Roll Call 125

junkDNA · Jun 19, 2018, 08:35 AM

so I looked for another estimate for lawn mow and he wanted $75 to mow my tiny yard. hell no

so then I texted the regular guy who I pay $35 and he asked me on a date

WTF IS WITH LAWN PPL

I NEED MY OWN MOWER ASAP

Loial · Jun 19, 2018, 08:40 AM

I don’t know what to do today. I don’t feel like doing anything.

12AM · Jun 19, 2018, 09:02 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

I don’t know what to do today. I don’t feel like doing anything.

newtus · Jun 19, 2018, 09:10 AM

No one is buying my clothes on that app

12AM · Jun 19, 2018, 09:25 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

No one is buying my clothes on that app

Reminded me of the time when I tried selling perfumes that is 90% new for 50% off. One person asked me whether it was original and can I lower the price. I said yes, it was original and told them to just mention the price they want as I might agree because I needed the money. They asked for another 20% off, I said, okay deal. Then they said, "nevermind you sell it too low I don't think it's original". Okayyy??

newtus · Jun 19, 2018, 09:28 AM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

Reminded me of the time when I tried selling perfumes that is 90% new for 50% off. One person asked me whether it was original and can I lower the price. I said yes, it was original and told them to just mention the price they want as I might agree because I needed the money. They asked for another 20% off, I said, okay deal. Then they said, "nevermind you sell it too low I don't think it's original". Okayyy??

Hahahahhaha wtf

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2018, 09:34 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I know. Everyone tells me that. I thought i was gonna have a job by now but this agency is dragging its feet a bit. I can tell. Hopefully within the next month or two ill have one. I really need the money too.

One thing I’ve noticed is you focus one one person even when you do have more than one....previously this was your dad...now you could have your dad and bf but you focus exclusively on the bf at least from my perspective. Maybe you could spend more time with your dad?

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2018, 09:50 AM

Thanks for the suggestions newtus and day tripper!

newtus · Jun 19, 2018, 10:01 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

One thing I’ve noticed is you focus one one person even when you do have more than one....previously this was your dad...now you could have your dad and bf but you focus exclusively on the bf at least from my perspective. Maybe you could spend more time with your dad?

I cant spend more time with my dad because he works all the time. He sleeps when he isnt working. Its like for example ive been trying to watch a movie with him on his days off for a month now. But hes too tired.

Right now i have the bf, my dad, my mom, door, and my other best friend. Even tho door and the other girl live in different states. I also made friends with a woman from group and been doing arts and crafts with her. But she is obsessive with me and i dont like it.

Everyone including the bf say i need to branch out with other people.

newtus · Jun 19, 2018, 10:02 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Thanks for the suggestions newtus and day tripper!

No problem. Sorry i couldnt be better help. I havent read a book in like 7 months. I apologize.

newtus · Jun 19, 2018, 10:02 AM

Just mailed off my painting to my friend in new york.

newtus · Jun 19, 2018, 10:33 AM

My mom is going to california for a week.

ofthevalley · Jun 19, 2018, 10:36 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I cant spend more time with my dad because he works all the time. He sleeps when he isnt working. Its like for example ive been trying to watch a movie with him on his days off for a month now. But hes too tired.

Right now i have the bf, my dad, my mom, door, and my other best friend. Even tho door and the other girl live in different states. I also made friends with a woman from group and been doing arts and crafts with her. But she is obsessive with me and i dont like it.

Everyone including the bf say i need to branch out with other people.

I understand. I have my husband, my kids, and my bestest. I only text hi and I love you with her so she doesn’t really count. I obsess with my kids. When they aren’t around I’m not right. Work has helped tremendously just to give me something to do.

newtus · Jun 19, 2018, 10:39 AM

Should i change my avatar?

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2018, 10:49 AM

Finally got some sleep last night. I thought it was going to be a second night in a row with no sleep

newtus · Jun 19, 2018, 10:53 AM

Possible trigger:

Xxxtentacion got killed in a drive by shooting yesterday. He was a rapper. But he was different. I never liked a rapper like i liked him. He didnt rap about drugs and violence pretty much at all. His last album was about mental illness and suicide. I could relate to it. He was only 20.

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2018, 10:53 AM

I got my essay finished. About to print the draft and final copy.

Why do I feel like I have so much going on? All I'm taking is 1 class, it's the amount of work as 2 classes since the semester is halved. but still, I feel like I have so much to do but I really don't. I have two appointments this week. Plus I've got to go to the clothing room/brunch thing Saturday and ... get free clothes and eat a free brunch... I don't know why the I stress myself out so much over nothing...

cogladaid · Jun 19, 2018, 11:24 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Possible trigger:

Xxxtentacion got killed in a drive by shooting yesterday. He was a rapper. But he was different. I never liked a rapper like i liked him. He didnt rap about drugs and violence pretty much at all. His last album was about mental illness and suicide. I could relate to it. He was only 20.

I heard he was a huge homophobe and a woman beater. I mean he might have rapped about good things but he didn’t seem like that nice of a guy personally.

newtus · Jun 19, 2018, 11:27 AM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

I heard he was a huge homophobe and a woman beater. I mean he might have rapped about good things but he didn’t seem like that nice of a guy personally.

Idk. I heard about him beating his gf but i havent read anything about being homophobic.

newtus · Jun 19, 2018, 11:29 AM

That one apt complex called me back.

They said with the income of both my bf and i, itd be 801 a month. The bf says he still cant afford 400 a month. Im having severe trouble finding anything under 800 anywhere.

newtus · Jun 19, 2018, 11:31 AM

It smells like death outside.

the people next door have been burning dead chickens in a pit in the back.

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2018, 11:34 AM

Got a free reusable coffee cup, it's one of those ones that looks like a take out coffee cup but is actually hard plastic. Now I can take coffee with me when I go places!

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2018, 11:37 AM

I like that my college has a free cycle table where you can put stuff you don't want anymore or don't need and take something you like or need. It's a very neat thing. I have found a few cool things there on occasion. Haven't ever left anything but I may go through some of my stuff sometime and see if there's things I don't want or need and leave them there for people

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2018, 12:01 PM

I'm allowed to take 2 classes next semester!! (6 credits). Excited. Waiting for my advisor

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2018, 12:24 PM

I'm taking Intro to Social Work and Intro to Drawing next semester! And even better, I have both the exact textbooks they're using this fall because I bought them at my first attempt at college when I was really unwell. Therefore, I save a total of $225! All I have to do is buy pencils, a notebook and some art supplies. Which means I have money to buy myself a college hoodie and will even get a good sized refund afterwards!

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