[falcon09]

We hit 100 pages on 77, so I decided to make a new one.

to all.

[neil w]

way hey, new roll call! Thanks Falcon!

thanks falcon

So I have strep
I think that was part of the reason why I was so miserable a couple of days ago
I was really angry and upset and I couldnt figure out why, I think it was because I was feeling so unwell physically but couldn't put a name to what was wrong and I couldnt figure out how to describe what was going on or tell anyone what the matter was

Possible trigger:

I ended up cutting two days ago anyway and that sucks.

I really wish I had gone to the doctor sooner because I think that would have prevented the relapse for me I was so angry and so upset because I was feeling like crap physically

[xXFiyaXx]

Hey hey hey new roll call

[12AM]

Yay new roll call, thanks Falcon

Get well soon, Kori

[12AM]

What's everyone up to tonight? I've just taken my meds, will be sleeping soon. Have a great night ahead everyone!

I'm having another panic attack. ****! I already took the meds to help but there not doing a damn thing. God will this ever ****ing stop.

I'm feeling better now. The emotions have passed. My thoughts are organized, I forgive myself, and I had to think about what I'm doing. I'm feeling better now.

[junkDNA]

hes aliveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[junkDNA]

i went to a burger place with my roomie. i was telling her abt a portlandia bit called put a bird on it. she spit out her milkshake lol. we were laughing so hard we didnt hear them call my order number out and the lady had to bring it to me. i waslike um sorry we were busy, lol.

also---- our washing machine works only on cold. thats better than not working at all!!!!

[junkDNA]

Originally Posted by junkDNA

hes aliveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

wanted to clarify that this isnt abt anyonet hat posted on this thread,

[ofthevalley]

Yay for a new roll call.
Had a quiet day which was good since I only got a couple hours of sleep. I still haven't shopped! I'm feeling pretty good about that. My husband was off today so he cooked dinner . The kids are on vacation so I'll have to come up with something for us to do. I wish things weren't so expensive. A trip to the movies eats up all my extra cash.
Anyway, I hope everyone had a good day.

Good morning all.

I hope everyone has a good day!

[neil w]

hi folks whats shaking?

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by neil w

hi folks whats shaking?

I have the first of four aftercare appointments today. I go in about an hour. Hoping it won't be stressful. How are you doing, Neil?

[justmeandmyhead]

I'm worried because there was a crow in the first level of the midworld today. Things are going to get so much worse. Luckily my rituals are keeping them out of the portal though.
I also realised that the services are testing my goodness by putting me in situations and seeing if I will help people. I always do but they're definitely trying to catch me out. They communicate in headsets.
I heard talking and shouting coming from the kettle earlier.
Oh and I've created a balloon arrangement for my sisters bday tomorrow. Going down to Manchester to see her. I hate balloons. It's like carrying a bomb hoping it won't go off.

[neil w]

Hi Angelique. im ok just trying to get on with things it sounds like youre doing better too?

[junkDNA]

My t thinks I'm on drugs well actually he said he doesn't know. Bc he asked if I've done pills ND I said no and I asked if he believed me and he said I don't know. UM OK

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[Angelique67]

Hey Neil! Yes they switched me to invega and Prozac. They're helping so far so good. I'm at my appointment now. Not sure why since I want to leave the city I'm in. :/ But so far so good.

[junkDNA]

also my T started talking in that things voice in LOTR saying "my precious" and i was like stop thats creepy. i said i have a low tolerance for creepy ****. he made a face and was like whatever! you like ****ed up shows like The Babadook. i said ya thats a good one.

he got me there

[Loial]

Originally Posted by junkDNA

you like ****ed up shows like The Babadook.

I thought that was ok... my favourite one from recent times was either The Conjuring or The Orphanage. (possibly Sinister, although I've only seen half of it...)

I watched Insidious Chapter 3 recently. Wasn't half bad.

The Conjuring 2 is coming out later this year... (hopefully it doesn't crash & burn)

[Blue_Bird]

Originally Posted by Angelique67

Hey Neil! Yes they switched me to invega and Prozac. They're helping so far so good. I'm at my appointment now. Not sure why since I want to leave the city I'm in. :/ But so far so good.

Invega helps me a lot too

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[Blue_Bird]

I did something really stupid as a teenager. I used to get high off cough syrup that had dxm in it. Went too far with it one time drinking two small bottles and had a really bad experience with it. Long story short I'm sick so my sister bought me some robotussin , and I'm tempted to take more than I need to feel good for a little while.

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[Loial]

Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I did something really stupid as a teenager. I used to get high off cough syrup that had dxm in it. Went too far with it one time drinking two small bottles and had a really bad experience with it. Long story short I'm sick so my sister bought me some robotussin , and I'm tempted to take more than I need to feel good for a little while.

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Right now I can tell you things like that aren't worth it...

Especially if you are sick it won't do you any good.

[medicalfox]

I don't think I can do a four year university and I feel rather ashamed for giving up, but every semester I had to drop a class because I got overwhelmed. Is it dumb to transfer to a community college and get a health care degree instead? I could still make good money, but idk if people would think less of me for getting a second associates. I already have an associates degree in biology, but you can't get a job with that.