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Old Jan 03, 2016, 10:53 PM
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Does anyone have schizophrenia where everyday you live in two worlds? One's the "real" world but then there's the other one where things are either different or strange? You're either someone else or in some weird like story land?
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Old Jan 04, 2016, 10:15 AM
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yep, i'm in both a simulated earth (this one) and the "real" earth where any humans left alive are puppets for the supercomputer that took over the place. neither is really that much nicer than the other tbh. although idk if it's schizophrenia, source not otherwise specified.
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Old Jan 04, 2016, 10:23 AM
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Interesting.....I just (well a couple of months back) wrote a flash fiction piece kind of like that/this.
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Old Jan 04, 2016, 09:30 PM
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I am constantly working cognitively to be in the real world. But the default world is usually mostly like the real world, but I'm paranoid in this other world.
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Old Jan 12, 2016, 02:55 PM
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Sigh...
For months now I have tried to visit the voices inside my head via lucid dream...
IT WORKED.
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Old Jan 12, 2016, 03:23 PM
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Sigh...
For months now I have tried to visit the voices inside my head via lucid dream...
IT WORKED.
Interesting. And good....I presume since you wanted to do this.
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Old Jan 12, 2016, 07:38 PM
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Sigh...
For months now I have tried to visit the voices inside my head via lucid dream...
IT WORKED.
Omg. How did you do that?
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Old Jan 12, 2016, 08:26 PM
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yep, i'm in both a simulated earth (this one) and the "real" earth where any humans left alive are puppets for the supercomputer that took over the place. neither is really that much nicer than the other tbh. although idk if it's schizophrenia, source not otherwise specified.
That's YOUR world? O_o That sounds kinda similar to mine. It's kinda good to hear this, because somebody's feeling something similar.

Me, I have another world where I'm another person, sometimes as the opposite gender. I'm the what I'm like on the inside, and I have strange powers and my secret habits/personality comes out. In here, I talk to angels, imps and cosmos beings.
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Old Jan 13, 2016, 01:39 PM
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av been living in the real world and the hell world
last night i thought it was the rapture , the real world had Jesus in it i see Jesus too
the hell worlds have demons in it sometimes in the real world i see angels
angels come down to the real world to help people
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Old Jan 14, 2016, 01:39 AM
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Omg. How did you do that?

Well, constant reality checks everytime I hallucinate help a lot.
But seriously...those light gun arcade machines are very noisy, to the point where, when Angry Voice inserted a coin, I couldn't distinguish it from reality.

Mr. Paranoid proceeded to freak out.
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I am useless to the standard of other world, I have been shut off to my other world, abilify has changed the dielectric constants in my brain for the psychosis circuits.

Otherwise a certain frequency of thought pattern would reach resonance within the psychosis circuits and it would activate the abnormal thought process.

Think of it like tunning into a radio station, each station has a certain resonance that you change by means of dial. Right now my radio is crisp and clear with no ghostly voices telling me about the strange circumstances surrounding the nature of existence.
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Old Jan 27, 2016, 03:55 PM
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I indeed have two worlds, this one; and another.
In the other not much is different, except i tend to have varying personalities, looks, as well as i had been of opposite sex (male).
It seems every time i go to this place (which is a lot.) i am different as well as the atmosphere around me is different.
Its a little weird i suppose.
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Old Jan 28, 2016, 04:55 PM
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av been living in the real world and the hell world
last night i thought it was the rapture , the real world had Jesus in it i see Jesus too
the hell worlds have demons in it sometimes in the real world i see angels
angels come down to the real world to help people
Wow that's scary. You must've felt weird in the morning.
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Old Jan 28, 2016, 04:56 PM
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I indeed have two worlds, this one; and another.
In the other not much is different, except i tend to have varying personalities, looks, as well as i had been of opposite sex (male).
It seems every time i go to this place (which is a lot.) i am different as well as the atmosphere around me is different.
Its a little weird i suppose.
That sounds alot like mines. I'm glad someone else is going through the same thing.
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Old Jan 28, 2016, 04:58 PM
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I am useless to the standard of other world, I have been shut off to my other world, abilify has changed the dielectric constants in my brain for the psychosis circuits.

Otherwise a certain frequency of thought pattern would reach resonance within the psychosis circuits and it would activate the abnormal thought process.

Think of it like tunning into a radio station, each station has a certain resonance that you change by means of dial. Right now my radio is crisp and clear with no ghostly voices telling me about the strange circumstances surrounding the nature of existence.
Well that's good. At least the abilify is working.
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Old Jan 28, 2016, 05:00 PM
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Well, constant reality checks everytime I hallucinate help a lot.
But seriously...those light gun arcade machines are very noisy, to the point where, when Angry Voice inserted a coin, I couldn't distinguish it from reality.

Mr. Paranoid proceeded to freak out.
Yeah, I have something close to that too. It happens to me when lights are flickering on and off. Almost makes me want to sleep.
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Old Jan 28, 2016, 05:01 PM
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Anybody else? (Don't be shy)
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Old Jan 29, 2016, 02:07 AM
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Wow that's scary. You must've felt weird in the morning.
its is kinda scary
the devil is here he wants to take away my soul
anybody have one world bleeding in to the other ?
its kinda like that at the moment

Jesus says dont be afraid
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Old Jan 29, 2016, 09:59 AM
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i have some bleeding jamie. there are holes in the sky and monoliths on the horizons and i know theyre from there and not here but i have to squeeze my eyes and look away to really believe that. all the wires are possessed with his current. they could burst any second. i dont think jesus saw what i saw
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Old Jan 29, 2016, 06:22 PM
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Yes it bleeds and it gets kinda confusing that how i thought it was the rapture
i think that Jesus want to come to more people there are signs that we are near the end times ( i dont think am aloud to post links about it here )
I see Jesus as am filled with the holy spirit i can see him and hear him
i can also talk in tongues as well
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Old Jan 30, 2016, 05:22 PM
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I have an "inner world" that i visit frequently. Its similar to the "real world" but entirely different at the same time. The landscape is kinda like it was designed by tim burton. And its filled with strange creatures. If anyone wants to know the full, gory description PM me.
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