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falcon09 · Feb 16, 2016 at 10:40 AM

Last one reached 100 pages, get in here.

ofthevalley · Feb 16, 2016 at 10:45 AM

Thank you

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Blue_Bird · Feb 16, 2016 at 10:50 AM

Couldn't find sushi at the store. So instead got potstickers, crab rangoon, and pork eggroll so I can make an Asian style dinner.

I did get something I probably shouldn't have though. I am always drawn to the book section. I saw "Paper Towns" by John Green and was like hmmm maybe.. then I saw "Signed Copy" on it and had to grab it. I also bought a Christian coloring book with the theme Garden of Eden pictures and quotes from the Bible before every page.

With my groceries I got it came out to $81 an I had around $85 with me. Phew.. glad that worked out lol

I'm so bad with money

ofthevalley · Feb 16, 2016 at 11:14 AM

What's everyone up to today? I have to bring ds to get his stitches out today. I've never had stitches so I'm just hoping it doesn't hurt. I also need to go to the bank. Exciting stuff haha

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Blue_Bird · Feb 16, 2016 at 11:17 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

What's everyone up to today? I have to bring ds to get his stitches out today. I've never had stitches so I'm just hoping it doesn't hurt. I also need to go to the bank. Exciting stuff haha

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It shouldn't hurt. I had 17 stitches on my forearm when I

Possible trigger:

cut myself

last year. I had an appointment to take them out but I ended up just cutting them and pulling them out myself because I don't like doctors touching me

ofthevalley · Feb 16, 2016 at 11:25 AM

Thank you. I feel better hearing that.

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Feb 16, 2016 at 11:31 AM

Hi everyone
I'm still freaking out a little about work tomorrow.

I had another dream where my teeth fell out.

Anyway, I'm going to make some tea and finish a charcoal drawing I started a few days ago.

Feb 16, 2016 at 11:34 AM

if i make it through work with a few scraps of energy left in me i really need to clean my house for when my boyfriend comes friday. usually i do it the weekend before so it doesnt look like unnaturally clean but its still pretty tidy? but i was busy being a wreck this weekend so Whoops

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016 at 11:39 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

What's everyone up to today? I have to bring ds to get his stitches out today. I've never had stitches so I'm just hoping it doesn't hurt. I also need to go to the bank. Exciting stuff haha

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The police are here for the 7th straight day. All I can think is it must be a training exercise except they don't tell us that?

Feb 16, 2016 at 11:44 AM

found a couple big boxes of rubber bands so im gonna try the rubber band trick for stopping the self harm. snap for any hateful thought. its funny that im using it now when the first time i heard of it i was a small teen on those yucky mid-2000s pro-ana cult sites.

ofthevalley · Feb 16, 2016 at 11:46 AM

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The police are here for the 7th straight day. All I can think is it must be a training exercise except they don't tell us that?

How strange.

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Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016 at 11:51 AM

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How strange.

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Yes. And they're telling them downstairs, they're here for me, but they never come up here? It doesn't make sense. I'm scared everyday. With this going on.

Feb 16, 2016 at 11:56 AM

i already have a Lot of welts >_>

ofthevalley · Feb 16, 2016 at 12:14 PM

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Yes. And they're telling them downstairs, they're here for me, but they never come up here? It doesn't make sense. I'm scared everyday. With this going on.

I didn't realize they said they were there for you.

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ofthevalley · Feb 16, 2016 at 12:14 PM

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i already have a Lot of welts >_>

sorry you are having a rough day.

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Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016 at 12:21 PM

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I didn't realize they said they were there for you.

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That's what they are telling the neighbors. But no one has spoken to me except for Friday night when I thought someone's life was in danger and called 911. Lol.

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016 at 12:24 PM

I just heard police or ambulance tell the neighbors that they have been waiting for me to come downstairs, to nab me. This sounds very strange. It's enough to start my paranoia.

Feb 16, 2016 at 12:26 PM

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Ok I saw your latest response , so your under supervision by the one doc for all your meds.

