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Old Oct 30, 2017, 10:08 PM
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Your status makes me want to ask if you're a leafer

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Lol. Def not

Its actually from Bob's tee shirt in the movie What About Bob?

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Old Oct 30, 2017, 10:09 PM
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I got mad at my mom and blew up at her yesterday. Later on she told me it made her cry. I am so torn up over that. Last night i fell asleep at 7:30 and had a dream that she told me she's dying from cancer. I thought it was real. When i woke up i said out loud "it was a dream"

I don't wanna get all therapy on it here but ive always had a fear of my emotions killing my mom. When my dad died when i was 10 i thought my anger had killed him. I never really let that go
I can relate to that fear. :/ I monitor my thoughts all the time because I have this fear and belief I can cause harm or kill other people with them. What's worse is sometimes I have these bad thoughts out of nowhere and get paranoid that I did something bad.
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Old Oct 30, 2017, 10:09 PM
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Anyone see my post about the megathread?
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Old Oct 30, 2017, 10:12 PM
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Anyone see my post about the megathread?
Yes but I'm not sure why they would blacklist anyone?
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Old Oct 30, 2017, 10:14 PM
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I got mad at my mom and blew up at her yesterday. Later on she told me it made her cry. I am so torn up over that. Last night i fell asleep at 7:30 and had a dream that she told me she's dying from cancer. I thought it was real. When i woke up i said out loud "it was a dream"

I don't wanna get all therapy on it here but ive always had a fear of my emotions killing my mom. When my dad died when i was 10 i thought my anger had killed him. I never really let that go
Don't you have similar thoughts about your T? Something about him dying every time he goes on vacation? I'm sorry you haven't healed from that......
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Old Oct 30, 2017, 10:16 PM
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I got mad at my mom and blew up at her yesterday. Later on she told me it made her cry. I am so torn up over that. Last night i fell asleep at 7:30 and had a dream that she told me she's dying from cancer. I thought it was real. When i woke up i said out loud "it was a dream"

I don't wanna get all therapy on it here but ive always had a fear of my emotions killing my mom. When my dad died when i was 10 i thought my anger had killed him. I never really let that go
I could have written your post. Hope you feel better when you wake up tomorrow
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Old Oct 30, 2017, 10:17 PM
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Yes but I'm not sure why they would blacklist anyone?


we arent really blacklisted. Its just how we feel. Its a joke.
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Old Oct 30, 2017, 11:55 PM
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I keep having this dichotomy in my head between screaming and jumping up and down for help, and nope, everythings perfectly fine, thanks anyways.
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 12:17 AM
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I keep having this dichotomy in my head between screaming and jumping up and down for help, and nope, everythings perfectly fine, thanks anyways.
I often have that kind of dichotomy. I'm sorry you have to deal with a lot of things at the moment Gretta
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 12:23 AM
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There's things that I see sometimes that are the right things. Not bad things.

I have memories that connect with a certain feeling like chapters and they're all different.

I wish I could just live.

A lot of people just spend time hating. Especially to other people that are different.

When in reality, those are the best people to be around.
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 02:46 AM
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A lot of people just spend time hating. Especially to other people that are different.

When in reality, those are the best people to be around.
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 07:53 AM
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Is it weird for me to say that I have a hard time being attracted to white men and women. I love mix babies. I love the uniqueness of those who are a different race than my own.
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 08:25 AM
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Morning

Hope everyone enjoys the holiday.

Bf is coming over. And my dad is off today.
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 08:48 AM
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Hi, everyone, happy Halloween! .

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Old Oct 31, 2017, 08:51 AM
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The staff are dressed up, they look really cute.

As I was coming in just now that flucking creep was parked outside my room pretending to have OCD again. I will tell him to get lost if I see him again here. Yesterday, sleeping beauty wandered into my room and used the bathroom! I thought that was kind of weird but I didn't say anything because that's what I have to do Everytime my roommate craps all over the toilet.

I'll have to ask a nurse to look at my back and see if I have a tick. It could also be a melanoma too I guess.

I hope everyone will have a good day.
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 09:02 AM
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What I'm grateful for right now is that there's no room for a wheelchair to reach my dressers. So he can't touch my things.
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 09:05 AM
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Anyone see my post about the megathread?


Megathread you mean I have to go back and look through all the posts? I am just joking...

I don't think your blacklisted I just think some people are getting theirs later due to which region they live in and how many they have in stock!
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 09:11 AM
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What I'm grateful for right now is that there's no room for a wheelchair to reach my dressers. So he can't touch my things.


You need an electric fly swatter! I could just see it singed nose hairs!
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 09:41 AM
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 09:50 AM
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 09:51 AM
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Working as usual......
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 09:54 AM
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Working as usual......


That doesnt seem like fun Roll Call 106 :)
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 09:57 AM
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I'm scared of myself today.
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 09:59 AM
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Hi, everyone, happy Halloween! .
Happy Halloween to you too, Rincad
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Old Oct 31, 2017, 09:59 AM
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My therapist is leading a 90 minute talk on something to do with mental health. It's after the 1pm smoke break.

At 11:30 I'm going to try to use the bike machine.
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