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Old Apr 28, 2016, 11:49 AM
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Hey guys. I have OCD and severe anxiety but have never been diagnosed as psychotic. I'm so worried I am though, and that I should be diagnosed.
This all started with one time last year where I woke up with a memory in my head that I fully believed, later to realize it might have been a dream I had that night. It wasn't a bizarre or significant memory, just something random that would have happened in my past if it was true. To this day I seriously don't know whether or not it happened!
Because of that experience I have OCD surrounding the fear of remembering things that didn't happen (having delusions).
Since then, I have:
Remembered my little sister saying she likes the blonde streaks in my hair...but I don't have highlights
Had deja-vu about playing a video game before when I don't think I've ever actually played it before
Had a fleeting memory that my therapy office sent me a letter in the mail asking why I cancelled one of my therapy sessions, only to realize within seconds that it never happened
And many more little things like this. I've told my therapist and she just says I have extremely high anxiety about becoming delusional and I perceive fleeting thoughts I have as "delusions". But I'm not sure...I'm just really scared and do you guys think I'm having some kind of psychosis?
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Old Apr 28, 2016, 11:52 AM
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no I don't-----
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Old Apr 28, 2016, 11:57 AM
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no I don't-----
Can I ask why? I just need some reassurance then because I'm so afraid that I'm becoming delusional and I don't feel like my therapist really explained the difference between what I'm going through and psychosis
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Old Apr 28, 2016, 12:12 PM
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delusions don't tend to be commonplace like your thoughts. So instead of my sister thought I had highlights, it would be like I have invisible highlights in my hair that only certain people can see like my sister, because she is one of "them".

Everyone gets deja-vu

An example of a delusion I had was that I was a peacock shaman that could heal people by channeling a wind goddess through a peacock themed lamp. It's weird stuff....
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Old Apr 28, 2016, 12:42 PM
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Yes, they don't sound like delusions. My delusion was I thought I was a secret agent for a top secret agency with a mission to collect personal datas from people in a way to create a new world ruled under one kingdom. After I went to hospital and felt better, I found a lot of papers with my friends' datas written there.
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Old Apr 28, 2016, 01:11 PM
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delusions don't tend to be commonplace like your thoughts. So instead of my sister thought I had highlights, it would be like I have invisible highlights in my hair that only certain people can see like my sister, because she is one of "them".

Everyone gets deja-vu

An example of a delusion I had was that I was a peacock shaman that could heal people by channeling a wind goddess through a peacock themed lamp. It's weird stuff....
Thanks, that helps. The thing I'm most concerned about though is how I don't know whether or not a memory I have is of something I dreamed or something that actually happened to me, and therapists dont know what to tell me because there's no way of finding out. The memory doesn't matter if it happened or not, it's pretty insignificant actually. But it still keeps me awake at night wondering :/
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Old Apr 29, 2016, 02:58 AM
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Hey guys. I have OCD and severe anxiety but have never been diagnosed as psychotic. I'm so worried I am though, and that I should be diagnosed.
This all started with one time last year where I woke up with a memory in my head that I fully believed, later to realize it might have been a dream I had that night. It wasn't a bizarre or significant memory, just something random that would have happened in my past if it was true. To this day I seriously don't know whether or not it happened!
Because of that experience I have OCD surrounding the fear of remembering things that didn't happen (having delusions).
Since then, I have:
Remembered my little sister saying she likes the blonde streaks in my hair...but I don't have highlights
Had deja-vu about playing a video game before when I don't think I've ever actually played it before
Had a fleeting memory that my therapy office sent me a letter in the mail asking why I cancelled one of my therapy sessions, only to realize within seconds that it never happened
And many more little things like this. I've told my therapist and she just says I have extremely high anxiety about becoming delusional and I perceive fleeting thoughts I have as "delusions". But I'm not sure...I'm just really scared and do you guys think I'm having some kind of psychosis?
No , it is not psychosis , no , no , no.
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Old Apr 29, 2016, 03:53 PM
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That's reassuring I guess but I still feel like I should KNOW if something happened to me in a dream or in real life. LIke I seriously have no idea
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Old May 01, 2016, 03:48 AM
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That's reassuring I guess but I still feel like I should KNOW if something happened to me in a dream or in real life. LIke I seriously have no idea
Dude Google this , I had a Google (leave out mental health terminology) and its just weird **** that happens to people , lucid dreaming , confusing dream memory with real memory ...
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