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Jul 31, 2016 at 04:32 PM

hmmm..

My brain is mush tho like mashed potatoes

If you look on the brain scan, you see a plate of scrambled eggs

Oh oh the loss of grey matters

I plan on taking the Abilify as prescribed then I guess for now.

Also yeah smoking a cigarette after not smoking for a long time is amazing but a lot of people get very addicted.

I'm so happy that most of us vape and stopped smoking!

Very proud of you all! =D

88Butterfly88 · Jul 31, 2016 at 04:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

hmmm..

My brain is mush tho like mashed potatoes

If you look on the brain scan, you see a plate of scrambled eggs

Oh oh the loss of grey matters

I plan on taking the Abilify as prescribed then I guess for now.

Also yeah smoking a cigarette after not smoking for a long time is amazing but a lot of people get very addicted.

I'm so happy that most of us vape and stopped smoking!

Very proud of you all! =D

I'm glad you plan on taking Abilify as prescribed. You're here chatting, your brain has got to be more than mashed potatoes or you wouldn't be able to do that.

Angelique67 · Jul 31, 2016 at 05:11 PM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

hmmm..

My brain is mush tho like mashed potatoes

If you look on the brain scan, you see a plate of scrambled eggs

Oh oh the loss of grey matters

I plan on taking the Abilify as prescribed then I guess for now.

Also yeah smoking a cigarette after not smoking for a long time is amazing but a lot of people get very addicted.

I'm so happy that most of us vape and stopped smoking!

Very proud of you all! =D

My smoking, aamof, was part of my self medicating most of my life. I used way too much cigarettes, binge drank for maybe 8 or 9 years, binge eating except for when I couldn't afford food, and did I mention smoking?

I was a rageful person. Still, I don't know if I'd have been able to get on meds back then. I viewed them all as poison. Other stuff but I'm too tired to type.

Angelique67 · Jul 31, 2016 at 05:15 PM

Here they are! Pretending to talk to an authority about my mythical evil. Yep, they're just under the holes in my walls. Gotta make sure they get my attention.

Angelique67 · Jul 31, 2016 at 06:36 PM

[quote name="Angelique67" post=5212654]The freaks are rerunning some of the plays from January through May or June.
I just don't know how to take it. A good friend (you know who you are!) told me the way is by not caring. It worked before, and it's working again. And thank you again.

Jul 31, 2016 at 06:57 PM

I can't apply into university until next year.

My mom wont let me move unless she goes with me? wtf?

I'm 20. I need to leave..

SvanThor · Jul 31, 2016 at 07:19 PM

My head is killing me.

Angelique67 · Jul 31, 2016 at 07:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

I can't apply into university until next year.

My mom wont let me move unless she goes with me? wtf?

I'm 20. I need to leave..

Do you think you can't move because your mom is handling your money for you? Once you are 21, she has to turn all that back over to you? It does suck to have to wait another year.

Jul 31, 2016 at 07:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Do you think you can't move because your mom is handling your money for you? Once you are 21, she has to turn all that back over to you? It does suck to have to wait another year.

Nah she could sue me for money if she wanted to because I didn't pay rent when I was 18 lol

I'll talk to my psychologist and psychiatrist about it on Thursday

OctobersBlackRose · Jul 31, 2016 at 08:01 PM

Still a bit paranoid, and hearing some voices, but with my AP, it is helping to turn the volume of them down so they're not as loud. Slept most of the day, idk how because my meds, both of them (Lamictal and Abilify) are both activating for me. In general not bad day, but I'm nervous about calling Medicaid and enrolling in a supplemental insurance, just phone anxiety and thinking my phone is bugged/tapped so other people can hear my conversation, especially when I have to give out my SS number and address so the representative can look up my info... But I will call anyways, cause I need a supplemental insurance through Medicaid so I can see my GP Dr (my psych stuff is covered under straight Medicaid)...

ofthevalley · Jul 31, 2016 at 08:26 PM

Feeling better now. Not so overwhelmed. Took a nice long shower and put on some nice lotion to relax me.

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junkDNA · Jul 31, 2016 at 10:55 PM

is it normal to think someones in ur house when u get home? or is it paranoia

junkDNA · Jul 31, 2016 at 10:56 PM

a man at work told me i am very pretty. i blushed hardcore which... ALWAYS happens. if i am embarrassed or whatever... i turn red. he kept saying sorry sorry, and said i was blushing. omg i seriously almost just covered my face with my jacket. it was so awkward I AM SO AWKWARD.