The prosecution rests

motion for judgement of aquittal...

Right , your diagnostic history is a bit all over the place , with multiple docs , etc , it seems that the adhd diagnosis sounds a bit iffy aswell. Not saying you don't have adhd symptoms, its just when psychosis is involved certain diagnosis will take precedence , if only for the consistency or suitability of the pharmacological treatment. If your not getting better dont you think its best to streamline all these multiple points of contact you have with mental health services.

Is the pdoc that your under supervision for your depot, aware of the adhd meds? Or do you go to one doc for one set of meds and another doc for another set of meds.

I only have one psychiatrist. He knows everything and I mean everything. I'm very honest with him.

I'm not apart of some multiple doctor Concerta drug ring lol. My psychiatrist knows what is best for me.

I never said that I'm not getting better either. I'm very compatible with methylphenidate it's not like I'm sniffing bath salts although if I didn't have Concerta, I'd just easily get some cocaine and go downhill and not care (Which took away my paranoia and calmed me down btw just a bit hyperfocused). If I didn't need it, I would stop it just like when I told my psychiatrist to completely stop the multiple benzos within a few days.

My psychiatrist hated me to be on amphetamine so he took me off of it because THAT is what causes psychosis according to him. He hates amphetamine. He's up to date with new research and stuff. People have been on methylphenidate for over 40 years without any problems.

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016 at 12:38 PM

But everyone knows I am agoraphobic and I don't go out. The neighbors were apoplectic when she said that, lol. So it must be more of the snow job the police keep up for the neighbors' benefit.

falcon09 · Feb 16, 2016 at 12:44 PM

Parents, dad, mom, and grandparents all meeting up soon to talk with and about me in terms of me dropping out of school.

Feel extra nervous

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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Feb 16, 2016 at 10:40 AM #1 Last one reached 100 pages, get in here. __________________

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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 16, 2016 at 11:14 AM #4 What's everyone up to today? I have to bring ds to get his stitches out today. I've never had stitches so I'm just hoping it doesn't hurt. I also need to go to the bank. Exciting stuff haha Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 16, 2016 at 11:25 AM #6 Thank you. I feel better hearing that. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Anonymous50123 Guest Posts: n/a	Feb 16, 2016 at 11:31 AM #7 Hi everyone I'm still freaking out a little about work tomorrow. I had another dream where my teeth fell out. Anyway, I'm going to make some tea and finish a charcoal drawing I started a few days ago.

Anonymous200440 Guest Posts: n/a	Feb 16, 2016 at 11:34 AM #8 if i make it through work with a few scraps of energy left in me i really need to clean my house for when my boyfriend comes friday. usually i do it the weekend before so it doesnt look like unnaturally clean but its still pretty tidy? but i was busy being a wreck this weekend so Whoops

Anonymous200440 Guest Posts: n/a	Feb 16, 2016 at 11:44 AM #10 found a couple big boxes of rubber bands so im gonna try the rubber band trick for stopping the self harm. snap for any hateful thought. its funny that im using it now when the first time i heard of it i was a small teen on those yucky mid-2000s pro-ana cult sites.

Anonymous200440 Guest Posts: n/a	Feb 16, 2016 at 11:56 AM #13 i already have a Lot of welts >_>

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,118 (SuperPoster!) 9	Feb 16, 2016 at 12:24 PM #17 I just heard police or ambulance tell the neighbors that they have been waiting for me to come downstairs, to nab me. This sounds very strange. It's enough to start my paranoia.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,118 (SuperPoster!) 9	Feb 16, 2016 at 12:38 PM #19 But everyone knows I am agoraphobic and I don't go out. The neighbors were apoplectic when she said that, lol. So it must be more of the snow job the police keep up for the neighbors' benefit.

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Feb 16, 2016 at 12:44 PM #20 Parents, dad, mom, and grandparents all meeting up soon to talk with and about me in terms of me dropping out of school. Feel extra nervous __________________