Roll call 81

ETA food stamps program. You can buy your groceries then.

I hope you get a good replacement Pdoc. Change is scary

Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

That's exactly what I'm looking for. A room for rent in a place with another person. I have T Mobile as my phone bill. It's already pretty cheap. I do need to find a better car though.

You could start looking for a roommate now, maybe on moving websites. If you have a bad gut feeling about anyone, trust that and move on to the next person. When you finally choose someone, you can do a basic background check on them. Just for the sake of minimising any harmful elements before they start.

I think you will make out OK. I certainly wish you excellent luck too.

hi so i had a bad day. first of all T made fun of me about the truchk and i got sad. he asked me if he made me upset. yeah. he said im sorry i dont mean to make fun of u. sometimes it helps to make light of this stuff to take the power out of the paranoia and delusion. i know he ddidnt do it to be mean but i felt hurt. at least he apologized. and knew that what he said hurt me.

then i go to work. all day my brain is going 100mph with loud thoughts. this and that and this and that and omg omg omg. ok so i get to work and its busy and they say umm we're short a cashier. ok. then this girl falls over n has a seizure o the floor and barfs and stuff and im like freaked out bc it was alarming and unexpected. so i page the manager. she was ok she has epilepsy.

people keeping callin gmy name all the time. sarah...!! sarah!! hey sarah. i tell this 1 cashier to stop. that if he sees me with a customer plz dont say my namae 20 times. he said sorry. i felt really really mad a lot. i told that cashier i aws gonna kill him. it was a joke but not really bc i felt really mad.

then this old dud emarches up to me nd says hey u need to call th eowner of this car to the front or else im gonna call the police bc theres a dog in the car n the windows are rolled up. i said umm i went out there with him and it was a hybrid prius. i said the headlights are on it might be running. he was like IMA CALL HTE POLICE i said all right all right. i go in there and page 'could the owner of the grey prius in the handicap spot plz come to the fron thank you". a lady comes up, immediately...without me saying anyhting..."if ur calling me about the dog the AC is on" i said its not me its this guy im just tryin to keep ppl calm.

ok i dont feel like typing anymore but another thing that happen was that i bleed on my pants at work at leat it was close to time to close the store.

I FEEL SAD

Is anyone still up? We are also missing Tweaky, i notice. I hate when people go missing without any warning.

I wish my friend would talk to me more. I'm very concerned about me getting more lost without anyone to talk to for weeks at a time. I think about things which I'm not sure I could really resist it, the way I always knew it was just a fantasy.

I need messages in my mind often about prison being the consequences. Not about pc or here - just what I wish I could do regarding the criminals downstairs.

Looking for support from people with the same disease. Need someone to talk to

I'm up Angelique.

Sorry I didn't reply sooner but I had stuff to clear out for workmen coming in this morning.

I agree that it's easy to worry when people go AWOL for a bit. Hard to know if it's because they are doing well, or the opposite...

I've no doubt Mr. Tweaky will be giving his thoughtful insights again soon!

Someone mentioned 12PM too, yeah she was here a few days ago but hasn't been around as much for a while. Last I heard she was coping but still having some of the ups & downs.

Hope both are okay anyway & lets not forget Chickenfoot 2.0 who is navigating the fun world of working retail..

Morning. Junk, I hope you have a better day.
I am also missing some people but I guess that's the nature of a forum.
Nothing going on here today. Sending the kids off to school and taking a nap. I'm not feeling very awake this morning. Slept well but I'm just tired.
Have a good day everyone. I hope some of you start posting again. for those struggling.

Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

What do you take for sleep?
I take ambien but it seems to have stopped working. I have been saving my Ativan and taking the 2 I'm prescribed at night to help me sleep. It works but I really need the Ativan when I have anxiety. So I need something new. Any suggestions?

Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Seroquel helps me sleep. I know it's an atypical anti-psychotic, but many meds are used "off label."

I made it through my first class !!!!!! I'm so excited. About to head home, got 2 more classes today but not until later in the afternoon.

That's wonderful, blue bird!

I take a muscle relaxer (zanaflex either a 2mg or a 4mg depending how close I am to sleep) and a 50mg Vistaril.

Congratulations!

I'm so happy for you.

I also don't think they wouldn't let you delete your account. I don't think anyone know who you are in RL. I'm incredibly paranoid about my identity being "found out", but other than my pos neighbors, no one really knows. Oh my friend does, also.

Generic zanaflex 2 to 4 mg, with vistaril 50 mg.

It seems all my meds are coming today except I don't know whether the pdoc rxed the full month of invega, or only 3 days worth or something. My appointment is tomorrow and I still can't do the stairs without help.

Oh no. I just got a courtesy call from the drug store that one or more of a RX is delayed. Oh no no no no no!

The delivery man said earlier that all my meds were coming today except for the generic prozac and ibuprofen. But my need for them is not medically critical because I still have at least a week's worth of the generic prozac, and I have OTC of the ibuprofen. I hope it's only because of those two!

It's a good idea to have an extra 2-4 weeks of meds, for sometimes there will be delays in filling meds due to various reasons.