Angelique67 · Jul 31, 2016 at 11:26 PM

@junkDNA i have that too. My apartment is very long, a large one bedroom apartment, and I get scared and nervous about anyone breaking in, in the back, furthest place in my apartment. I can't hear what goes on back there while I'm in front where my bed is. Everytime I have to go pee, i get so nervous in here.

Angelique67 · Jul 31, 2016 at 11:29 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

a man at work told me i am very pretty. i blushed hardcore which... ALWAYS happens. if i am embarrassed or whatever... i turn red. he kept saying sorry sorry, and said i was blushing. omg i seriously almost just covered my face with my jacket. it was so awkward I AM SO AWKWARD.

No you're not awkward. He shouldn't have said that to you, it was too forward of him. He should ask you to go for a coffee and then say stuff like that.

Jul 31, 2016 at 11:56 PM

Starting to think people are poisoning me really bad strong feeling.

I don't believe I can lose my mind or anything.

I'm just not agitated.

Angelique67 · Jul 31, 2016 at 11:58 PM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

Starting to think people are poisoning me really bad strong feeling.

I don't believe I can lose my mind or anything.

I'm just not agitated.

How did you find out that they're giving you anticholinergic drugs? As far as I know that's only Cogentin?

Angelique67 · Aug 01, 2016 at 12:38 AM

OK, the janitor got in here while I've been in the front room. There are cigarette ashes in my bathroom waste basket. And I have not smoked in over a month. I'm very afraid and I'm too scared to call the police because the police here don't believe me, plus the janitor could just say I requested help or something. Oh dear God.

Blue_Bird · Aug 01, 2016 at 08:06 AM

Started watching baseball. Getting into it. Tomorrow I'm going grocery shopping which desperately needs to be done. I have nothing to eat except condiments

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ofthevalley · Aug 01, 2016 at 08:56 AM

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OK, the janitor got in here while I've been in the front room. There are cigarette ashes in my bathroom waste basket. And I have not smoked in over a month. I'm very afraid and I'm too scared to call the police because the police here don't believe me, plus the janitor could just say I requested help or something. Oh dear God.

that is super scary.

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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Jul 31, 2016 at 05:15 PM #164 Here they are! Pretending to talk to an authority about my mythical evil. Yep, they're just under the holes in my walls. Gotta make sure they get my attention.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Jul 31, 2016 at 06:36 PM #165 [quote name="Angelique67" post=5212654]The freaks are rerunning some of the plays from January through May or June. I just don't know how to take it. A good friend (you know who you are!) told me the way is by not caring. It worked before, and it's working again. And thank you again.

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	Jul 31, 2016 at 06:57 PM #166 I can't apply into university until next year. My mom wont let me move unless she goes with me? wtf? I'm 20. I need to leave..

SvanThor Member Member Since Dec 2015 Location: Ohio, USA Posts: 432 8 57 hugs given	Jul 31, 2016 at 07:19 PM #167 My head is killing me.

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Jul 31, 2016 at 08:26 PM #171 Feeling better now. Not so overwhelmed. Took a nice long shower and put on some nice lotion to relax me. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,304 (SuperPoster!) 12 8,152 hugs given	Jul 31, 2016 at 10:55 PM #172 is it normal to think someones in ur house when u get home? or is it paranoia __________________

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,304 (SuperPoster!) 12 8,152 hugs given	Jul 31, 2016 at 10:56 PM #173 a man at work told me i am very pretty. i blushed hardcore which... ALWAYS happens. if i am embarrassed or whatever... i turn red. he kept saying sorry sorry, and said i was blushing. omg i seriously almost just covered my face with my jacket. it was so awkward I AM SO AWKWARD. __________________

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Jul 31, 2016 at 11:26 PM #174 @junkDNA i have that too. My apartment is very long, a large one bedroom apartment, and I get scared and nervous about anyone breaking in, in the back, furthest place in my apartment. I can't hear what goes on back there while I'm in front where my bed is. Everytime I have to go pee, i get so nervous in here.

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	Jul 31, 2016 at 11:56 PM #176 Starting to think people are poisoning me really bad strong feeling. I don't believe I can lose my mind or anything. I'm just not agitated.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Aug 01, 2016 at 12:38 AM #178 OK, the janitor got in here while I've been in the front room. There are cigarette ashes in my bathroom waste basket. And I have not smoked in over a month. I'm very afraid and I'm too scared to call the police because the police here don't believe me, plus the janitor could just say I requested help or something. Oh dear God.

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,371 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.9k hugs given	Aug 01, 2016 at 08:06 AM #179 Started watching baseball. Getting into it. Tomorrow I'm going grocery shopping which desperately needs to be done. I have nothing to eat except condiments Sent from my A463BG using Tapatalk __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi