Roll Call 59

Loial · Jul 22, 2015 at 06:22 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I got the mail! My battery and premium ejuice sample was down there. Good thing I checked the tracking number.

ETA: I got Cosmic Fog's Church, can't wait to try it. It's chocolate ice cream sundae flavor.

Well done on facing your fears & getting your mail. I'm sure it wasn't half as bad as you thought it would be. That's the problem with anxiety, it makes you think of the worst case scenarios & you get yourself worked up.t6yreet54 (that last part was added by my cat ) I found it a real help just reminding myself of that every time it played up... most the time, your anxiety is out of proportion to what will actually happen.

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Originally Posted by newtus

im not really a cookie person but im eating danish shortbread cookies with my cinnamon coffee

Mmm, sounds nice. Especially the cinnamon coffee, I've never tried that.

MoonSunn · Jul 22, 2015 at 06:28 AM

I'm sketching what will end up on canvas, neon style

This is a .. goddess I presume?

https://scontent-fra3-1.xx.fbcdn.net...ff&oe=5659ACD3

Angelique67 · Jul 22, 2015 at 06:58 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Well done on facing your fears & getting your mail. I'm sure it wasn't half as bad as you thought it would be. That's the problem with anxiety, it makes you think of the worst case scenarios & you get yourself worked up.t6yreet54 (that last part was added by my cat ) I found it a real help just reminding myself of that every time it played up... most the time, your anxiety is out of proportion to what will actually happen.

Mmm, sounds nice. Especially the cinnamon coffee, I've never tried that.

Thanks Loial! Yes, my anxiety definitely gets out of control. I can manage something like the mailbox early in the morning before a lot of people are around but these doctor appointments have me terrified.

Blue_Bird · Jul 22, 2015 at 08:40 AM

I'm excited for Friday. I see my therapist then I can come home and order some yummy pizza!

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KUREHA · Jul 22, 2015 at 09:21 AM

I really want to see my nurse, I have a lot to talk about.

I really want to get evidence of gang stalking, I want someone to admit to me on camera, that they are a gang stalker.

Axiom · Jul 22, 2015 at 09:23 AM

I have arrived. I'm glad the trip is over. A little anxious about seeing my cousins since it's hard to find something to talk about, but really just very happy that I can relax for a while.

I'm also a very light sleeper, but not as extreme as you newtus. Maybe it has something to do with schizophrenia?

That's a really nice sketch, moonsun! A little hard to see all of the details on my phone, but it looks beautiful.

Loial · Jul 22, 2015 at 09:38 AM

Did you guys realise there is a sub-forum in Psychotherapy called "Romantic Feelings Towards My Therapist". I think it gets the award for containing the best thread on PC too, just take a read: You know you have erotic transference when..

Sometimes psychotic · Jul 22, 2015 at 09:57 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Did you guys realise there is a sub-forum in Psychotherapy called "Romantic Feelings Towards My Therapist". I think it gets the award for containing the best thread on PC too, just take a read: You know you have erotic transference when..

Wait wait are you implying there is something better than roll call?

junkDNA · Jul 22, 2015 at 10:06 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Did you guys realise there is a sub-forum in Psychotherapy called "Romantic Feelings Towards My Therapist". I think it gets the award for containing the best thread on PC too, just take a read: You know you have erotic transference when..

yeah i am very aware of that subforum. it triggers the hell out of me but sometimes i read it. i feel like i want to save all of those people and tell them what its REALLY like if you engage in an intimate relationship with your therapist. odds are the majority of those people wont experience that, but i know what its like and it really damaged me. i know fantasizing about your therapist is very normal, and i dont judge them for it. but since ive been through that it really triggers me

junkDNA · Jul 22, 2015 at 10:07 AM

getting ready to go to my moms. i feel ok i guess

Blue_Bird · Jul 22, 2015 at 12:07 PM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Did you guys realise there is a sub-forum in Psychotherapy called "Romantic Feelings Towards My Therapist". I think it gets the award for containing the best thread on PC too, just take a read: You know you have erotic transference when..

Woah....

I peeked in there. Awkward, glad I don't have that problem

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Jul 22, 2015 at 12:13 PM

I have to separate Aristotle in 3 dialogues, probably 8 pages each but It will be easier to organize this way. Plus, who wants to sit down and read 24 pages straight on Aristotle when they could be reading not the ground work but the actual storyline. Speaking of which, I need more filler, more storyline. I have a couple of ideas... My life is kind of boring. I wake up, make breakfast, go to the gym, library until it closes, drink with a pal or two. That's really it. Except on work days. Then I just work and binge on Netflix.

