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Hey guys. I have OCD and severe anxiety but have never been diagnosed as psychotic. I'm so worried I am though, and that I should be diagnosed.
This all started with one time last year where I woke up with a memory in my head that I fully believed, later to realize it might have been a dream I had that night. It wasn't a bizarre or significant memory, just something random that would have happened in my past if it was true. To this day I seriously don't know whether or not it happened! Because of that experience I have OCD surrounding the fear of remembering things that didn't happen (having delusions). Since then, I have: Remembered my little sister saying she likes the blonde streaks in my hair...but I don't have highlights Had deja-vu about playing a video game before when I don't think I've ever actually played it before Had a fleeting memory that my therapy office sent me a letter in the mail asking why I cancelled one of my therapy sessions, only to realize within seconds that it never happened And many more little things like this. I've told my therapist and she just says I have extremely high anxiety about becoming delusional and I perceive fleeting thoughts I have as "delusions". But I'm not sure...I'm just really scared and do you guys think I'm having some kind of psychosis?
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no I don't-----
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Can I ask why? I just need some reassurance then because I'm so afraid that I'm becoming delusional and I don't feel like my therapist really explained the difference between what I'm going through and psychosis
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delusions don't tend to be commonplace like your thoughts. So instead of my sister thought I had highlights, it would be like I have invisible highlights in my hair that only certain people can see like my sister, because she is one of "them".
Everyone gets deja-vu An example of a delusion I had was that I was a peacock shaman that could heal people by channeling a wind goddess through a peacock themed lamp. It's weird stuff....
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Yes, they don't sound like delusions. My delusion was I thought I was a secret agent for a top secret agency with a mission to collect personal datas from people in a way to create a new world ruled under one kingdom. After I went to hospital and felt better, I found a lot of papers with my friends' datas written there.
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That's reassuring I guess but I still feel like I should KNOW if something happened to me in a dream or in real life. LIke I seriously have no idea
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Dude Google this , I had a Google (leave out mental health terminology) and its just weird **** that happens to people , lucid dreaming , confusing dream memory with real memory ...
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Definitely not
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