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Angelique67 · Oct 24, 2015 at 12:11 PM

I'm so bored, I can't believe this is my life. I wish I had a car so I could at least go for a drive! This is hell.

newtus · Oct 24, 2015 at 12:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I'm so bored, I can't believe this is my life. I wish I had a car so I could at least go for a drive! This is hell.

im bored too
im alone too
i have a car but live so far away from the city. well to me. 20 min. but thats just to the nearest gas station.

Angelique67 · Oct 24, 2015 at 12:15 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

im bored too
im alone too
i have a car but live so far away from the city. well to me. 20 min. but thats just to the nearest gas station.

At least you could get a pack of gum or a candy bar.

Loial · Oct 24, 2015 at 12:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Kori Anders

I failed my road test again.
This was my third try too.

Sorry to hear that...

Did nerves get the better of you or what?

newtus · Oct 24, 2015 at 12:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

At least you could get a pack of gum or a candy bar.

but with a 20 min drive? thats like 40 min back and forth. not worth it but i wish there was one closer.

Angelique67 · Oct 24, 2015 at 12:29 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

but with a 20 min drive? thats like 40 min back and forth. not worth it but i wish there was one closer.

Yes! I guess for me it would be the same feeling after the thrill of having a car wore off. Right now I wouldn't mind driving 100 miles somewhere.

newtus · Oct 24, 2015 at 12:36 PM

serious question...after i masturbate a lot of times i feel disgusted with myself. why?

newtus · Oct 24, 2015 at 01:12 PM

ugh i killed roll call again. i ask you guys because i trust you and know you all to a great extent.

Oct 24, 2015 at 01:18 PM

Do you feel depressed or guilt? It's perfectly normal to feel drained and depressed after an orgasm. Some people get reeeeally depressed after. If it's guilt and disgust, then it's just a you thing. It's really nothing to be ashamed of. You where probably brought up to believe it's not ok to talk about such a thing or do such a thing. Everyone does it, some people just aren't mature enough to talk about it and others don't know what they're on about. Like me. But... I had a point. Yeah, it's nothing to be disgusted about. Just don't over do it or you might hurt yourself.

newtus · Oct 24, 2015 at 01:34 PM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

Do you feel depressed or guilt? It's perfectly normal to feel drained and depressed after an orgasm. Some people get reeeeally depressed after. If it's guilt and disgust, then it's just a you thing. It's really nothing to be ashamed of. You where probably brought up to believe it's not ok to talk about such a thing or do such a thing. Everyone does it, some people just aren't mature enough to talk about it and others don't know what they're on about. Like me. But... I had a point. Yeah, it's nothing to be disgusted about. Just don't over do it or you might hurt yourself.

thank you for replying!
it was never talked about in my family but i feel like kind of ashamed because maybe god doesnt want me doing it. the avenues i take to get me to the end point...like pornography...i feel like is a sin. i feel ashamed because of god. that might sound weird or something but i feel like im just outright sinning. i dont feel disgusted by my body or anything. but i feel guilt. i think it raises my dopamine level so i feel really happy for about a few minutes and then its like *BOOM* god is watching me and he wouldnt approve of what im doing :/

thats how i feel.

i mean ive been depressed afterwards before because i feel i have no boyfriend to experience great times with but its just usually the...the god thing.

Oct 24, 2015 at 01:37 PM

Ya cuz everyone always cares about attractiveness and stuff and not intelligence then masturbating is just giving into the primitive brain it's stupid and I'd rather have a drug that increases dopamine and not think about it which is why it numbs the emotions a bit. Being social, thinking about girls is mindless but we cant stop thoughts like that.

Especially pedophiles. They must feel terrible but oh god I'm not getting into that..

Unfortunately for a lot of people that abuse speed or meth, they do it for 10-12 hours non stop while watching porn high because there's so much dopamine and is one of the most addicting things on earth.

I did it once 2 hours lol stopping wasn't even an option but I used to be extremely hypersexual and do it like 5-7 times a day. Never been so high in my life and I'm very sure than a heroin high couldn't compare. I was so high it was ridiculous and I was completely manic.

