If this is in the wrong spot, please move it, thanks!
I wasn't sure if this should go here it in Abuse.

Anyway,
I have this suspicion that someone is coming into my room at night and hurting me. I mean, like, while I'm asleep. I used to take Zoloft and it made me so sleepy that I couldn't wake up for anything, and I fear that while I was sleeping someone had come into my room at night and took advantage of me.

I say this because I got an unexplained STD recently that is only spread through sexual contact. I've not had sexual contact with anyone in many, many years.

Then I also recently found suspicious holes in my underwear.

Possible trigger:

I have found holes in my underwear that are directly over my vagina and clitoris. I don't wash my own laundry so that just makes me even more suspicious.

So now I feel really a paranoid and confused.
I don't think I'm delusional, but people I try to talk to tell me I am delusional.
I don't think so, though. I really did have an STD, it was confirmed by my gynecologist. And the holes are really in my underwear...

I don't know. I don't think I'm delusional?

And what to do in this sotuayion???
Do I tell someone? Do I call police???

[Angelique67]

Well, looking at this from all different angles, the crotch of underwear is exposed to moisture, which weaken fibers over time. So the first place you're likely to get holes in underwear is there.

Edit: washing machines can put holes in underwear easily.

As for the STD, which one is it? Sorry, don't mean to be too blunt but we can't advise without knowing.

[CastlesInTheAir]

Set up a hidden camera in your room? Who do you live with?

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It could be the washing machine that is making the holes in my underwear... I'm still suspicious, though. It doesn't seem to make sense to me that the washing machine would poke holes only in that spot.

I will set up my phone to record myself while I sleep. I meant to do that last night, but I fell asleep before I could remember to hit record.

[A18793715]

I hope nothing is going on.

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I hope you don't take this the wrong way but I hope it is psychosis instead of something really bad, like abuse, going on. I hope you get to the bottom of what's going on. Recording while you're asleep would be a good indicator to find out, as you said.

Originally Posted by Angelique67

As for the STD, which one is it? Sorry, don't mean to be too blunt but we can't advise without knowing.

Can I pm you about this?
It's kind of embarrassing for me to talk about publicly now...

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by Kori Anders

Can I pm you about this?
It's kind of embarrassing for me to talk about publicly now...

Of course.

[A18793715]

Originally Posted by Kori Anders

Can I pm you about this?

It's kind of embarrassing for me to talk about publicly now...

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[CastlesInTheAir]

Any update?

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Tonight was the first night I recorded myself sleeping,
However I just recorded sound I didn't hear anything unusual. Just me moving around in my sleep.

Tonight I woke up early because I had a trauma nightmare. And so far, nothing seems to have happened. I'm still not entirely convinced that I am just having some psychosis. That doesn't explain the holes in my underwear or the STD.

I will see if I can find more evidence that proves what I think has been going on... But I am trying not t freak out over it!