[A18793715]

I know it's hippa stupid rules, but she asked me to write down how I'm feeling and what my hallucinations are saying or what I'm seeing. I've been writing it in a note but I refuse to read above because I know if I do, I really couldn't give it to her. I just add new random lines or paragraphs as I think as the week goes on. I'm supposed to give it to her tomorrow. I'm so scared it's a trap. I can't handle this. I've been missing so much school because of this.

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My friend tells me I'm over reacting but no one believes me that they're trying to trap me to kill me and make it look like a suicide or actually get me to do so they won't be found out.

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I'm so exhausted

[ofthevalley]

I hope you feel better

[A18793715]

Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I hope you feel better

Thank you. I feel so alone. I can't even barely post on the forums right now, let alone talks to anyone in person. Not like I have more than two people.

I don't think I can do it

I'm too scared

What if she forces me to go to the hospital?

[12AM]

A..

[A18793715]

I skipped class. My stomach is in knots. I can't keep not going.

[ofthevalley]

I'm sorry you are struggling. Did you go see her yet? How did you make out?

[A18793715]

Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I'm sorry you are struggling. Did you go see her yet? How did you make out?

I haven't gone back to see her. I'm too scared.