Roll Call 129

newtus · Jul 28, 2018 at 06:48 PM

Took too much smoke in too fast with my cbd. Shyt burns reallllll bad in my chest. Plus the bong had been dirty for a month. Water been sitting in it for a month cuz i been using another bong.

newtus · Jul 28, 2018 at 07:18 PM

Im ok now but it hurt for about 30 or more minutes

newtus · Jul 28, 2018 at 07:57 PM

Where is everyone!!!

newtus · Jul 28, 2018 at 08:00 PM

Took my night med

newtus · Jul 28, 2018 at 08:12 PM

Woo! Woo!

I made it through today!

Bf coming over tomorrow!

Then Thursday we most likely gonna be in tha hotel!!! My mom is buying us champagne!

ofthevalley · Jul 28, 2018 at 08:15 PM

Family is watching shutter island. Kind of disturbing.
My cheeseless antipasto was really good. I got a large so I have enough for tomorrow night too.
I’m sleepy but it’s too hot in here.

Loial · Jul 28, 2018 at 08:15 PM

Hey,

Just back from the wedding at 2am. I had a good time. I drank a bit too much and was sick but I felt better afterwards so it’s all good.

I got an extra night at the B&B so I can go to the music festival tomorrow. Looking forward to it.

Just having a hot chocolate in my room and going to bed shortly.

Night peeps.

newtus · Jul 28, 2018 at 08:21 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Family is watching shutter island. Kind of disturbing.
My cheeseless antipasto was really good. I got a large so I have enough for tomorrow night too.
I’m sleepy but it’s too hot in here.

I really really like that movie!

Desoxyn · Jul 28, 2018 at 08:23 PM

I didn't take my Concerta today and I don't feel that tired and I feel happier

Desoxyn · Jul 28, 2018 at 08:25 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by newtus

I really really like that movie!

My dad and I watched that movie and he said "Is that what happened to you?" and I was like "Yeah kinda"

Desoxyn · Jul 28, 2018 at 08:28 PM

I want to listen to some tech podcasts

ofthevalley · Jul 28, 2018 at 08:28 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Loial

Hey,

Just back from the wedding at 2am. I had a good time. I drank a bit too much and was sick but I felt better afterwards so it’s all good.

I got an extra night at the B&B so I can go to the music festival tomorrow. Looking forward to it.

Just having a hot chocolate in my room and going to bed shortly.

Night peeps.

Hot chocolate sounds good even though it’s 85 in here.

Desoxyn · Jul 28, 2018 at 08:56 PM

I'm drinking cold coffee. It's 80 degrees. Tomorrow will be 90 degrees

Canada

Angelique67 · Jul 28, 2018 at 09:09 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Family is watching shutter island. Kind of disturbing.
My cheeseless antipasto was really good. I got a large so I have enough for tomorrow night too.
I’m sleepy but it’s too hot in here.

I've been wanting to see that again! It freaked me out the first time.

ofthevalley · Jul 28, 2018 at 09:34 PM

I hope tomorrow is a better morning. I was so sick today.
It’s 1030 on a Saturday and I think I’m going to get ready for bed. I hurt, I’m hot, and I’m tired. I don’t really have anything better to do anyway lol.

Desoxyn · Jul 28, 2018 at 09:43 PM

I've been doing good for long enough that I have a different perspective on seeing reality. I find really weird things interesting. Sometimes I get creeped out by the weirdness of the world and maybe I can't handle the high dose weed like paranoia when I stop my antipsychotic yet but maybe a lower dose will get me back into being apart of society. Maybe I don't like society and don't care but what fun is that? Am I going to sit here doped up on a tranquilizer and do nothing? And what about negative symptoms? Maybe the antipsychotic makes it worse? And I can see why people with schizophrenia always want to stop meds. It's a real struggle. Maybe some delusions are right. I know that people can't say certain things because they are offensive so they have to divert what they are actually saying with something else. And that hurts everyone. That's not how peace will be made because there's always going to be the few with hate that ruin it for everyone so finding a middle ground is the best. There's always going to be fighting. Maybe I'm saying this because my injection is in 2 days and I like it this way. It's empowering and makes me feel alive. One of the main reasons I'm on meds is to make sure that people aren't disturbed by my magical thinking. They should be accepting of the way everyone thinks and that's where stigma of mental illness comes from. "Schizo, crazy, Luny". The world is crazy and it's interesting to have a diversity of anything that can make people happy.

Desoxyn · Jul 28, 2018 at 09:45 PM

I don't feel paranoia but maybe the neurons in my brain have formed and developed to the point where I'm fixed.

Desoxyn · Jul 28, 2018 at 09:48 PM

Lol @ SP saying that people on injection only have to deal with stopping their med once a month instead of every day.

But it's true. But the will gets stronger and stronger each time. It's been 4 years.

I have so much insight right now

Gr3tta_0 · Jul 28, 2018 at 10:43 PM

I've been having especially bizarre dreams and sometimes they bleed through to waking world and then I'm confused.

ofthevalley · Jul 29, 2018 at 01:03 AM

Okay 130 is a little early to be up for the day. Ugh. I’m all ****ed up.
Having coffee then I’ll see if I can sleep in my chair so I don’t keep waking my husband up. Although it’s kind of his fault I’m up. He woke me up when he came to bed and I slept like **** after.
I still hurt. It’s actually physically draining. It’s been like this since Wednesday. Cmon Monday doctor.

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 07:18 PM #262 Im ok now but it hurt for about 30 or more minutes __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 07:57 PM #263 Where is everyone!!! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 08:00 PM #264 Took my night med __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 08:12 PM #265 Woo! Woo! I made it through today! Bf coming over tomorrow! Then Thursday we most likely gonna be in tha hotel!!! My mom is buying us champagne! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 08:15 PM #266 Family is watching shutter island. Kind of disturbing. My cheeseless antipasto was really good. I got a large so I have enough for tomorrow night too. I’m sleepy but it’s too hot in here. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,005 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,919 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 08:23 PM #269 I didn't take my Concerta today and I don't feel that tired and I feel happier

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,005 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,919 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 08:28 PM #271 I want to listen to some tech podcasts

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,005 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,919 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 08:56 PM #273 I'm drinking cold coffee. It's 80 degrees. Tomorrow will be 90 degrees Canada

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 09:34 PM #275 I hope tomorrow is a better morning. I was so sick today. It’s 1030 on a Saturday and I think I’m going to get ready for bed. I hurt, I’m hot, and I’m tired. I don’t really have anything better to do anyway lol. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,005 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,919 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 09:45 PM #277 I don't feel paranoia but maybe the neurons in my brain have formed and developed to the point where I'm fixed.

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,005 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,919 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 09:48 PM #278 Lol @ SP saying that people on injection only have to deal with stopping their med once a month instead of every day. But it's true. But the will gets stronger and stronger each time. It's been 4 years. I have so much insight right now

Gr3tta_0 Grand Member Member Since Apr 2017 Location: United States Posts: 970 7 857 hugs given	Jul 28, 2018 at 10:43 PM #279 I've been having especially bizarre dreams and sometimes they bleed through to waking world and then I'm confused.