Roll Call 129

Sometimes psychotic · Jul 26, 2018 at 07:42 PM

Back home from my first day....I’m so tired...working is hard....

ofthevalley · Jul 26, 2018 at 07:48 PM

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Valley I’m so sorry you are in pain....

Did they do a ct scan or anything?

No ct because I just had one. You’d think with acute pain they’d do another but it is only the er. They do just enough to get by.
I can’t wait to crawl into bed. Think I’ll be going when my husband gets out of the shower.

ofthevalley · Jul 26, 2018 at 07:48 PM

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Back home from my first day....I’m so tired...working is hard....

How’d it go?

Sometimes psychotic · Jul 26, 2018 at 07:56 PM

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How’d it go?

It went ok but it sort of complicated and dull, I’m not sure how long I’ll last tbh, also I’m really slow at completing it and not sure I’ll get faster....

ofthevalley · Jul 26, 2018 at 08:07 PM

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It went ok but it sort of complicated and dull, I’m not sure how long I’ll last tbh, also I’m really slow at completing it and not sure I’ll get faster....

It was only the first day. Don’t judge yourself too harshly. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Sometimes psychotic · Jul 26, 2018 at 08:10 PM

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It was only the first day. Don’t judge yourself too harshly. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

I’m only doing this one 2x per week so it’ll be Monday....I have another job for 2x

newtus · Jul 26, 2018 at 08:45 PM

The bf left

Before he left i told him i have big plans for us.

And hes like: i do too

I said: what do you mean? What plans?

He said: moving in. I wanna live with you. And if that goes well...then marriage and kids...

I was like:

he basically said it

newtus · Jul 26, 2018 at 08:50 PM

But yall ive dreamt about this...

I thought what if i got married not too long, like a few years down the line, after breaking up with my last ex. And saw both my exes. And they are like hi how are? And i have a ring on!!!!

newtus · Jul 26, 2018 at 09:05 PM

Ive had many dreams in life. One was to get a degree. One is to get married. Amongst other things.

If i get married one of my dreams will come true!!!

newtus · Jul 26, 2018 at 09:08 PM

But the bf said we need to wait til after we get back from the vacation to look into moving, because he doesnt have money to save up for vacation AND moving out. And hes focusing on vacation. Since that seems to be around the corner.

cogladaid · Jul 26, 2018 at 10:04 PM

Took my meds. I’ve been taking them later like 7-730PM with a snack instead of right after dinner (usually somewhere between 5PM and 630PM) and I’m finding I can stay awake longer.

Which is good because I get to watch more TV and not fall asleep on the couch but also bad because now I’m getting less sleep.

ofthevalley · Jul 27, 2018 at 05:08 AM

Good morning. Slept from 9:30 to 5:30! Yay finally.
I’m still hurting pretty bad. Hoping my dr can see me today.
Working today. I didn’t get much done yesterday because I was at the hospital. I have 2 buys to close and like 4 to open.
I’m out of smoke and I’m broke. Going to be a long week. Too bad too because it would probably help with the pain.
Hope everyone has a good day.

Sometimes psychotic · Jul 27, 2018 at 05:16 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Good morning. Slept from 9:30 to 5:30! Yay finally.
I’m still hurting pretty bad. Hoping my dr can see me today.
Working today. I didn’t get much done yesterday because I was at the hospital. I have 2 buys to close and like 4 to open.
I’m out of smoke and I’m broke. Going to be a long week. Too bad too because it would probably help with the pain.
Hope everyone has a good day.

Left me be the first to welcome you to Friday.....also it’s really early I’m going back to bed.....

cogladaid · Jul 27, 2018 at 05:51 AM

First thing I thought this morning is ‘yay it’s Friday I can sleep in tomorrow’.

I’ve been doing this since like... December. Waking up at 430am. But it’s still hard to get used to.

ofthevalley · Jul 27, 2018 at 06:04 AM

Sweet! My husband gave me $100. Enough for smoke.

newtus · Jul 27, 2018 at 06:25 AM

Morning

So tired

cogladaid · Jul 27, 2018 at 06:34 AM

I literally spent my entire workday yesterday listening to one song. Over and over and over again from 630am to 230pm not including breaks and lunch.

I’m still weird. A different weird.

newtus · Jul 27, 2018 at 06:58 AM

Yesterday feels like a dream

junkDNA · Jul 27, 2018 at 07:17 AM

friday means nothing to me lol =(

cogladaid · Jul 27, 2018 at 07:26 AM

I feel a bit hyper today. I slept like 6.5 hours-ish and have only had one coffee so far this morning. Just grooving man!

Possible trigger:

I’m having crazy thoughts about going back to my secret porn account and posting sht. My fans must miss me.

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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!) 10 22.8k hugs given	Jul 26, 2018 at 07:42 PM #61 Back home from my first day....I’m so tired...working is hard.... __________________ Hugs!

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jul 26, 2018 at 09:05 PM #69 Ive had many dreams in life. One was to get a degree. One is to get married. Amongst other things. If i get married one of my dreams will come true!!! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Jul 26, 2018 at 10:04 PM #71 Took my meds. I’ve been taking them later like 7-730PM with a snack instead of right after dinner (usually somewhere between 5PM and 630PM) and I’m finding I can stay awake longer. Which is good because I get to watch more TV and not fall asleep on the couch but also bad because now I’m getting less sleep.

cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Jul 27, 2018 at 05:51 AM #74 First thing I thought this morning is ‘yay it’s Friday I can sleep in tomorrow’. I’ve been doing this since like... December. Waking up at 430am. But it’s still hard to get used to.

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Jul 27, 2018 at 06:04 AM #75 Sweet! My husband gave me $100. Enough for smoke. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jul 27, 2018 at 06:25 AM #76 Morning So tired __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Jul 27, 2018 at 06:34 AM #77 I literally spent my entire workday yesterday listening to one song. Over and over and over again from 630am to 230pm not including breaks and lunch. I’m still weird. A different weird.

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Jul 27, 2018 at 06:58 AM #78 Yesterday feels like a dream __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Jul 27, 2018 at 07:17 AM #79 friday means nothing to me lol =( __________________

cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Jul 27, 2018 at 07:26 AM #80 I feel a bit hyper today. I slept like 6.5 hours-ish and have only had one coffee so far this morning. Just grooving man! Possible trigger: I’m having crazy thoughts about going back to my secret porn account and posting sht. My fans must miss me.