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Happy Birthday.

Happy birthday!!!!

I unfollowed my cousin on fb. And deleted the group text between my mom and sister. But i cant leave it. Also deleted other peoples texts.

Sometimes i just want to be alone. Not be bothered. PC is the only place i feel at home with people. Around you guys. I dont like people in my real life. Except for one or two.

I deleted my instagram and made a new one. I was sick of my family following me on there and people from high school. I just want to be private. I had 400 photos on there. But luckily all were on my phone. At least most were. I also deleted some people from my snapchat. Been doing that.

Im just tired you know. The thing i hate the most is when people in my real life are in my business and life. Yea sure i want friends but i mostly want to be left alone. Mainly, i just want my family to leave me alone. Im closest to my dad and i love him. He has me wrapped around his finger. Everyone else? I couldnt care less.

I think im gonna start living a more private life on social media. Ive tried to do that now but everything from my past that i have posted haunts me. Could be good or bad stuff. Doesnt matter, it still haunts me. Im already mysterious as it is with people but not enough. I wish i could delete my facebook but thats def not an option at this point.

Happy birthday Loial!!!!! Hope it's a great new year for you!

Opinion time: would a labret piercing (below lower lip, center placement) look okay in a professional environment? It's a pretty mainstream piercing. I'm just wondering.

Happy Birthday Loial Here's Calcifer cake from Howl's Moving Castle

Happy birthday

Good morning all

Happy Birthday Loial! Enjoy your 30's. I'll be soon there in 9 years no worries.

I'm sick of wasting my 20's.. It's so saddening..

I think I'll finally be able to live when I'm 30.

My dad left for work and i just started crying. I fear hes gonna die. And im afraid to be alone today. I took all my meds last night but it feels like i didnt even take them. I feel so depressed and emotional today.

Good afternoon! how is everyone? I'm doing great. Gonna start studying Italian again since I have some free time till school starts in January. I'm also at my program 4 days a week, RCIA once a week, and church every Sunday so I stay pretty busy.

That's great to hear you are doing well! I'm doing pretty good. Just trying to figure out more logistics and stuff, and planning to meet a friend for coffee next week.

SP, i dont know if you read what i posted, but i followed your advice and got the bioplast jewelry for my lip piercing. I hope it helps not to destroy my teeth.

I get to pick whatever I want for $15 for Christmas from the agency my case manager works for so I'm picking an Itunes card so I can get more songs! I am gonna keep collecting and keep collecting. I've always wanted something to collect, well why not songs I like on my iPod? It can hold tons and tons of songs and I love music and it takes up no physical space in my apartment!

Glad you are good Bluebird. Id pick an itunes card too if i didnt have apple music subscription.

That's good

It may be different over there, but over here not really---most frown on anything other than the ear.....

I'm sorry you are having a rough day.

Idk about the country you live in but in the US most employers want you to take it out

Yea not sure how long ill be able to keep my piercings in. Im just enjoying them while i can.

Ugh. My friend's phone is shut off so I went by his house and no one answered . I'm going to be without for the weekend unless I can find it elsewhere. I'm so bummed out. I look forward to this all week.

I drank 4 energy drinks

MASSIVE REGRET.

In a professional environment where you'll be face to face with someone, they typically want you to take them out. Around here it's common to see them on people working in stores and stuff.

I've done this before....I swear it doesn't have any major effect on me.

Omg well I'm going nuts and I feel like I'm gonna barf