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newtus · Oct 30, 2015 at 03:43 PM

had a beer and still want to take my ambien. only thing stopping me is knowing i wont have some for later in the week

Angelique67 · Oct 30, 2015 at 03:48 PM

I have to go to the mail box to send my rent and I'm afraid. I'll try to do it at 5:00.

newtus · Oct 30, 2015 at 03:50 PM

i just want to feel happy

Angelique67 · Oct 30, 2015 at 03:51 PM

Or maybe I won't. It sounded like someone was throwing rocks at my window.

Angelique67 · Oct 30, 2015 at 03:51 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

i just want to feel happy

Does Ambien get you high? It would elevate your mood if you did some sort of cardio exercise.

newtus · Oct 30, 2015 at 03:53 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Does Ambien get you high? It would elevate your mood if you did some sort of cardio exercise.

it gives me a high. then i just blackout but am still doing stuff like roofies.

newtus · Oct 30, 2015 at 03:55 PM

but my usual dose wont work. i need like double the dose

Angelique67 · Oct 30, 2015 at 03:57 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

but my usual dose wont work. i need like double the dose

That's not good. If you stopped using it for awhile, the original dose would work again.

newtus · Oct 30, 2015 at 04:10 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

That's not good. If you stopped using it for awhile, the original dose would work again.

your right. maybe i should take more of it and let it run out.

newtus · 04:27 PM

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i feel numb

roboanxia · Oct 30, 2015 at 04:34 PM

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I have to go to the mail box to send my rent and I'm afraid. I'll try to do it at 5:00.

I'm always afraid to check my voicemail. I'm afraid of what it might tell me.

Angelique67 · Oct 30, 2015 at 04:36 PM

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I'm always afraid to check my voicemail. I'm afraid of what it might tell me.

I'm afraid to go out there because a little while ago I think someone was throwing stones at my window from outside. It happened like 3 times.

ofthevalley · Oct 30, 2015 at 04:46 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

it gives me a high. then i just blackout but am still doing stuff like roofies.

Ambien doesn't do that for me. I think the zyprexa blocks it or something because nothing gives me a high.

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newtus · Oct 30, 2015 at 04:48 PM

see I'm still on ambien and I'm fine. but I feel a bit loopy. and having trouble understand things. right now.

I feel like I'm in another dimension right now

Shmooey · Oct 30, 2015 at 05:07 PM

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Originally Posted by roboanxia

I'm always afraid to check my voicemail. I'm afraid of what it might tell me.

Me too! When I was working, that red voice mail light on my phone triggered many a panic attack.

Shmooey · Oct 30, 2015 at 05:10 PM

I saw my pdoc on Wednesday afternoon and she's extended my long term disability through June 2016. The ultimate goal is for me to try to work 12- 15 hours a week and let disability do the rest through my maximum benefit, but I'm nowhere close to being able to work.

I am on disability through my previous employer, through a state employees retiree program. I feel fortunate because I didn't qualify for SSDI - not enough work quarters. I lived in western Canada for nine years and didn't come back to the U.S. until December 2011, so I only had 12 work quarters I needed out of 20. Nowhere close to qualifying.

I'm very grateful to have this disability extended. I panicked for a good week before the appointment. I finally slept well on Wednesday night.

ofthevalley · Oct 30, 2015 at 05:11 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

see I'm still on ambien and I'm fine. but I feel a bit loopy. and having trouble understand things. right now.

I feel like I'm in another dimension right now

That sounds fun

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ofthevalley · Oct 30, 2015 at 05:14 PM

Weed doesn't even get me high anymore lol sad times

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Angelique67 · Oct 30, 2015 at 06:56 PM

I'm wondering what to eat. I'm going to save the frozen pizza until tomorrow for a Halloween treat. I guess I'll have a can of beans. 0_o

Sometimes psychotic · Oct 30, 2015 at 07:00 PM

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I'm wondering what to eat. I'm going to save the frozen pizza until tomorrow for a Halloween treat. I guess I'll have a can of beans. 0_o

I really like a can a chickpeas doused in BBQ sauce....

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 30, 2015 at 03:43 PM #161 had a beer and still want to take my ambien. only thing stopping me is knowing i wont have some for later in the week __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,124 (SuperPoster!) 9	Oct 30, 2015 at 03:48 PM #162 I have to go to the mail box to send my rent and I'm afraid. I'll try to do it at 5:00.

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 30, 2015 at 03:50 PM #163 i just want to feel happy __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,124 (SuperPoster!) 9	Oct 30, 2015 at 03:51 PM #164 Or maybe I won't. It sounded like someone was throwing rocks at my window.

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 30, 2015 at 03:55 PM #167 but my usual dose wont work. i need like double the dose __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 30, 2015 at 04:14 PM #170 [deleted] i feel numb __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII Last edited by newtus; Oct 30, 2015 at 04:27 PM..

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Oct 30, 2015 at 04:48 PM #174 see I'm still on ambien and I'm fine. but I feel a bit loopy. and having trouble understand things. right now. I feel like I'm in another dimension right now __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Oct 30, 2015 at 05:14 PM #178 Weed doesn't even get me high anymore lol sad times Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,124 (SuperPoster!) 9	Oct 30, 2015 at 06:56 PM #179 I'm wondering what to eat. I'm going to save the frozen pizza until tomorrow for a Halloween treat. I guess I'll have a can of beans. 0_o