01:28 PM

Work drama: The business owner's daughter who works for the company is secretly dating a guy that works for the company. What makes this so bad? She is married. Boss and his wife do not believe in divorce either. There are so many things wrong here. My friend just invited me to go over there where the two star crossed lovers will be. I don't want any part of it. The boss's daughter is pretty cute but not worth losing a limb and a job cute. They're so stupid and driven by emotion that they can't see the consequences. I drew a line in the sand when I started to work with her telling her that she reminds me of my sister and treating her like one.

junkDNA · Jul 22, 2015 at 02:15 PM

at my mom's. shes crying a lot. it hurts me to see her cry. but i am ok. at least its different than when my dad died. the grief is more open. when my dad died everyone cried by themselves behind closed doors. this time its different. things are different. im not used to seeing my mom cry. it really kills me. but i gotta be here for her. i want to be here for her.

Sometimes psychotic · Jul 22, 2015 at 02:22 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

at my mom's. shes crying a lot. it hurts me to see her cry. but i am ok. at least its different than when my dad died. the grief is more open. when my dad died everyone cried by themselves behind closed doors. this time its different. things are different. im not used to seeing my mom cry. it really kills me. but i gotta be here for her. i want to be here for her.

That's great that you can be there for her JunkDNA.....

Loial · Jul 22, 2015 at 02:25 PM

Quiet here tonight! What's everyone up to? (or not couple of posts since I wrote this)

I'm just listening to some Mary Timony, not sure anyone would have heard of her:

Will be bed time for me soon though, that's 8:30pm these days. Got to love meds eh.

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Originally Posted by 0dysseus

My life is kind of boring. I wake up, make 1breakfast, go to the gym, library until it closes, drink with a pal or two. That's really it. Except on work days. Then I just work and binge on Netflix.

I don't know, that sounds pretty normal to me.

I don't really do a lot with my days, I generally browse the forums, watch Netflix, maybe go for a walk or run sometimes. At weekends that involves seeing my parents too but I got no friends here.

I actually got asked by a NP who was assessing me, what I did with my day, answered that minus the running & he actually had the audacity to say "don't you think other people would view that as a bit boring?" I said it didn't make a difference to me but was pissed off at him for saying that. I didn't like him overall really.

I know that given the opportunities may days would be much more varied and involve friends but as I said it's just circumstances. It doesn't get me down, it's just life.

Jul 22, 2015 at 03:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Did you guys realise there is a sub-forum in Psychotherapy called "Romantic Feelings Towards My Therapist". I think it gets the award for containing the best thread on PC too, just take a read: You know you have erotic transference when..

haha read the first page and couldn't read on, that stuff is messed up!

Blue_Bird · Jul 22, 2015 at 04:06 PM

Friday can't come soon enough

A18793715 · Jul 22, 2015 at 04:17 PM

Here's a video I made talking to you guys.

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ensconce · Jul 22, 2015 at 04:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Friday can't come soon enough

I cant wait either.

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MoonSunn Member Member Since Jun 2015 Location: Earth Posts: 156 9 81 hugs given	Jul 22, 2015 at 06:28 AM #42 I'm sketching what will end up on canvas, neon style This is a .. goddess I presume? https://scontent-fra3-1.xx.fbcdn.net...ff&oe=5659ACD3

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,873 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Jul 22, 2015 at 08:40 AM #44 I'm excited for Friday. I see my therapist then I can come home and order some yummy pizza! Sent from my iPod touch using Tapatalk __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

KUREHA MCRmy Forever Member Since Mar 2008 Location: Hotel Bella Muerte Posts: 4,297 16 493 hugs given	Jul 22, 2015 at 09:21 AM #45 I really want to see my nurse, I have a lot to talk about. I really want to get evidence of gang stalking, I want someone to admit to me on camera, that they are a gang stalker. __________________ If giving in is pointless, then get out of bed or this might be the end.

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,303 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,151 hugs given	Jul 22, 2015 at 10:07 AM #50 getting ready to go to my moms. i feel ok i guess __________________

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,873 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Jul 22, 2015 at 04:06 PM #58 Friday can't come soon enough __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

A18793715 Grand Poohbah Member Since Aug 2014 Location: Texas Posts: 1,631 9 7 hugs given	Jul 22, 2015 at 04:17 PM #59 Here's a video I made talking to you guys. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk