I'm being gaslit... By the psyche industry?

Let me be clear that I'm a very laidback guy.

But someone at Valley Hospital in Las Vegas doesn't want me around. Each time I go there the staff lies blatantly about the simplest and most obvious of subjects. They tell the other patients lies about me and have given away my personal information on several occasions to people who had no business knowing. The head of psychology at the psyche ward has made clear that she'd like to lobotomize me, and they often employ hypnotism tactics and try to brainwash me.

They put me in a terrible group home where you are required to attend three to four hours of half assed group therapy sessions every day, and instructed them to continue gaslighting me.



A lot of the sex brainwashing has terrible satanic implications as well, and they haven't told me exactly what they want from me. But I'm getting pretty worried, there's a eunophiliac named J.D. who won't leave me alone and he tortures me in my mind when I'm trying to sleep, insisting that he loves me during normal conversations, before hypnotizing me and proclaiming that he'd "have me as a eunich."

Please help me, I don't want to be a castrated sex toy for obese men.

That sounds like a very terrifying set of experiences

Do you have anyone IRL who you trust who can support and advocate for you? We can provide support here too, but it's not the same as having it IRL as well.

Welcome to PC btw

*Willow*

No I don't because the mental health industry and the creepy lady who my mom's last husband married already taught my immediate family the wonders of gaslighting. I think they get off on it or something because they won't answer me unless it's an argument and then they just gaslight me. I don't have any friends who aren't eunophiliacs in group homes and they all target me because I'm a skinny attractive dude and that's the kind of person a eunophiliac likes to target. So basically I'm caught between being a sex slave for sterile lab coated men and being a eunich in a trap house or group home.

I'm trying to get my own place but J.D. is going to come after me as long as I'm in the city. I can't really afford a restraining order and I have to stay in Nevada for a couple more months because I was arrested for a lousy assault charge that doesn't make sense and the court wouldn't let me testify they just gaslit me some more.

Its done by a tattoo that absorbs invosibly and brainstem interpreters fed into a computer memory of your life/memory engrams. I use simple cloths and med tape over high gauss on walls/appliances. There are ways to get lucky and reduce volume by a combo of reverse programming and blocking. Skin blocks will isolate main locations. My sound happens in left/right back neck and in cochlea.

That sounds really tough, Fuseface I guess, if it were me, I would focus on maintaining strict boundaries with everyone I was concerned about, and ensure that I was never alone with any one. And keeping up with my coping skills to manage with everything going on.

I hope that you can find a way forward with all of this

*Willow*

There are words that I’m forbidden to write, so I will say this:

You’re ‘together’ enough to come to the Schizophrenic forum to write of your experiences.

I am schizoaffective and am usually psychotic so I come here to read of other’s struggles with psychoses.

I cannot judge the veracity of your experiences but I think that you need to talk to someone you trust about your experiences. Someone not involved with the psych community. I’m not familiar with eunophiliacs but I know that I would be very concerned if someone was bent on castrating me!

I understand that you don’t know, at this point, exactly what these people want from you but I am in wholehearted agreement with your last sentence: I would never, never want to be ‘a castrated sex toy for obese men.’

I’m not sure that anyone here can do much to help you... I think that you need to find someone that you trust and tell them what’s happening. We can only be a stopgap, I think, sympathetic listeners and supportive souls but we can’t stop what’s happening.

Best of luck — write when needed!

Find Jesus with a big friendly group. Everyone will treat you better. Embrace the new you.keep the original you tucked away. then you will have 2 perspectives. keep the one you like best