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I have this thing happen to be. Get in me /come over me.
Is like a parallel universe. Well, not parallel because the other one, the one everyone else is busy living is miles away when this happens. For the first time last week T was a witness to it. I walked out if session because I had to roam. Couldn't sit there whilst the battle was raging. My insides were trying to kill me. I has an episode years ago that lasted months. Yesterday T wanted to talk about what happened. I didn't really want to. Because I could feel what had happened sitting beside me, ready to attack is I stirred those feelings. T said, do you have a grasp on what was happening? I said no, that's just how it is from time to time. She asked how I deal with it Whrn in in company? I say "I hide it and portray this functioning me. But my eyes are still seeing this other world. T said, but when on your own toy can't hide it? I said no. It over takes me. It must be obeyed. T said, and when you were here last week? I said it was like being in my own. You didn't register at all. T said, don't take this in a bad way. But that's pyschotic. 2 parallel universes. She said you're able to compartmentnize this very well in company. What would help you? I did, telling me what in experiencing isn't real isn't helpful!!! Does anyone else experience this. Can you hide it? |
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That does not sound like a helpful thing of you t to say that what you are experiencing isn't real
I haven't been made aware of an alternate universe or parallel uspniverse so I can't comment on that But when I supposedly become "psychotic" I can't hide it to save my life |
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i have been thrown in a parallel universe when using psychedelics, i dont imagine it happening because of my illness. how does it happen/feel? i cant hide being psychotic either, i feel like everyone can hear my thoughts and it drives me insane
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I have seen things from a parallel universe. I normally don't tell anythink to anyone and keep doing what I was doing before to don't be noticed.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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