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ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:30 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

ive been in such a positive state of mind, in general, the past year that i feel like everyones bringing me down. almost everyone. i just dont understand how some people can be so...like negative. but ive been there. a lot. i just learned now how to brush things off and be positive.

I am so isolated I don't have to worry too much about negativity rubbing off on me. On the off chance I talk to family and friends, I try my best to stay positive. It's so hard to let things roll off your back when your surrounded by negativity.

newtus · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:31 PM

i may not be in recovery anymore. my PSS keeps saying that i am but i just dont believe that. im not getting any support for doing well. yet im giving giving giving to so many people.

newtus · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:31 PM

thank you guys for your input!

ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:35 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

i may not be in recovery anymore. my PSS keeps saying that i am but i just dont believe that. im not getting any support for doing well. yet im giving giving giving to so many people.

You seem to be doing really well from what I've seen. I know it's not the same, but you have our support.

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:41 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

my mom wants me to get tested for thyroid issues and ive already been tested for diabetes twice because she suggested it. now im in the process of changing doctors. medical doctors. i literally cant get another MD. its proven to be impossible. i am supposedly on a year waiting list to get to see one. im probably not even on the list i bet!

but its like i told her my hamster died. then we talked about negative things about my sister. all this for two hours. about how i need to lose weight too. because i said i dont want to shop for clothes because im too big. and i keep gaining weight.

to be honest, i feel like everyone around me is just using me. like almost everyone. ever since this one relationship went south and this guy keeps re-asking me to be with him again...- im feeling used.

i dont feel like anybody truly likes me or cares for me. but rather is just using me.

idk any other way to say it.

Well we all like you on here

newtus · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Well we all like you on here

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

You seem to be doing really well from what I've seen. I know it's not the same, but you have our support.

Thank you SP!

Valley, overall im doing well. I have bouts of relapse coming back. its been kinda getting worse though. but i think i might be able to hold myself together.

12AM · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:43 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

i may not be in recovery anymore. my PSS keeps saying that i am but i just dont believe that. im not getting any support for doing well. yet im giving giving giving to so many people.

You have support here newtus, even though it's not the same with real life support

newtus · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:49 PM

i really kinda just want to goto sleep. but its only 6:50pm

ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:51 PM

If I didn't have kids I'd be in bed. I'm exhausted and still feeling off.

12AM · Feb 27, 2016 at 08:06 PM

I couldn't cheer up my friend today. I feel useless..

ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 08:14 PM

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Originally Posted by 12PM

I couldn't cheer up my friend today. I feel useless..

ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 08:22 PM

Watching Tremors. Such a silly movie.

Feb 27, 2016 at 08:26 PM

I am the push that makes you move.

falcon09 · Feb 27, 2016 at 08:28 PM

Dads house tonight and tomorrow

Fun (not)

junkDNA · Feb 27, 2016 at 08:52 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

i really kinda just want to goto sleep. but its only 6:50pm

Same. I just had this covers Arion with myself.. [trigger]I don't want tomorrow to come. Then just kill yourself tonight! But I don't have anything to do it with here and I don't want my mom finding me] can I just sleep for a long long time?

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junkDNA · Feb 27, 2016 at 08:53 PM

I ****ed that up but whatever nothing matters anymore

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Sometimes psychotic · Feb 27, 2016 at 08:54 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

I ****ed that up but whatever nothing matters anymore

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Dude...prn and T stat......

newtus · Feb 27, 2016 at 08:55 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

Same. I just had this covers Arion with myself.. [trigger]I don't want tomorrow to come. Then just kill yourself tonight! But I don't have anything to do it with here and I don't want my mom finding me] can I just sleep for a long long time?

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thats how i feel junkDna a lot right now

junkDNA · Feb 27, 2016 at 08:56 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Dude...prn and T stat......

**** T

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Angelique67 · Feb 27, 2016 at 08:57 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

Same. I just had this covers Arion with myself.. [trigger]I don't want tomorrow to come. Then just kill yourself tonight! But I don't have anything to do it with here and I don't want my mom finding me] can I just sleep for a long long time?

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I feel this way too right now.

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 07:31 PM #223 thank you guys for your input! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 07:49 PM #228 i really kinda just want to goto sleep. but its only 6:50pm __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 07:51 PM #229 If I didn't have kids I'd be in bed. I'm exhausted and still feeling off. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 08:06 PM #230 I couldn't cheer up my friend today. I feel useless.. __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 08:22 PM #232 Watching Tremors. Such a silly movie. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Anonymous37804 Guest Posts: n/a	Feb 27, 2016 at 08:26 PM #233 I am the push that makes you move.

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,021 9 1,869 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 08:28 PM #234 Dads house tonight and tomorrow Fun (not) __________________

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,304 (SuperPoster!) 12 8,152 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 08:53 PM #236 I ****ed that up but whatever nothing matters anymore Sent from my SM-G900V using Tapatalk __________________