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Legendary Wise Elder
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#41
Watching old Friday the 13th movies
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Comfy Sedation
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#42
home from my moms. had a hard night there. some weird stuff happened. which caused me to feel suicidal. havent felt that way in a while. it was different though... i didnt feel like i wanted to kill myself right then. but i was making plans like setting a date to do it. and i felt really calm about it. i woke up this morning and was a little scared about that. T said we can talk about overwhelm and how to manage it.
today my plan is to complete my homework. i have a lot of hours at work again. i go back tomorrow 9 -4 manning self checkout. they are low on front end employees and are in the process of interviewing cashiers/baggers. so that is why i am getting a lot of hours. also the teens went back to school so they dont have a lot of ppl to work the day shift. i am supposed to not work over 20 hours in a week, but i have 26 this week. the paycheck is nice, but it takes a toll on me. __________________ |
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El Psy Congroo
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#43
Yes I still hear voices but that is it pretty much... they don't bother me very much anymore since they are very quiet. I feel it's something I can live with.
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Grand Poohbah
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#44
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Comfy Sedation
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Grand Magnate
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#46
I love mac n cheese, I literally eat it almost every single day. Is it healthy? No, but better than when I used to barely eat at all.
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Grand Poohbah
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#47
I'm okay. Just thinking a lot. How are you doing? [-- possible trigger --]
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[-- end possible trigger --] On a brighter note, I went to my MHMR meeting and my doctors appointment isn't until my birthday. Nov 6. The lady said in one year, I'll be living independently and they'll help with all furnishings. And to start classes at school. I have very high doubts but we'll see. The lady said they'll cover all of my medication costs. So maybe I can get back on the antidepressant that did the best for me but cost almost $100 with my dads federal insurance that's really good. So, we'll see. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk Last edited by TheWell; Aug 27, 2015 at 03:50 PM.. Reason: added trigger code |
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#48
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i am doing ok today. i bought a decal of a fox wearing glasses and i put it in my bedroom. it looks cool. __________________ Last edited by TheWell; Aug 27, 2015 at 03:51 PM.. Reason: added trigger code |
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Grand Poohbah
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#49
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Thank you. And oooo. If I ever have my own place, it'll be Harry Potter themed. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#50
How a Computer Predicts Schizophrenia and Psychosis - The Atlantic
Check this out, apparently computers can now determine with a high degree of accuracy whether you will develop psychosis just by analyzing the way you talk. Kind of creepy actually.... __________________ Hugs! |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#51
I got that damn song stuck in my head the bass part lol I saw the oak ridge boys at the state fair
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#52
I want to stop taking my medicine because I feel better, but I have to remind myself that it's the medicine making me better...
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Grand Poohbah
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#53
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Right now my daughter is doing that and it is breaking my heart to watch it. She is convinced at the moment that she can control her bipolar with diet and exercise alone. She can't even see how manic she is. I'm so worried about where this will lead. So please, for the sake of yourself and all who love you, don't go off your meds because you feel good. __________________ |
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Grand Poohbah
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#54
**** everything. I'm so exhausted. I don't want to deal with anything anymore. I'm only 23. This is the rest of my life. Hallucinations, depressed and suicidal. What kind of life is that?
I'm so so tired of dealing with everything. I give up. Whatever happens, happens. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Grand Poohbah
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#56
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No. I'm just so ****ing tired of everything. It never ends. Anything that helps is illegal and says it causes my diagnosis to begin with. Big pharma and tobacco and alcohol would never let a plant be legal because they're not making direct profit off of them. They want us blind so they see what they're really going to see inside when they finally escape us and release into him. The one who contradicts us. They're coming. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#57
If I'm not mistaken... Happy Birthday newtus!!
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#58
Yes! Happy birthday Newtus! Have a great year!
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#59
happy bday newt!
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#60
getting ready to head off to work
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