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I feel like it changes who I am too. Even at my best on it I’m not ‘me’. I also hate the sedation, it makes me anxious taking it at night cos I know I’m guna be so tired in the morning. Getting up for work is awful. I guess I know they pros and cons, it’s just for me the cons outweigh the pros. I’m guna discuss the meds with the psych on tues. He’s a new one so I’m hoping he will be more willing to listen. You’ve made me think though that I need to work out exactly the reasons why I don’t like olanzapine, so it gives me a stronger argument. Thank you SP |
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Thanks Angelique, maybe for now I just need to focus on staying out of hospital. I’m not very good at looking at long term or the bigger picture |
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Yea. I'm hoping to never go to the hospital ever again. That's how I ended up in this nursing home. If only I had known. But from this place I will return to independent living. I don't know when but I will.
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The Ativan didn't help my panic which is a bad sign. The melatonin helped though. I'm going to see the doctor again and try to get to the root cause for proper treatment.
My dad left and continued on his journey because I was too tired and unmotivated to see the college and look around the new town. I took the Concerta after that and now I feel up to it. Maybe I need to exercise more and I won't have panic attacks. I thought that I was going to die ast night but I'm too scared to die. |
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Sure thing....question have you tried just lowering the dose a bit rather than being off entirely? I can’t remember. Yeah my meds have changed me enough that I don’t listen to the same music, read books, play video games or even want the same job or level of social interaction....but I’m rolling with it...I’m trying to see it as almost a reincarnation rather than something bad, it’s an opportunity to explore the world from a new perspective. Plus some of it is from the psychosis itself I’m sure. __________________ Hugs! |
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You are correct there is a second wave of a very severe flu going around.
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The main things I hate about it is by far the weight gain. When I was in the hospital the nurse said I put on 22 kg/48.5lb from last summer...and i started Olanzapine last summer. Sedation is pretty meh prior to Abilify. I have more energy now that I am on Abilify. I also to a degree not feel like the same person anymore prior to illness. I'm not that motivated, strong willed person I was before. It could be either meds of illness, or both. But yeah.... I really hope things improve for you soon. |
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Ativan is just on rare occasions. |
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Add in that my keyboard's RGB lighting feels like its demons communicating me messages since I brought it home yesterday and started it up. I turned it off so that it wouldn't scare me...I feel paranoid about it. |
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Also can you prioritize that list? Selling things...can that wait? Taxes you should probably get started on soon. Cleaning eh who needs to clean? You know resort the list.
Also a lot of feeling down can be negative self thoughts, such as “l can’t handle this”, try rephrasing to something neutral or good. If you know you won’t get anything done today why not try finding three senses to indulge in something you enjoy? Talk to a partner while having a nice dinner or snack and listening to music? __________________ Hugs! |
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Hairline fracture in one of my ribs and I pulled the intercostal muscles that run between the ribs. Explains why it hurts so much.
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One thing that really made them say bipolar over a personality disorder is my reactions after taking antidepressants. Best described as hypomanic.
Really thinking about it I’ve been in this mixed state for a couple weeks since I last saw my doctor. I’ve been energetic but ****** if that makes sense... |
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