I was famous though for thousands of people and now on cam I'm like girl pls I'm not taking my shirt off and all you people want to do is talk about sex or guy cuz idk i didn't care and was high

Maybe you're disgusted because of your religious beliefs?

02:06 PM

I mean why is schizophrenia, a rare genetic trait and..

Just like the Irish.. We're still here.

Espeically bipolar and schizoaffective..... mania = sex all the time and more sex

Oct 24, 2015 at 01:47 PM

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Originally Posted by Kori Anders

I failed my road test again.
This was my third try too.

Hopefully you can get it the next time. I searched the rules online and they have tests about everything you need to know and practice.

I heard about a Chinese woman that finally got her license after like 30 tries.

Or live in Russia cuz you can just buy a license.

Dublin airport is funny cuz the americans get confused with the driving on the left side of the road and signs that are in the Irish language..

Oct 24, 2015 at 02:01 PM

Killing that chat is like dropping something from a shelf in walmart and pretending you didn't notice and walk away while someones looking at you cuz you didn't want to pick it up.

Throwing a cigarette butt in someones yard or throwing something in the garbage in public and missing the garbage bin walking away while everyone stares.

newtus · Oct 24, 2015 at 02:05 PM

you didnt kill the chat. i just dont know what to say to your posts ever.

newtus · Oct 24, 2015 at 02:06 PM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

I mean why is schizophrenia, a highly genetic trait in society.

Just like the Irish.. We're still here.

Espeically bipolar and schizoaffective..... mania = sex all the time and more sex

yea but i learned people with schiz dont usually have a sex drive at all. unlike people with bipolar mania.

Blue_Bird · Oct 24, 2015 at 02:14 PM

Waiting for my mom to get back from the grocery store, we're out of everything practically

Oct 24, 2015 at 02:28 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

you didnt kill the chat. i just dont know what to say to your posts ever.

XD.....................

Oct 24, 2015 at 02:31 PM

My dad's going in the plane 10-12 hour flight to Argentina and then they clean the plane and fly even more south.

I'll see him in about a year this time :/

Idk how long he'll live but I remember i couldn't drink with meds and he gave me a glass of wine with him and said if anything happens, at least I can say I had a drink with my dad.

Ah the tears...

junkDNA · Oct 24, 2015 at 02:38 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

serious question...after i masturbate a lot of times i feel disgusted with myself. why?

maybe a good question to ask your therapist. i had the same feelings when i was younger and ive tlked to my therapist about it.

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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Oct 24, 2015 at 12:11 PM #601 I'm so bored, I can't believe this is my life. I wish I had a car so I could at least go for a drive! This is hell.

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 24, 2015 at 12:36 PM #607 serious question...after i masturbate a lot of times i feel disgusted with myself. why? __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 24, 2015 at 01:12 PM #608 ugh i killed roll call again. i ask you guys because i trust you and know you all to a great extent. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 24, 2015 at 01:42 PM #612 I mean why is schizophrenia, a rare genetic trait and.. Just like the Irish.. We're still here. Espeically bipolar and schizoaffective..... mania = sex all the time and more sex Last edited by Anonymous37841; Oct 24, 2015 at 02:06 PM..

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 24, 2015 at 02:01 PM #614 Killing that chat is like dropping something from a shelf in walmart and pretending you didn't notice and walk away while someones looking at you cuz you didn't want to pick it up. Throwing a cigarette butt in someones yard or throwing something in the garbage in public and missing the garbage bin walking away while everyone stares.

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 24, 2015 at 02:05 PM #615 you didnt kill the chat. i just dont know what to say to your posts ever. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,522 (SuperPoster!) 11 15.1k hugs given	Oct 24, 2015 at 02:14 PM #617 Waiting for my mom to get back from the grocery store, we're out of everything practically __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 24, 2015 at 02:31 PM #619 My dad's going in the plane 10-12 hour flight to Argentina and then they clean the plane and fly even more south. I'll see him in about a year this time :/ Idk how long he'll live but I remember i couldn't drink with meds and he gave me a glass of wine with him and said if anything happens, at least I can say I had a drink with my dad. Ah the tears...