Roll Call 119

ofthevalley · Apr 06, 2018 at 09:06 PM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

So I had a friend dealing with some severe heart and neck pain and she fainted...her phone's microphone wasn't working. So I had to call 112 to get her an ambulance and give the info she gave to me via messages. They checked her out and she wasn't in dire need of hospitalization so maybe it was a panic attack she was having...maybe? They tried offering her treatment at the mental health hospital....she said they treated her rather rudely. I'm not sure what happened exactly...I responded to the situation as I'd rather not risk her safety so I helped her get the help she needed at that time cause I wasn't sure what was actually wrong. If it was her heart it could've been bad without medical help. So yeah. I'm just anxious as hell and my mind is scattered. Took some diazepam to help the anxiety...now paranoid they are gonna send police after me for doing something wrong.

You did the right thing. She could have been seriously ill. I’m glad she’s okay.

newtus · Apr 06, 2018 at 09:11 PM

Burning incense before bed

ofthevalley · Apr 06, 2018 at 09:20 PM

Got my fire restarted, ate my fudge round, and took my ibuprofen. I’m going to give it a bit to kick in maybe I can avoid the stabbing pains.
As I suspected my husband isn’t home. He better not wake me when he comes in. Just for being late I’m going to let the dog sleep with us

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My son is feeling better. I’m so glad and he didn’t need abx.

Findingreason · Apr 06, 2018 at 09:35 PM

Thanks Valley and Angelique. I have had to call help for her before. about six months ago. I don't like doing these things but she exhibited some imminent signs of health problems. She agreed to it both times but she was released as okay. I worry about her and I told her we need to get her a working phone so she can call for help on her own.

I'm just paranoid a second time in six months will bring police to my door or I will be hunted down. I feel regardless I'm going to be hunted. Yeah.

ofthevalley · Apr 06, 2018 at 10:00 PM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

Thanks Valley and Angelique. I have had to call help for her before. about six months ago. I don't like doing these things but she exhibited some imminent signs of health problems. She agreed to it both times but she was released as okay. I worry about her and I told her we need to get her a working phone so she can call for help on her own.

I'm just paranoid a second time in six months will bring police to my door or I will be hunted down. I feel regardless I'm going to be hunted. Yeah.

I know how it feels to feel hunted for doing the right thing.

ofthevalley · Apr 06, 2018 at 10:37 PM

I’m laying in bed reading Facebook articles. I’m running out.
Guess it’s time to snuggle up with the pup and get some sleep. Hoping to feel better tomorrow.

Desoxyn · Apr 06, 2018 at 11:57 PM

Idk if this is related to thought blocking but it's related like, I have an idea, think about something and then just stop thinking about it because I don't want to bother as if nothing matters.

I'm annoyed by my mind I procrastinate so much about things like "I'll do this later" or "I don't feel like doing this right now" and people in my life want to do those things but I just get no pleasure out of it.

I want to write more about this stuff but lol.. always left unfinished like I said..

I try to ignore problems but I end up wasting time not fixing this problem.

The problem of "You will have negative symptoms for the rest of your life mwahaha" the man in white coat says.

Desoxyn · Apr 07, 2018 at 01:57 AM

I feel so alone

I want to contact family members and people

But I don't

Atypical_Disaster · Apr 07, 2018 at 08:48 AM

good morning all.

Angelique67 · Apr 07, 2018 at 09:03 AM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

Thanks Valley and Angelique. I have had to call help for her before. about six months ago. I don't like doing these things but she exhibited some imminent signs of health problems. She agreed to it both times but she was released as okay. I worry about her and I told her we need to get her a working phone so she can call for help on her own.

I'm just paranoid a second time in six months will bring police to my door or I will be hunted down. I feel regardless I'm going to be hunted. Yeah.

I get that 'going to be hunted' feeling too. It's part of my anxiety issues. But I can tell for someone else when that's not an accurate apprehension.

newtus · Apr 07, 2018 at 09:04 AM

Morning

Having coffee

Its freezing outside! 34 degrees

Angelique67 · Apr 07, 2018 at 09:08 AM

It's cold outside! Like a moron I sat in the chair that repulsive guy was at last night. For the whole rest of the vape I wanted to change my seat.

About to go get a Coke. I hope everyone is feeling ok.

Findingreason · Apr 07, 2018 at 09:45 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I know how it feels to feel hunted for doing the right thing.

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I get that 'going to be hunted' feeling too. It's part of my anxiety issues. But I can tell for someone else when that's not an accurate apprehension.

