[franz kafka]

Has anyone experienced something similar to this?

I had what my doctors are calling a bizarre delusion where I believed there was a supernatural entity in a parallel universe monitoring me through the lights (also putting cameras in fruit flies). It had the power to implant suicidal thoughts into my head and to manipulate me into believing them.

I just got out of the hospital and after a med switch I'm doing somewhat better. But I'm still struggling to think of what happened as psychosis and not reality. I thought it might help if I heard others' stories.

[cogladaid]

Not the lights or fruit flies - but I thought before something similar with mirrors. They were stealing my reflection and mannerisms and trying to control my thoughts so they could eventually replace me.

[Sometimes psychotic]

I thought that a bunch of doctors I knew had bugged my apartment through the vents and put a transmitter in my tooth that was causing the voices. I also thought there were cameras in like everything----there were not.

[neodoering]

For months I thought the CIA had put nanotech speakers in my shirt collars, so they could transmit the voices to my ear. I have also believed that I was God and tried to smite 10,000 people just by thinking about it. Was I shocked when it didn't work!

[Shoe]

I once thought that I was losing my soul to a black hole. I could feel it being pulled out of the top of my head, but I discovered if I held a small round mirror above my head that it blocked the gravitational pull of the black hole. How I got to that point is kind of a long story.

[neil w]

go on shoe, we've got time!

[Shoe]

Originally Posted by neil w

go on shoe, we've got time!

I wrote a short autobiographical narrative about my early life and my breakdowns and sent it to this friend who later added it to his website.
There is a lot of frank talk about sex and religion so this is not for everyone to read. Again, caution!!! about reading this, but after reading this you might understand why the website's owner theory make's so much sense to me.

http://schizophreniathebeardedladydi...d_recovery.pdf