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My last appointment is in less than 24 hours. It's online. I don't know how I'll feel or react. I've been pretending like tomorrow isn't really going to happen and all the sudden, it's less than 24 hours and I'm freaking out. What would I say?
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#2
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must be hard .. i lost my old pdoc. he told me he lost objectivity. i had seen him for 8 yrs. we still text sometimes. he is a good man. but i think he got in over his head
can you just tell her how leaving makes u feel? and tell her what youve appreciated? ![]()
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I've freaked out on her many times because I've known for 3 months now. She's moving onto teaching. This isn't the first time she said she's quitting though. That's why kills me. Her license doesn't actually expire until next year. So I told her I kinda found that out and so she told me it's her DEA license that is going to expire. But I have no way to find that out since DEA numbers are private and since I haven't seen her in person in years now, I can look at a paper script to find the number. Part of me swears she's lying to get rid of me because she doesn't know what else to do because no antipsychotic work and I think she's just tired of me.
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#4
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One hour and 16 minutes.. I'm terrified.
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#5
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She never got online and hasn't replied to my email.
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She never came online. So. I didn't have one. |
#8
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Maybe she'll reschedule? :/
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#9
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I have high doubts. Part of me knew she was going to do this. |
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Is it easier if she doesn't respond? I'm sorry, it sounds like there was no closure.
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#12
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I don't know how to feel. My breaking point was seriously a fast food order slightly wrong. It was what I wanted exactly but I wanted it on toast, but a bun. And that set me off and I've been trying to calm down since. I don't know if I want to talk to her again. I bet anything she'll email me saying she was busy or sick or at the doctor. That's always her excuse.
It feels like I'm being broken up with and abandoned. I'm alone now. She was my pdoc and T. She knows more about me than even anyone I've dated, and my longer relationship was almost 6 and a half years. I'm just sitting here drinking and trying to finish some art homework in time so I can try to pass. If I fail this semester, I can't get finical aid until I pay myself and pass their standards. It's so much piling up. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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That's ********. I'm sorry she has abandoned tou
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You
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Is it bad that I kinda want to go to the hospital, not only for my sanity and safety, but because I know they can help me with mental health resources?
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Somehow I always thought she would be there.
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She's maybe in her early 30's. So. I figured she wouldn't be quitting for a very long time.
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I've been IP more times than I can count anymore. My first time was 10 years ago.
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