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newtus · Feb 25, 2016 at 09:09 PM

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I get the basic social anxiety but that's it...I doubt I would go to the hospital she would probably just increase my meds...

same here.
UNLESS i was like "im sui" or "homi"
but i never tell the truth about those two things because im deathly afraid of hospital.
but i did tell my therapist i felt like i could have an episode and also my peer support specialist.

12AM · Feb 25, 2016 at 09:23 PM

Good evening everyone

Angelique, glad to know that you are back here to post

Valley, am sorry about your husband. But I don't think you did anything wrong, he should be more understanding.

Bluebird, I am waiting for the new pokemon too, but it will take some time until I can get it here I think. Keep me updated, please!

Loial, I watched Studio Ghibli's anime too, I cried many times watching "Graves of the fireflies".

DNA, don't ever feel bad about things that you said earlier please, just having you here is more than enough, no matter what your post is about.

Tweaky, Chickenfoot, Ody, and Falcon, I hope you guys will feel better soon

Unsure, SP, Mantis, and Newtus, seems to me that you guys are okay? I am glad to hear. But in case you are not, here is a hug as well

Kindness and Door, I'll PM you guys

If I missed anyone, so sorry, never meant to, I feel much better than few days ago, but reading a lot of posts and understand it all is just hard for me to do.

ofthevalley · Feb 25, 2016 at 09:32 PM

I've been wondering where you've been! Good to hear that you are feeling better

newtus · Feb 25, 2016 at 09:55 PM

thanks 12pm im doing pretty good so far. im having symptoms get worse right now though.

12AM · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:02 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

thanks 12pm im doing pretty good so far. im having symptoms get worse right now though.

Is it just happen or do you have something in mind that triggered it? I am here if you wanna talk

newtus · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:09 PM

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Originally Posted by 12PM

Is it just happen or do you have something in mind that triggered it? I am here if you wanna talk

thank you
i think a lot of things triggered it. school stress and relationship stuff.

plus my dad thinks im not studyig as hard as i should be. he literally wants me to study when hes leavig the house all the way til he comes home.

thats what makes me burnt out.

thats like 12 hours a day.

im not thinking crazily, am i? to think that thats just not possible for me to do

Blue_Bird · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:13 PM

I did something stupid.

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junkDNA · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:13 PM

feelin pretty craptastic...

junkDNA · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I did something stupid.

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are you ok?

falcon09 · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:14 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I did something stupid.

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You ok?

Blue_Bird · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:16 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

are you ok?

Yeah I

Possible trigger:

cut myself because I'm really anxious about some things, it wouldn't stop bleeding for like 10 minutes and it scared me but It stopped now.

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Angelique67 · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I did something stupid.

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What happened? :/

falcon09 · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Yeah I

Possible trigger:

cut myself because I'm really anxious about some things, it wouldn't stop bleeding for like 10 minutes and it scared me but It stopped now.

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Sending good thoughts your way, hope you feel better.

Blue_Bird · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:20 PM

Hope you feel better soon junk

Thanks falcon

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junkDNA · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:21 PM

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Hope you feel better soon junk

Thanks falcon

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thank you, you as well

12AM · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:23 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

thank you
i think a lot of things triggered it. school stress and relationship stuff.

plus my dad thinks im not studyig as hard as i should be. he literally wants me to study when hes leavig the house all the way til he comes home.

thats what makes me burnt out.

thats like 12 hours a day.

im not thinking crazily, am i? to think that thats just not possible for me to do

Is it true that you said you are happy and proud of your good grade in English? That's a good thing I will say. Whatever the thing is, no matter how "small" it might seem to you/other, I say rely on that "small" happiness. I think your dad is being illogical though, studying for 12 hours? I doubt anyone can do that. Even people without illness will go "crazy" by doing so. How about do a little strategy? Study when your dad is about to leave house and then study again when he's about to come home. That way, he will see that you are always studying?

I know lying to our parents is a bad thing. But if doing what they asked us making our condition even worse, I believe they don't want that to happen either. Besides, if we are getting more and more stressed out, we won't be able to study anyway right? Better to study just a few hours but fully concentrate.

12AM · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Yeah I

Possible trigger:

cut myself because I'm really anxious about some things, it wouldn't stop bleeding for like 10 minutes and it scared me but It stopped now.

Bluebird, take care of your wounds now please. Make sure it won't bleeding again

Blue_Bird · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:27 PM

I'll be honest I got triggered by the self harm forum and thinking about how it feels. Guess I'll stay away from that board for now.

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newtus · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I'll be honest I got triggered by the self harm forum and thinking about how it feels. Guess I'll stay away from that board for now.

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try to stay safe bluebird. <3

newtus · Feb 25, 2016 at 10:35 PM

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Originally Posted by 12PM

Is it true that you said you are happy and proud of your good grade in English? That's a good thing I will say. Whatever the thing is, no matter how "small" it might seem to you/other, I say rely on that "small" happiness. I think your dad is being illogical though, studying for 12 hours? I doubt anyone can do that. Even people without illness will go "crazy" by doing so. How about do a little strategy? Study when your dad is about to leave house and then study again when he's about to come home. That way, he will see that you are always studying?

I know lying to our parents is a bad thing. But if doing what they asked us making our condition even worse, I believe they don't want that to happen either. Besides, if we are getting more and more stressed out, we won't be able to study anyway right? Better to study just a few hours but fully concentrate.

i like this idea!

my english grade is 82
my biology grade is 59

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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 25, 2016 at 09:32 PM #943 I've been wondering where you've been! Good to hear that you are feeling better __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

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junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,305 (SuperPoster!) 12 8,152 hugs given	Feb 25, 2016 at 10:13 PM #948 feelin pretty craptastic... __________________

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,532 (SuperPoster!) 11 15.1k hugs given	Feb 25, 2016 at 10:20 PM #954 Hope you feel better soon junk Thanks falcon Sent from my A463BG using Tapatalk __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,532 (SuperPoster!) 11 15.1k hugs given	Feb 25, 2016 at 10:27 PM #958 I'll be honest I got triggered by the self harm forum and thinking about how it feels. Guess I'll stay away from that board for now. Sent from my A463BG using Tapatalk __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi