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Sometimes psychotic · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:06 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I get that. So wtf is up with him saying he doesnt want to get it from me when he has had complete unprotected sex with 2 other people.

It just pisses me off. The way he said it. Like im the only one at fault. Like he doesnt even count himself as needing to get checked when i asked him 2 or 3 months ago

Oh I see---I was just thinking you probably both need to be checked but if you suggested you might be having symptoms I can see why he might want you to get checked.....

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:08 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

we bought 1/2 but of a pig before when I lived in Kentucky

The sausage was amazing, best I've ever had.

I didn't even realize they did half pigs.....

Blue_Bird · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:12 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I didn't even realize they did half pigs.....

They do whole but my mom and a neighbor would split the cost and the meat

newtus · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Oh I see---I was just thinking you probably both need to be checked but if you suggested you might be having symptoms I can see why he might want you to get checked.....

I just dont want to be told that im the only one that needs to be checked. Thats what offended me.

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:19 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I just dont want to be told that im the only one that needs to be checked. Thats what offended me.

Yeah its a touchy subject to begin with and if you got something recently its more than likely from him.

newtus · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:22 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Yeah its a touchy subject to begin with and if you got something recently its more than likely from him.

Thats exactly what i was thinking.

Ugh

Great

Angelique67 · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:25 PM

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No but I am going to ask my sister to get me some sheets and a comforter over the weekend. And a pillow of course!

Yes!

It will feel wonderful!

Desoxyn · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:26 PM

Feeling sleep

Oh.... COFFEE! I never had that stuff in months.

newtus · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:32 PM

Well i made an appt to get checked. Tomorrow morning.

Blue_Bird · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:38 PM

Off to class in a few minutes, 2 hours 45 minutes of rambling from my professor. Hopefully it goes by fast. It's not that I don't like the class or the subject, it's the field I want to get into and he's actually a cool professor it's just I want to get home tonight and chill till the morning and get my bed!!!!

newtus · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:42 PM

Im actually glad i made an appt. ive been meaning to do this for a couple or years or so. But i just made an appt out of anger just now.

Desoxyn · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Off to class in a few minutes, 2 hours 45 minutes of rambling from my professor. Hopefully it goes by fast. It's not that I don't like the class or the subject, it's the field I want to get into and he's actually a cool professor it's just I want to get home tonight and chill till the morning and get my bed!!!!

You are an inspiration =]

newtus · Mar 27, 2018 at 04:49 PM

I just wish he hadnt said it like he did

Mar 27, 2018 at 06:46 PM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

You’ve had this difficulty few times if I’m not mistaken, when will you meet your Pdoc? Maybe it’s a good idea to ask for prn sleep aid

It's been a long standing problem for the past year almost, and has progressively gotten worse. In august i started using Benadryl to help me get to work, then i asked my doctor in January what i can use, and she gave me all sorts of bad options: Seroquel, anti depressants, mood stabilizers... Seroquel will turn me into more of a zombie and take my desx drive away and make me gain more weight, and more of a chance for diabetes. I've had terrible results an EVERY SINGLE ANTIDEPRESSANT i've ever tried. The mood stabilizer makes me pee ever 10 minutes, and can't hold it, it's torture. I have to make sure i don't drink anything before i drive anywhere for 30 minutes.

I then asked her about Benadryl and she said i probably wouldn't build a tolerance, but she is wrong. Im up to 200mgs of Benadryl a night, and it makes me a bit sleepy, but doesn't knock me out. It didn't last night. Luckliy i didn't have work the next morning. The boss sent this long message to everyone saying we have no work for the time being. Which really sucks. I need the money. Thank god out door season is about to start. He kept us busy all year, so far which was quite a feat itself, so i can't be mad at the guy.

newtus · Mar 27, 2018 at 06:54 PM

Im up to 150mg Benadryl a night

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 27, 2018 at 07:08 PM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

It's been a long standing problem for the past year almost, and has progressively gotten worse. In august i started using Benadryl to help me get to work, then i asked my doctor in January what i can use, and she gave me all sorts of bad options: Seroquel, anti depressants, mood stabilizers... Seroquel will turn me into more of a zombie and take my desx drive away and make me gain more weight, and more of a chance for diabetes. I've had terrible results an EVERY SINGLE ANTIDEPRESSANT i've ever tried. The mood stabilizer makes me pee ever 10 minutes, and can't hold it, it's torture. I have to make sure i don't drink anything before i drive anywhere for 30 minutes.

I then asked her about Benadryl and she said i probably wouldn't build a tolerance, but she is wrong. Im up to 200mgs of Benadryl a night, and it makes me a bit sleepy, but doesn't knock me out. It didn't last night. Luckliy i didn't have work the next morning. The boss sent this long message to everyone saying we have no work for the time being. Which really sucks. I need the money. Thank god out door season is about to start. He kept us busy all year, so far which was quite a feat itself, so i can't be mad at the guy.

Hugs

newtus · Mar 27, 2018 at 07:10 PM

Door said if i had anything it would’ve popped up in the first 3 months of dating.

Blue_Bird · Mar 27, 2018 at 07:58 PM

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You are an inspiration =]

Aw thanks tweaky!

Angelique67 · Mar 27, 2018 at 07:58 PM

This is tmi but the most recent roommate stinks the whole room up. (The other one frequently stinks the room up too, but can't help that.) No, the stink is preventable by her. She can stand up so this is completely preventable. I'm not meadow fresh myself, but I don't stink up the room.

I don't know how to prove to a judge that I don't need a conservator or if I do whether it could be my friend. Or when I should do this. What a mess.

Blue_Bird · Mar 27, 2018 at 07:59 PM

Class went great. I'm on the bus now heading home. I can't wait to get back into my warm apartment with my kitties!! It's colder than I thought it'd be and I only wore a light sweater so I'm shivering

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Mar 27, 2018 at 04:26 PM #68 Feeling sleep Oh.... COFFEE! I never had that stuff in months.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Mar 27, 2018 at 04:32 PM #69 Well i made an appt to get checked. Tomorrow morning. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Mar 27, 2018 at 04:42 PM #71 Im actually glad i made an appt. ive been meaning to do this for a couple or years or so. But i just made an appt out of anger just now. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Mar 27, 2018 at 04:49 PM #73 I just wish he hadnt said it like he did __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Mar 27, 2018 at 06:54 PM #75 Im up to 150mg Benadryl a night __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Mar 27, 2018 at 07:10 PM #77 Door said if i had anything it would’ve popped up in the first 3 months of dating. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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