. I'll never forget the art you did with the tree and the latest DSMV! Really Newtus.. When I look at the art you do I can feel it.

im on medications which are drugs. but i dont do illicit drugs anymore. and i really have no desire for it anymore. it just makes me feel unsafe here. cuz i was already getting paranoid abt my neighbors.

I just got through with tonight's installment of polar bear's cafe. So good.

Junk, I'm sorry about your neighbors. It would be good for you though to let someone you trust know about it, like your T.

I'm going to hate myself tomorrow *yawn*

You and me both. I'm wide awake.

Good morning RollCall. My head calmed down eventually last night and I got some sleep. I can just feel myself slipping again still. Got my parchment from the two year college course I did which was nice, it's really pretty.

Hi chicken this is an early rollcall presence for you. Glad you've calmed down from last night. I would try not to think of it as slipping towards the inevitable but just reoccurring event. no reason it should get worse than better

Thanks Neil. I'm doing my best to stay positive! Be grand!

Good morning guys.

Got my presentation today, wish me luck!

Good luck!

thank you so much!