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Wow the other one went fast

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Mhm. They seem to do when we're all on.

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sorry for your loss junkdna. just wanted you to know that. we are all thinking about you.

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sorry for your loss junkdna. just wanted you to know that. we are all thinking about you.
thank u. that means a lot. i think i am gonna be ok.. i just really wish i could talk to my T. but i understand that i have to wait. meanwhile i can talk to my mom and my friends. im going to my mom's tomorrow. the service might be on friday. i asked off work my next 2 days (weds and sat). i cried on the phone with my manager. i hope my mom is ok like she said she is. she is prob hurting a lot. i will miss my grandma... a lot. i have a lot of things to remind me of her. but it is sad to think back even on the good memories. im so glad i got to see her on sunday and kiss her and tell her i love her. i hope whatever happens after death is good to my grandma. my grandma was religious... i hope its what she expected.

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thank u. that means a lot. i think i am gonna be ok.. i just really wish i could talk to my T. but i understand that i have to wait. meanwhile i can talk to my mom and my friends. im going to my mom's tomorrow. the service might be on friday. i asked off work my next 2 days (weds and sat). i cried on the phone with my manager. i hope my mom is ok like she said she is. she is prob hurting a lot. i will miss my grandma... a lot. i have a lot of things to remind me of her. but it is sad to think back even on the good memories. im so glad i got to see her on sunday and kiss her and tell her i love her. i hope whatever happens after death is good to my grandma. my grandma was religious... i hope its what she expected.

i hope it is too.
as someone who is religious i hope it is too junkdna.
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Default Jul 21, 2015 at 08:18 PM
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hey Junk. I also wanted to add my hugs. I know it's still probably a bit of a shock. I'm really glad you got to see her. When my grandpa died, I didn't get to go to the funeral, but I got to be with him shortly before he died. It was a really special thing. My grandma gave me a book of stories that my aunt recorded and had written down. I still haven't read them, I don't know why exactly. We are here for you, no matter what.

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when my aunt died in november of 2014 Junk i was devasted. i think you all remember. i cried everyday. i still cry to this day. she was a wonderful woman in her early 60s. she had a heart attack. she didnt deserve it.

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I wish I could get rid of this anxiety.
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I'm so exhausted. I don't even feel like I sleep. I close my eyes for a second and suddenly it's morning. I don't have any dreams ever when I'm in this mood.

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I don't know when I'll be able to sleep. I really messed up my schedule again and I have an early appointment in a week.
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I don't know when I'll be able to sleep. I really messed up my schedule again and I have an early appointment in a week.

That's why I always schedule for the latest I can.

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Barely slept last night. Think I'm definitely getting depressed I feel awful. Doesn't help that I'm alone a lot. I would call my parents but I want them to think of me as an independent adult so I'm struggling along on my own.
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I'm really sorry about your grandma junk. Hope your doing okay today
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I am taking the train today. I hate traveling. I absolutely hate it. And I just found out the stupid train doesn't even go from the main station because they're doing work on the rails, so I have to spend 45 minutes taking different overcrowded buses and waiting at different stations and stops because they didn't even bother to add extra buses to fill in for the trains. This is going to be hell. I just want to go to bed and cry until I fall asleep again but I can't. My stress level is 10/10.
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Not going to my psychology appointment today. If I tell him anything that's going on I'll probably end up back in hospital, which I don't want. Maybe I won't but it's hard to tell and I can't take that risk that I won't say something stupid that'll land me back in there. I didn't ring to cancel so I can expect a phone call... I hate talking over the phone, I always sound so rude because I just answer 'yes' and 'no' so it'll end. Ughhh not doing the best at the moment so I'm not.
 
 
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im wide awake. its 3am urghhh

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hello insomniacs.
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