[psychoticcr7]

...trying to maintain access to those. He wants to do something I do not know about. I feel like crying. And my exams are looming up but that is not the concern because I am studying well. The concern is that my mother does not stop shouting at me because of my psychotic episode. I have OCD , psychosis and depression. And nobody in this site is helping me at all.

[Angelique67]

Hi. Are you on any medications for your psychosis symptoms? Why does your mother yell at you? That doesn't sound fair.

[psychoticcr7]

My mother yells at me because I yell at her.hehe. I am under medication. It will take 4 to 5 years for me to cure myself, I bet.

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by psychoticcr7

My mother yells at me because I yell at her.hehe. I am under medication. It will take 4 to 5 years for me to cure myself, I bet.

Oh! Maybe you should stop yelling at your mom then. How are your studies going?

[mindfullymindless]

About the hacker: encrypt your phone and laptop. Get a good firewall. Wipe all tracking cookies. If you need help with how to do any of this, feel free to PM me. About the episode: what makes you yell at your mom? Maybe theres some trigger that you can try to avoid?

[psychoticcr7]

Originally Posted by Angelique67

Oh! Maybe you should stop yelling at your mom then. How are your studies going?

Fine. I am trying my best.

[12AM]

Medication will start working from 1-3 months from the first time we take them I believe. If you have been taking them for a while and don’t feel any better I suggest that you talk to your Pdoc about this. Maybe you need an upped dosage or a change in meds. I am sorry that you don’t find some help in this site, but it takes time and effort to get some help here, just like in real life. Please don’t give up, keep on posting, maybe send a PM to a few people that you think have the similar issue with you, don’t be afraid to reach out. You can PM me as well if you like.

[psychoticcr7]

Originally Posted by mindfullymindless

About the hacker: encrypt your phone and laptop. Get a good firewall. Wipe all tracking cookies. If you need help with how to do any of this, feel free to PM me. About the episode: what makes you yell at your mom? Maybe theres some trigger that you can try to avoid?

I think its something in my Laptop's motherboard. An odd-looking man came(I think not from HP) to get my motherboard fixed.

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by psychoticcr7

I think its something in my Laptop's motherboard. An odd-looking man came(I think not from HP) to get my motherboard fixed.

Who requested the man to come? If no one, don't let him into your house!!!

Originally Posted by psychoticcr7

...trying to maintain access to those. He wants to do something I do not know about. I feel like crying. And my exams are looming up but that is not the concern because I am studying well. The concern is that my mother does not stop shouting at me because of my psychotic episode. I have OCD , psychosis and depression. And nobody in this site is helping me at all.

Teck savy people with schiz are more likely to get this delusion. What can I say its difficult. Had it myself

[psychoticcr7]

Originally Posted by Materly

Teck savy people with schiz are more likely to get this delusion. What can I say its difficult. Had it myself

So it is possible?

[psychoticcr7]

Originally Posted by Angelique67

Who requested the man to come? If no one, don't let him into your house!!!

I was a fool! I should have stopped him and got his credentials!

[mymartianromance]

I'm not schizophrenic. But, I am going to use an educated guess that no one is hacking your phone/computer camera or microphone. That's most likely the psychosis making you think that.

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Originally Posted by psychoticcr7

So it is possible?

Of course hacking is possible. But the chances are.minuscial , If I was to tell you yes or no , I would say no you are not being hacked and yes its a delusion.

[psychoticcr7]

Of course. Life is hard for those that make it hard.

[newtus]

maybe take some meds. prns. benzos to calm down.

I can relate to this, I am always in a constant panic when I have to use my phone, I worry that hackers have accessed my phone and will break it somehow.
I gsg scared that one day I'm going to turn on my phone and see a message that my phone is hacked
I get really scared when I am on the internet on my phone and I get a pop up sayo g my phone has a virus.

But I am trying g hard to convince .myself its probably just my mind aykng tricks on me and no one is backing my phone oristenkng to my conversations of reading my texts
Good luck