Thanks. Yeah, I'm feeling a little better today. I'm just glad she is okay. I need to work with her so some way she gets a new phone cause she needs to be able to reach someone if things happen in the future.

Findingreason · Apr 07, 2018 at 09:47 AM

Good morning/afternoon everyone. How are things going today?

I'm okay. I'm trying to get myself back on track. Maybe I'll take the cans from my room and get the bottle deposits back. Then clean up a little bit. Take pics of stuff I am selling with the SLR camera. I need to keep myself moving along.

What's everyone up to today?

cogladaid · Apr 07, 2018 at 09:48 AM

Possible trigger:

I self harmed again yesterday it’s becoming a habit again.

Atypical_Disaster · Apr 07, 2018 at 10:09 AM

i’m in a weird mood because my psychiatrist is reading my thoughts. kind of irritated i hate it when she does that.

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 07, 2018 at 10:14 AM

24 degrees here, I’m still in my pjs doing laundry, had a nice bagel and some mango for breakfast. I posted a new topic about resilience and fighting the good fight, if you guys have advice or what you do I’d really like to hear it. Just the longer I have even a tiny amount of illness I feel like I have to constantly fight just to be “normal” you know, have a job, friends and a bf....sometimes it all just seems like work. Anyway thought it might be a good topic.....

newtus · Apr 07, 2018 at 10:18 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

24 degrees here, I’m still in my pjs doing laundry, had a nice bagel and some mango for breakfast. I posted a new topic about resilience and fighting the good fight, if you guys have advice or what you do I’d really like to hear it. Just the longer I have even a tiny amount of illness I feel like I have to constantly fight just to be “normal” you know, have a job, friends and a bf....sometimes it all just seems like work. Anyway thought it might be a good topic.....

I fight to be normal too. It takes a lot out of me. Thank you for the topic.

ofthevalley · Apr 07, 2018 at 10:30 AM

Good morning. Hope everyone is enjoying their Saturday. I slept until 10:15! It felt good.
Nothing but planned for the day. Have to bring my son to the bike park but that’s about it. It’s take out night so no cooking. I still heave dishes to do. I never did them last night.
My side is still hurting. Took my ibuprofen and morning meds. I just realized I haven’t taken my latuda in 3 days. Thankfully I am still feeling good.

greentires4me · Apr 07, 2018 at 10:33 AM

today I am 1000 days sober from alcohol...its a big achievement for me...never been this long without a drink.

Now only can I get a good nights sleep, its really hard for me, i take sleeping pills and everything but I decided last week to stop my clopixol depot, because it was giving me too many migraines like 6 migraines last month and 8 the month before, and I am prone to migraines already. It also made me really suicidal and I couldn't cope with that.

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 06, 2018 at 09:11 PM #882 Burning incense before bed __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Apr 06, 2018 at 10:37 PM #886 I’m laying in bed reading Facebook articles. I’m running out. Guess it’s time to snuggle up with the pup and get some sleep. Hoping to feel better tomorrow. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,987 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Apr 07, 2018 at 01:57 AM #888 I feel so alone I want to contact family members and people But I don't
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Atypical_Disaster Elder Member Since Mar 2011 Location: Nowhere noteworthy. Posts: 7,142 13 7,354 hugs given	Apr 07, 2018 at 08:48 AM #889 good morning all.
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 07, 2018 at 09:04 AM #891 Morning Having coffee Its freezing outside! 34 degrees __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Apr 07, 2018 at 09:08 AM #892 It's cold outside! Like a moron I sat in the chair that repulsive guy was at last night. For the whole rest of the vape I wanted to change my seat. About to go get a Coke. I hope everyone is feeling ok.
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Findingreason Resident Queer Girl Chat Moderator Member Since Dec 2016 Location: Finland Posts: 3,190 7 4,864 hugs given	Apr 07, 2018 at 09:47 AM #894 Good morning/afternoon everyone. How are things going today? I'm okay. I'm trying to get myself back on track. Maybe I'll take the cans from my room and get the bottle deposits back. Then clean up a little bit. Take pics of stuff I am selling with the SLR camera. I need to keep myself moving along. What's everyone up to today?
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Atypical_Disaster Elder Member Since Mar 2011 Location: Nowhere noteworthy. Posts: 7,142 13 7,354 hugs given	Apr 07, 2018 at 10:09 AM #896 i’m in a weird mood because my psychiatrist is reading my thoughts. kind of irritated i hate it when she does that.
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